What You Feel You Can Heal

Before CNY

2012-01-27T13:44:00.000+08:00

this few boxes of mandarin is ready to distribute to our gold producer agents

Hampers and wines for our gold and platinum producers too

Our lady boss bring us to have lunch @ Chan Sow Lin to have fish head.
They said this restaurant 's food nice and affordable .

all our unit colleagues ^^

After that we having our dinner in Pavilion at Ding Tai fung to Lou Sang and farewell with our senior.

she is leaving soon.

Their Lou Sang damn nice . I Love it so much

some appetizers and dishes

Xiao Long Pao yummy yummy

this dumpling yummy too ^^

Signature taufu

This pork chop normal like others. not really into it =P

this is second Yu Sang that free to us due to some mistake they made.

overall we all did enjoy their foods =)

Annual dinner BSI 2012

2012-01-26T14:32:00.000+08:00

Last Friday our company having an annual dinner in Berjaya Times Square Hotel.

after work am ready to doll up and attend company annual dinner before CNY.

my lovely and pretty colleagues

Rushi also work under the same company with me

This is people who work under our company.

a big company right? =)

this is only quarter view of the colleagues only

After our company become Japanese company our increment and bonus also increase.

what a happy new year we having now.

It's a good start for new year ^^

MT 10 BSI

2012-01-22T22:21:00.000+08:00

this is my lovely colleagues la~ ^^
this is our unit MT 10 and MT08 Marketing

hehehe It's a little bit late to post Christmas and exchange Xmas gifts with marketing department =)

I love to work here not because of the boss not because of the pay but it's because of my colleagues ^^

Mr Chong our GM ^^ the tallest man in our company

Xmas 's gift draw ^^

everyone very excited about what they going to get for their Xmas gift

BBQ @ christmas night

2012-01-10T23:21:00.000+08:00

It's kind of late update my blog recently ..hmmm

I have no idea why I'm so lazy to continue my boring blog and I'm so tired in this few days for no reason.

we went to my friend's house which located in Bangsar to have our BBQ night.

majority am the one who had prepared the foods of the BBQ night.

we went to NSK bought big prawns , fishes, squids and of cause can't miss the chicken wings.

tadah~~~

they said my fish and squid was so yummy hehe~ wow I can't believe that I can prepared the foods for BBQ.

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my friend birthday party @ G tower Tanzini restaurant

Appetizer

Unagi with sweet potato

Sorbet

I forgot all the name for the dishes already.
hmm~ I think am not really into the fine dining dishes=P
maybe It's not my favorite

anyways overall is good and nice environment to dine in at this restaurant with their love will be more perfect
there is a very cozy come with magnificent KL view form the roof top ^^
after the dinner we went to the bar which just beside Tanzini restaurant to grab some drink and party

Christmas & boxing day 2011

2011-12-29T23:35:00.000+08:00

Early in the morning we wake up and go to Kam Xun to have our breakfast after that go to NSK Kuchai Lama to shop some foods for BBQ night at my bf's god father's house on Sunday.

the dim sum that we order for three person.
a lot right?
I still prefer Yuen Garden im dum in Puchong.

more to come for the dim sum but I dint snap picture d cause I'm so hungry...
breakfast also can cost us around RM 90 for three person. =.=

Boxing day we went to Jaya One Ducking to have our lunch

the porridge was so fine and smooth~
oh my god! I love the porridge so much.

dumpling soup , surprisingly their dumpling are tasty also.

Four Treasure rice.

hehe got roasted pork , roasted chicken, duck and soy source chicken.

chu cheong fan

duck drumstick dry noodles

xiao long bao= meat dumpling

pan fry dumpling not bad.

overall their foods are tasty but a little salty for me

Xmas eve

2011-12-29T23:03:00.000+08:00

my bro come to KL alone and celebrate Christmas with me.

I accompany my bro go to shopping and have dinner together with my boy friend^^

we went to LA bodega to have our late dinner. and get some drink.

this is the dishes we had ordered. I love this dish so much !!!!

yum! yum!

the name of this dishes is Gambas Al Ajillo

there is Tiger Prawn with olive oil and garlic.

it's really delicious to eat with the baguette.

I think is the time I should show up my bf face in my blog if not he will feel sad regarding why I never upload his face in my blog =P

me and him <3

Spaghetti Alfredo with bacon

chicken sandwich

and my favorite dishes medium beef burger with cheese~~

Slurp!

This is my 100% handmade Xmas card to him~

Is it nice ?

yea I know it's look simple and little ugly hehe~

but I hope he will like it.

This is the gift I had receive for Xmas 2011.

This is the gift that I had bought for Xmas gift to my friends.

Bohemia crystal

me and my bf decide to join my bro went to G6 celebrating our Xmas in the end .

it's not really goes well in the middle but it's fine after that.

22112011

2011-12-22T23:40:00.000+08:00

Finally company changed the hug and old monitor away and changed to the flat monitor
marketer get one handphone for work.
Japan company is much more better than LOCAL one~

Early in the morning I got nice and yummy Tang Yuen to eat already
one is my colleagues cook one and the Kim's mum cook the glutinous balls ^^

Kim's mum dessert^^

I was thought I wont able to eat glutinous balls on Solstice festival ..AW~~~ what a nice colleagues I own...
but my boss SUCK!!!!

What a tired month I have..exhausted to the MAX..
Tired until reached that level I don't even know I pick up the call and after the next morning only I realised about it. =.=!

I CAN'T wait for this Saturday 24 December!!!!
eh~ eh~ eh~ not because of Christmas eve but my BONUS!!!!!!!!!
argh!!!!!!
ok night I want roll on my bed already^^
XOXO

Xmas exchange gift =marketing dep

2011-12-16T17:39:00.001+08:00

Yesterday got one nice Agent treat me and Seow to have lunch in Sri Kembangan^_^
Wow the foods there was so nice and yummy. As what I heard from boss there said their restaurant got Hong Kong celebrity visit before.
I will visit them second times and bring my friends next time too.
10 likes *thumb up*

White Claypot "lou Shu Fan" (noodle)

This dish was so yummy and smell so good for the pork rib

and of course we order Onion Fish fillet, Chou Sam with salty fish and Toufu minces pork.
I really love their foods there. all the dishes also so delicious.
I don't know what the restaurant called but I know the place. hehe~

Today our office marketing department having an lunch and exchange Xmas gift party.

haha I was so happy with the company environment and working condition with all the nice colleagues but some how nothing is perfect..there must be a wart over there.

This is my Xmas gift that I had draw ^_^

Cheng! cheng!cheng!

It's a chinese tea cup~

hehe~

I can use it when I have tea session with my family ^_^

All of us also very happy with the gift and I saw some of people get Malay dictionary and water tumble and box container...hahahaha ~ It's was so funny

I will upload some of our colleagues picture to share with you guys after I get the pictures from them.

Our working feel much more better without her~ wow!

how I wish it will be maintain this week working environment

XOXO with love

how could you be so heartless

2011-12-04T21:45:00.001+08:00

Depression more than 2 years

How only I will become more cheerful
Last time I wasn't like that
How come after I had met him my life just totally changed into hell of cause there is some sweet moments that I still remembered.

Teach me how to stay optimistic and control my EQ
Guide me how to let it go and move on. When you are still loving what is gone, it's very hard to move on.
Lead me the way in order to get my life happier, I don't think you ever want to love me.

Stop me from keep thinking of him, It's so hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember.
It's the saddest thing is when he said to you he not love you
sob sob ... I don't want to keep being the girl that crying about the same things
don't let someone become your everything because when they are gone you have nothing!
)=../

3122011

2011-12-03T09:51:00.000+08:00

I hate Friday the most

the traffic in KL is SUCK!

I hate weekend as well because I always don't know what should I do on weekend!

ARGH!!!! fuc*king bored to the MAX!

I start to adapt my new life now

I think I should plan some activities on my weekend such as ......

jogging, swimming, cycling, hiking, yoga...

shopping, movie, and of cause night life ...

I should plan it well for my new life now.

^_^

stay strong and strength

I knew I can do it

I haven watch breaking dawn

and a lot of nice movies~

I was waiting to watch with someone but it NEVER will make it.

I had a lot of things want to do together but I knew it's impossible

I should move one

someone ask me do I ever feel regret with my choice and decision?

I was never think of this question .

I was tired of my life now~

I was so tired be with him now~

It's the time to end and move on since it's changed!

since when it changed?

I have to change myself too

I should control my EQ and improve my EQ seriously

I shouldn't care so much until I had made myself n my life suffering.

30112011

2011-11-30T19:25:00.000+08:00

Finally my problem going to settle soon~ and perhaps just by next two weeks.^.^

I can't wait for that moment and achieving my wishes now~

I also can't wait to ave some changing on my work...

If I able to transfer to another good boss then it will be the best one for me to start a nice beginning of the year=) 2012

Thanks God for blessing me and my family all the times.

I love my dad so so so so so much and again dad I won't let you down and worried for me ANYMORE.

no more dad~ I promise. I will protect myself and show you the result soonest I can.

I swear...

I will give ever the best one for you.Just for you dad~

ok~

I read the out dated The Star newspaper today

and I found out one of the articles is wrote about how a guy propose to his girlfriend

"Man "sells" self online to girlfriend via Grouposal. "

the man "sold" himself on popular online daily deals website Groupon for marriage to his sweetheart.

aw~~~ so sweet.

the man noticed his girlfriend would look at the Groupon website first thing every morning to scour for the best deals and offers.

Aw~ what a creative man and romantic and unique of cause ever first guy who propose this way to his girlfriend.

"As Groupon's main purpose of existences is to provide customers with the best experiences in life, we thought this would be a great Groupon for his girlfriend-a life time's worth of marital bliss," said Groupon Malaysia CEO Joel Neoh.

I should highlight here hehe~

Joel Neoh is Algin Neoh's cousin ^.^ wootz!!!!

gastric month

2011-11-29T20:48:00.000+08:00

recently I has suffered gastric quite frequent.
I hate the ache!! so long I never felt that ache already.
this few days it come and look for me again.

Gaviscon Double Action -new product which is sound like even more stronger than the old one without pink color packaging. Even the tablets also have the pink color on it....

why they produce the gastric medicine look so girlie? It's because female always the majority of suffering gastric?

everyone asking me to think positive positive and positive...
how? guide me please...
can I just change my brain with someone who always stay positive ?

I seriously need dramatically change on myself.ME!! I only talk but no action hehehe^ ^

I just wish to get a life different from this life currently...
I just wish someone could take care of me and pay attention on me all single second.
I just wish someone could make me smile and happy every single second.

ish!!! suffering gastric now sob sob /=.(

Nov2011

2011-11-28T23:46:00.000+08:00

table setting.^^ I love the mini fork with the small crystal so much.

we went to one of our friend's house to celebrate birthday.

Christmas tree accompany with Christmas song ^ ^ so much of Christmas feel in da house.

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Holiday hang out at night^^

wow hot chick in da house^^

Cashlyn

Ah Kang

model body figure.

hehehe ^^

my buddy ..

he is a very good guy...^^

27112011 year end sales

2011-11-27T09:50:00.000+08:00

am so guai this week^_^
I only go out to Pavilion today go for some shopping.

Padini Concept Store wide 50% DISCOUNT OMG!!!
the fitting room and cashier was "people mountain people sea" (crowded)

I only get myself a sweater and blouse for working I also have to q-ing up almost 1 hours only reach my turn to make payment. Gosh~.

I was thinking tomorrow going to other Padini Concept store again to get myself few pair of shoes and shirts =P when I was waiting to pay my clothes, I saw a lady pay MYR 900 for their goods. wow!!! MYR 900?? what they buy woo~

Charles and Keith 20% to 50% discount again but majority the nice one only discount 20%...I bought a pair of shoes from Charles and Keith and now 20% OFF wt....
gosh!!! Guess's shoes got no discount =( sob sob
I spot something in Tangs and Pakson as well.

It's year end, I always love sales who don't love Discount.
ARGH!!! I got so much of thing want to bring them home~~

I love shoes so much!!! If I got money now I think I will bring 12 pairs of shoes from Pavilion just now~
I love shopping feeling and the most excited is to bring them home.

26112011

2011-11-26T08:14:00.000+08:00

woootz~ quite a long time I never update my blog already.
It's is because LAZY =P hehehe ^^
plus I was stress about my working and something trouble me all this while for two years.

hmm luckily I got few good friends accompany to pass through with me.

Recently I got some unwanted advice from some unwelcome people~ =(
suspicious ? understanding ? old man ? huh! Just ignore. /=P
as long as I'm happy with my current life what the H* you come and interfere my life.

November is not my month.
I get complaint in fact if not my wrong in working place,
tyre puncture and turn to flat while am working but luckily got a stranger man come and help me change to spare tyre for me.. Thank god!
the other time, I almost injured someone with cycling. oh my god!
that time I was like freak out and don't know what to do but after I calm down and I settle myself already ^^

after the next day , I almost commit to serious accident , luckily It's nothing happen with the car and of cause me. Why this few days am also feel like got no life at all.
New year is closer so I wish I really will got a very nice year for me. Moreover, I was wonder what will happen and how is it look like for 2012.
I still got no plan at all. hmmm~~ What am going to do in 2012? what am going to achieve in 2012?

I think the most important thing that I have to change is my current job now~this job got no future and no opportunity if you got a wrong employer. I wish next job my employer not a lady boss. I more prefer guy to be my employer.
second my L life
third is myself ....

sigh~ when only the bad thing will go away from me but of cause the good thing also will stay with me all this while .It just sometimes don't know where they go away from me ^^

I was thinking go back to UK and further my study to Master... =(
I just feel like going to stay in UK and working over there even I don't feel like the live over there.
sigh~

Once I go to UK then I no need to worry the things over here but the only I worried is my family.
=.(

bossy=bitchy=my boss

2011-11-17T21:33:00.000+08:00

recently am not really happy with my working.
someone keep gave me damn lot kind of trouble and problems to me.
everyday create something is not a problem and treat it as a huge problem to me.

I hate her deeply!
why am so lucky that she had a extremely high expectation on me? *finger cross*
why she so "LOVE" me?

=..(
this few days she just drive me crazy like a bi*ch
I "love" her to the max!!!!
she so "love" me is it am a threaten for her ? that why she so "love" me?

to be honest, i never met someone like this before and never know that this kind of boss also exist in this world.
it's fine^^
I just treat it as small part in my life who teach me and let me experience it and made my life become more interesting.

I think my patient and my emotion level was increase to the max!
NEVER MIND! year end is coming soon.
of cause I still able to survive till today all is about my colleagues.
luckily i got them to go through with me in the office and always listen to my complaint almost everyday ^^

hahaha =D thank you guys <3

I don't know how long it will be stand for it and if I quit now , of cause someone will be the most happy one cause her plan is success.
so~~~ I have to be patient and patient.
no matter how she treat me , of cause KARMA will look for her.
^^

of cause I will still do my part and do ever the best to the company and for myself.
just IGNORE the crazy one...

Damai Laut Swiss Garden

2011-11-16T00:31:00.000+08:00

enjoying the sunbath while walking on the beach

Damai Laut Swiss Garden Hotel

We went to Lumut Damai Laut for 3 days 2 nights convention trip.

eh~ it's not fun at all.

we have to work and kena M16 and AK 47 + have to face her even after working hours.

The feeling is SUCK!

of cause am so happy that I cant go out and have fun with my colleagues

we pillow talk until 4 to 5 am in my room.

jetty which pick up people go to the Pangkor Island.

The Sun

fiu~ so HOT!!!

the room not really nice and the air cond tak boleh la~

hot wei~

second day we went to Setiawan to have some nice foods which introduce from my agent's friend.

He was so nice and friendly. he brought us to buy some local products and treat us a nice lunch.

of cause we insist to pay him back the money even he refuse to take the money for the lunch.

sour soup with 鱼翲.yummy..nice one

red braise pork ribs!! yit zit pang!!

the local dish homemade red wine noodles!!! We all love this dish the most!

恭饼 local biscuit , onion with pork belly. not bad not bad.

famous chendol ...nice~

3rd day when we on the way back to KL , we stop by Bidor to have Duck noddles.

Yam pao

In conclusion, what a tired and boring working trip I ever had.

Awana

2011-11-05T00:16:00.000+08:00

We went to Genting Awana play some badminton and golf on Deppavali holiday

so damn cold weather over there. the floor still wet after raining.

badminton court upstair~
They drink Paulaner while playing badminton. Yeng + Geng!!!

Golf recreation.

Since I come back from UK I never see such a colorful and beautiful flowers already.

the cake and pizza look nice and presentable but taste like pieces of Sh*t

Hotel Awana

with nice and cold air ..
I love it so much and this make me think of UK seriously.
I miss the moment so much~

they play badminton then I only become an audience cause I never bring sport wear and shoes to play.=(

after finish badminton then we go to friends house in Gohtong Jaya.
Although their house a little small but the design simple and nice...
when I step in their house I felt so much comfortable and cozy...
no need air condition at all cause the cold air blow into the house and it really extremely cold until i need to wear sweater to warm myself.

I love their balcony so much~
aw~ omg ! when only I will own a house for myself?
=(

I don't ask for more, 800 to 900sf come with three room am already happy enough ^^
I will sleep early tonight and dream about it first.

after that we went to Gohtong Jaya to have dinner ...damn nice~
yum yum~ after dinner then we went to Genting and they go casino and what I doing there?
on phone with my colleagues and friends because I was damn boring inside the casino.
what a wonderful holiday I have.

skin care =younger look

2011-11-04T15:44:00.000+08:00

I bought all of them and I seldom use them.

omg!

and what now?

I had throw most of my skin care and cosmetic products into rubbish bin due to most of them are use for more than 2 years after I had open it.

I had throw my skin care and cosmetic products more than this from last months.

=..(

Mostly is not that good or not suit for my skin type and got no effect on my face.

I wont simply to bring them home anymore.

BUT......

sometimes you never try and you will never know ~

So...... How?

sigh~

Anyways

I had bought Sunplay UV Body mist sunblock and spring water from Avene last month.

I love the mist spray sunblock so much~

it wont felt sticky and thick after you spray it all over your hand and leg.

and you know what?

It's SPF 80 PA+++

It's more than enough for you to use it when you going out for shopping or outdoor activities like jogging, swimming, or cycling...

This is all my sunblock from Banana boat and Sunplay.

I had throw 3 of body sunblock from last months. one is bananaboat, other one is nivea and the other one is Sunplay.

actually the other three sunblock I also plan to throw away cause they are old enough.

if not mistake they already 3 years old plus~~ hehehe~

but I never finish the other three cause they make my body feel sticky when am using it.

so I just leave it until now~

but I love the body mist sunblock . the price is affordable, it cost < RM50.

you can get it from Watson.

I was looking this body mist sunblock almost a month from Guardian and Watson.

Finally let me found it at Watson Times Square last two weeks.

It so much convenient and the most important is not sticky and not greasy.

hehe~ I used it every times when I remember to apply sunblock.

1112011

2011-11-02T00:16:00.000+08:00

wootz~~ It's November now~ huray~
end of the end is closer to me....

when you met a good boss then your future will be brighter

when you met a devil boss then your future just SUCK and not only future but present!

of cause you have to do your part only you will get compliment but..... sometimes the things is not that easy to earn it.

luckily i got my lovely colleagues who always comfort and support me all the times if not! I think I cant continue to contribute my work until today.

I wish I can get an asset before reach 26 to 28 years old.
Can I?

Or it just a dream for me?

OT@ scott Garden

2011-10-28T02:13:00.000+08:00

It's holiday and it's the time we hang out and relax moment after work.

Charlotte who wear white dress which sit beside me~

she damn 7 sok and slim damn lot~

she is my motivation now~

I only talk but not action =P

I get to know a leng lui Winnie on that night.

she really look like Zhang Shao Han who is a famous singer in Taiwan.

Hermes my cheerful friend

My dear Sherly with me that night^^

Yohan who is cool guy~

my colleagues Stpehy also come and join me on that night~ aw~

I was so happy on that night.

thank you so much guys~

you all bring my life back to the flame.

housemate 2010

2011-10-25T15:37:00.000+08:00

Last Friday Eunice was came to KL so we all come out dinner and drinking session @ Ampang and Sunway Giza.

So long we never come out and hang out together since we graduate.

I miss the moment we spending the 2 years in the same house.

I miss it so much^^

Aiwen, she was my ex-room mate

she still thin like last time ~ hahaha

Kam Fon ^^

the only guy who the most close with us^^

he same hometown with Charlotte Kong aka Yuki

Eunice who staying in Penang with her sweet bf.

Manni with braces hehe~

our group picture!

we all really have fun and happy to spending the limit time together ^^

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the next day I went to The Garden shopping with Siong Teng

we went to Gong Cha have out tea time.

I have my dinner @ Pasta Zanmai after that.

Yummy beef spaghetti ^^

In the end I dint get anything for my working attire SIEN!
but tomorrow I get myself a pieces of skirt for working. ^^ happy happy
I will get a red cardigan soon^^ I love it
I don't care. I must bring it home!!!

18102011

2011-10-18T23:18:00.000+08:00

sien!

today damn sien

luckily got my buddy SH SY accompany me hehee~

boring with my job currently.

I don't like my working condition and environment right now.

it's SUCK!

wootz!!! end of the year already.

fight and stand for few more months then start a new life again!!!

I wish my dream come TRUE.

it just a wrong feeling. afterward everything will go back to the same position.

starting of cause it will be feel on that way but

but i starting to let it go slowly.

thank you

it is not that hard from what I thought.

everything will be fine

relationship

2011-10-17T21:07:00.000+08:00

I'm not a good lover

I mess up

I start fights

I easily get jealous

but........

I don't play

I give my all and I love deeply

it's been so long I never have this kind of feeling already.
omg!!!
It's make my heart beat so fast and felt so happy.

thanks for everything that I own now.
I caught myself smile for no reason. -.-!

"sometimes I have to forget what I want to remember what you deserve."

"A true relationship is when you can tell each other anything and everything, no secret and no lies"

I forgive you easily and simply forgive you just because I still want you in my life but ....
it's more than enough.
"The more we think of the future, the more we forget the present. Always remember: no matter where we are going, it starts from where we are."

16102011

2011-10-16T23:02:00.000+08:00

Friday night I went to my friend's house to have steamboat @ Bkt Jalil.what a very nice and cozy house he own.
I was thinking when only I will own a house something like that and the most important thing is home feeling.
Oh my god.
<3 I miss my home and family so much. I heart my family a lot. <3

I was so happy on that night and know some nice and funny friends.

the two younger leng lui.

they was so sampat (funny) and crazy...

how I wish I can drink like them...

hmmm

they are so hot..wow!

I'm old d. sob sob...

Martell and chivas.

After steamboat we start to play some games like card games and true or dare games.

when we were play the true or dare games.

it was so fun and enjoy.

some funny thing happen ... I will smile randomly when I think of that night.

they are so drunk hahaha~~

I was so long never happy like that night already.

thank you guys so much.

It can cure my broken heart in a fastest way.

It's the fastest way to force myself to let it go and move on with my life.

I should enjoy my life and just go with the flow.

I'm really tired to think so much and I wish
I can do whatever in my mind tell me to do.

frankly I still think of someone no matter when and where and what I'm doing. =.(

I wish I can let it go by now!

I wish I can forget this person and try to accept someone who really care for me

I wish I can meet someone who will got future with me.

I never play my relationship and I always serious with my relationship.

how I wish I can be like others who can take it and let go easily.

yesterday we went to Mid Valley to have our lunch and shopping.

I'm so happy to see her finally come to KL and work.

Miss her so much.

once we see each other we starting to talk non stop not even stop a single second and think of what to eat for our late lunch ....*I'm so hungry* =P
we have so much of things to talk and share. =)

I love her short hair cut.

suit her so much.

problem

2011-10-13T20:04:00.000+08:00

sometimes the weird things happen

it's that my problem?

I don't see any problem from me especially on my career.

I'm very confident with what am doing and I always do my best.

sometimes the things just happen so suddenly and randomly.

Now only I starting to feel something weird with my working environment and condition.

hmmm~ is the time to walk off and take a deep breath with a nice rest.

sometimes it can't prevent from someone else not to understand you and asking people to understand you under any condition.

Now only I felt so hard to asking people to understand me and my situation.

the feeling just SUCK!

Age=beauty

2011-10-11T00:01:00.000+08:00

Age is a matter in a relationship?

sometimes girls always love to listen some sweet and something that comfort their mind when they think it's a matter for them even though they know it's not true or real.

Age is a matter for ladies women girls?

wrinkle comes out

appearance look old

skin look dry

why women care so much on their physical appearance?

appearance does matter in a marriage?

use their cover to sustain the marriage? does it sound ridiculous?

why people all over the world and how can they willing to spend few thousand and thousand or millions of dollars to fix their appearance and look good?

they undergo plastic or cosmetic surgery and visit the beauty parlor regularly and lot of methods to improve their physical appearance

one of the reason is..................

scared their man run away from them?

attract male?buidling up relationship?

business=earn $$?

LOA= Lack of attention so to impress people or draw a LOT of attention?

boost self confident or self esteem on themselves?

In conclusion,

people looks good will made people feel good

every person wants to look his or her best.

Physical appearance does affect your overall people personality.

people who are fortunate to born beautiful and handsome have an edge over others in their public dealings such as male or female Models, actors and actresses.

10102011

2011-10-10T22:13:00.000+08:00

Last Sunday morning we went to Plaza Damas @ Hartamas to have our Dim Sum in Grand Imperial Restaurant.

First time to have Dim Sum in Hartamas

This is the restaurant

It's very nice view right?

so grand and look so expensive.

the Dim Sum not bad and I got no mood to take the Foods' picture.

early in the morning not really feel like want to move and eat.

The first and main restaurant is located at Bangsar, then One U got another branch if not mistake then the Plaza Damas is the 3rd branch.

I dint eat much on that day so no comment on their foods.

when I really taste and enjoying their foods then only i will give some comment on that.

katcah!!!

there is s lot of things foods and place that we haven visit and try before so we should enjoy our life with full of happiness and excitement

don't complaint we are not good enough and happy enough like others does.

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different person of cause will have different mindset different looks and different attitude+behaviour

when the people come together it means FATE

we wish to create a good relationship and not relationSHIT among each others.

it's the timing matter

I wish my dream come true.

I wish I can do everything and solve everything in one time.

sometimes the thing spoil mean spoil

sometimes the impression for the very beginning is bad mean is bad

like people always said "change"

human impossible can change themselves in a very short times and really change themselves

it's just control

they just control themselves avoid to do something that they think is change.

one day they might explode or out of control.

yea ~

i been through before.

it's really scary~~

Fuuuuuuuu~~~

*take a deeeeeeeeeeep breath*

Life

it's all on your hand

it's depends on what you want in your life

speechelss

night

XOXO

Tiang Xiang 天香

2011-10-07T08:07:00.000+08:00

Last week me and my colleagues went to Jln Pudu that Taiwanese steamboat Tian Xiang had lunch.
wow!
I went there before but I don't know such expensive
luckily there got 50% discount for lunch hours.

Lamb slices . nice one!

Spicy and herbs soup...

I more prefer herbs soup.

hmm cant resist to their soup.

Yummy yummy

you know what?

you know how much the price for the balls dishes cost?

RM 18 to RM32 per dishses for that few little small balls.

-.-!

6 balls cost us RM 18 some is RM20.

pricey le~~

but the Ramen noodles not bad.

i like the Ramen ^^

Pork slices. recommended too ^^

This one?

what is that?

why black color one?

this is squid sausage

I'm not really like it

but you know how much it cost?

RM32 for that few slices.

walao ey!!!

really expensive.

but overall it's nice for me ^^ it just a little bit pricey for this steamboat.

Iphone For Steve = Iphone 4S

2011-10-06T19:45:00.001+08:00

Breaking news today!!!!

After I check out my FB pages only know Steve Jobs Iphone creator "resigns" as CEO of Apple.

Tim Cook will be the new CEO of Apple with immediate effect.

R.I.P Steve, we all are proud of you forever.

Steve suffered from various illness which included getting a liver transplant and surgery to treat a rare form of pancreatic cancer.

A final message from Jobs on his time at Apple: "I have made some of the best friends of my life at Apple, and I thank you all for the many years of being able to work alongside you."

“Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.”

“Being the richest man in the cemetery doesn't matter to me … Going to bed at night saying we’ve done something wonderful… that’s what matters to me.”

“Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything — all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.”

-Steve Jobs-

04102011

2011-10-05T00:09:00.000+08:00

wow October now~
year end is close to us.
am so excited and can't wait to reach December ^^

December is one of my favorite month
BONUS, anniversary, Christmas and new year celebration....
everyone is starting to make some reservation and plans for annual dinner, new year dinner or for Christmas eve celebration...

erm~~ what am going to do when reach December?
erm~~what am going to achieve before December and after December?
wow! 2012 is coming sooooooooooooo soon!

omg! I have so many thing want to do before 2011. I'm just get older and older.
Moreover, I will facing more and more matters.

"no one is perfect, that why pencil come together with eraser."

how I past my last 9 month in 2011?The time that I had past from last few months till now it just like a lighting pass through from the sky. shhhhip! disappear.

unbelievable! I had been through quite lot of tough time and of cause there is up and down moment that I can keep it.

when I back from UK? October 2010. now? it's already Oct 2011.
gosh! should I continue Master in UK?or continue to work and earn more income and achieve my dream?

hmmm~~ till now I still confuse with my interest on my career.
still blur and no direction at all~
i just follow my intuitive and never seriously plan my future and my career before.

In nature, people always scared and resist to change.

I wish I will get another good new year and wish everyone will also have a very good new and year and also the past.
XOXO

living for nice foods

2011-09-27T19:46:00.000+08:00

ngou hor = beef noodle! which is some where around KL or Jln Imbi there.

Yummy Yummy!

extremely recommended .

Oh my goD!

You got no idea why their beef is so yummy and nice to chew with your teeth~

the calamari with vegetable also very nice!!! wow highly recommended for this two dishes.

resonable price RM 20 ++ for beef noodle

and RM 10++ for calamari dish.

yue kong hor= Moon noodle

Which is located near to my living place now~ Genting Klang

they cook their noodle by using charcoal and not gas.

people always love dishes cook from using charcoal because they believe there is a special taste, original and yummy with the charcoal taste^^

U cafe from Sg Wang.

What a special interior design located in Sg Wang.

After a working hour we 6 girls went to Sg Wang having some tea times and chui sui moment (chit chatting)

Mango coconut and herbal jelly

the coconut jelly really look like kuey toew( type of noodle)

but not bad.

it taste so ori with the mango and mango juice^^

Lunch with my colleagues in Sakae in Times Square which is newly open^^

they using ipad to take order for every single table.

wow so yeng ^^

Hari Raya Buffet times in Rasa Utara with Madza boss and sales executive in Times Square

the foods there not bad.

full of Malay cuisine. my colleagues said Tom Yam soup is nice~

delicious

2011-09-26T21:20:00.000+08:00

we had our dinner in Mid Valley Delicious last weekend.

Salad

<3 Fish and chip <3

recommended!! nice one. no fishy taste and no so oily touch.

Cabonara Spagetti

not that recommended .

hmmm

I had forgot to take my brownie with Vanilla ais cream's picture.

We had order brownie choc as our dessert.

After that we had our movie Abduction

Fiuh Fiuht ~~ sexy body

so Yeng !!!

Lily Collins

22 years old actress exuded old Hollywood glamour in a printed Marc Jacobs dress, red Brian Atwood pumps, earrings by Chanel Fine Jewelry, bracelet by Van Cleef and Arpels, and a Christian Louboutin clutch. Lily topped off her looks with ruby red lips.

Wow can you guys believe she just 22 years old?

she just look so beautiful and Gorgeous

Why actress and actor always look so stunning ....envy envy..

how i wish look like them but i know it's take a lot of times to dress up and make up ur face and hair =P

unless i got my personal make up artist and personal images consultant and hair stylist. hehe

Lily Collins and Taylor Lautner

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you should carry me

2011-09-18T11:36:00.000+08:00

"can the change you want to see in yourself.

it is what it is.

you o what you do and fuck the rest."

"If you don't go after what you want,

you'll ever have it.

If you don't ask,

the answer will always be no.

If you don't step forward,

you'll always be in the same place."

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How many times do we forgive someone just because we don't want to lose them,

even though they don't deserve our forgiveness?

I still remember all the sweet things you said, they keep me up at night with tears.

Because sometimes, the people you can't live without can live without you.

=..(

"you say that you love rain, but you open umbrella when it rains.

you say you love the sun, but you find a shadow spot when the sun shines."

girls outing

2011-09-17T13:31:00.001+08:00

Last Saturday we go to Wisma Kebudayaan viewing some amazing and beautiful pictures who took from Ikaeda sensei President of Sokka Gakai.

After that we went to Pavilion have a walk and having our lunch in Micheal Angelo.

My nice and pretty colleagues including me wuahaha =D
We all look so young ne~
Red shirt is our senior executive. =)
I love my colleagues.
If my working station without them I think I won't stay there until now~
So happy get to know them and be my colleagues.
They do brighter my day after working hours also while working time.

Seafood spaghetti - "Zheng" (yummy)

Lamb Pizza - not bad but not so recommended.

Salmon Fettucine Creamy source i like it as well but i love Salmon eat in raw.. hehe

Carbonara Spaghetti is our lover. everyone of them also love this dished if you guys love creamy and cheesy source. Slurp! slurp!

look like a huge curry puff here but actually I don't know what to call that. hehe but my colleagues love to eat this.It's made by pan pizza crust and inside fill with cheese and pepperoni...

he just not that into you

2011-09-14T23:44:00.000+08:00

if the guy don't call you

mean he don't want to call you

if the guy don't want marry you

mean he not that into you

if he love you of course you will get marry with him

someday we will meet some guy and own a happy ending

maybe the happy ending doesn't include a wonderful guys.

Maybe it's you.

On your own, picking up the pieces and starting over

frame yourself up with something better in future

Maybe the happy ending is just moving on.

We never ever give up hope.

am really easy to let go

2011-09-13T22:34:00.000+08:00

It's so hard to believe how much can change in a year. This time last year, thing were completely different. I was completely different

I wonder what goes through your head when you hear my name.

I wonder what goes through your head when you pass by our place.

I wish i can go to Europe again and we should have attached the love padlock on the Ponte Vecchio too....

I wish to go Europe one more times and this time is full with happy moments

Although I need you, I want to get over you , tell me what I have to do...

I just cant make it through =.( but I know the times will comes to me.

Everyday I will remind myself to erase the bad one and fill it with the good one.

lifeless

2011-09-12T21:01:00.001+08:00

Why I just felt that got $$ the life only will become more interesting like we can TRAVEL, SHOPPING, PAMPER ourself (spa,facial, manicure,pedicure), PARTY, GAMES, FOODS, PROPERTY, ASSETS and so on? am i think in a right way?

Of course your life also will be extremely interesting, happy when you stay with your beloved family and friends and of course with your love one too.

BUT....

Why I just feel so lifeless and bored-ness in my life now?

is it because am over care about something that I should not care of it?

I think so...

working life~ damn bored.
I hate KL Traffic!!!! argh!!!
drive me crazy!

I wish I own a house in KL...
I wish I stay with family now...
than my life won't that bored and depress anymore

The holiday

2011-09-03T22:50:00.003+08:00

sometimes i really don't understand why people can be change to totally different person in a next second.

It not everything will happen like a fairy tales.

most love story is about two people fall in love with each other.

For some quite unspeakably, love fades.

For others love is simply lost. *old grandama and grandpapa either one living in the heaven*

and of cause love could simply found, even just for one night.

and there is another kind of love, the cruel kind of love with the one only killed the victims

it called unrequited love which mean fall in love alone.

Besides, the victims likes the only love one had betrayed on you and throw you to the rubbish without care about your feeling and spoiled your images in front of public.

I just don't want be the curse of the cruel love one and pass the miserable years with someone I loved. =..(

I scared to be alone, I fear of lonely.

I don't want to pass my worse events like any worse Christmas eve, worse birthday eve and worse Valentine, New Year Eve with tears and volume. =..(

I don't want to being curse to love someone blindly and will not love me back.

Sometimes i didn't realize how pathetic I am.

people said: "when you found out that love one had cheated on you, you not suppose to continue be friend with him after he had betrayed on you Or continue to love him or her after that."

Shakespeare always said "love is blind"

how to love

2011-09-02T15:02:00.000+08:00

You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart

Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out

How to love

You had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever

Now you in the corner tryna put it together

How to love

For a second you were here

Why you over there?

Its hard not to stare, the way you moving your body

Like you never had a love

Never had a love

When you was just a young’un you’re looks but so precious

But now your grown up

So fly its like a blessing but you can’t have a man look at you for 5 seconds

Without you being insecure

You never credit yourself so when you got older

It’s seems like you came back 10 times over

Now you’re sitting here in this damn corner

Looking through all your thoughts and looking over your shoulder

See you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart

Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out

How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever

Now you in the corner tryna put it together

How to love

For a second you were here

Why you over there?

Its hard not to stare the way you moving your body

Like you never had a love

Had a love

You had a lot of dreams that transform to visions

The fact that you saw the world affected all your decisions

But it wasn’t your fault

Wasn’t in your intentions

You the one here talking to me

You don’t wanna listen

But I admire your poppin bottles and dippin’

Just as much as you admire bartending and stripping

Baby, so don’t be mad

Nobody else trippin

You see a lot of crooks and the crooks still crook

See You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart

Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out

How to love

http://www.elyricsworld.com/how_to_love_lyrics_lil_wayne.html

See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever

Now you in the corner tryna put it together

How to love

Oooh,

See I just want you to know

That you deserve the best

You’re beautiful

Yeah

And I want you to know, you’re far from the usual

Far from the usual

You see you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart

Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out

How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever

Now you in the corner tryna put it together

How to love

See you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart

Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out

How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever

Now you in the corner tryna put it together

How to love

oh my go! i love the video so much

meaningful~

we can't blame anyone at which way you choose to live.

one is result positive HIV

one is Pregnant

no matter how it will be the past

no matter how the life still go on

I need to move on no matter what happen

I'm very good to control myself not to show the real expression and real feeling on someone

i will hide it very well no matter how hard it is.

The end

2011-09-01T20:29:00.001+08:00

the very first 24 hours separation is critical

think about why a couple get married in a very first place

think about why two person can be a couple start from a stranger

and don't know each other?

what is the connection make two person together and commit their life to each other?

women won't accept people who she love the most to deceit her and having affair with someone else

when people request to separate with each other, they always will gave a lot of excuses to get away from themselves in a relationship, responsible, commitment and so on.

hide=lied =omission=cheat

yea~

hide=lied

omission=cheat

"when grapes are growing, the winemakers purposely stress them out by depriving them of water

and giving them an overabundance of sunshine.

now,this weeds out the weak ones,and only the strongest and best survive,

and those are the grapes that make the finest wine."

"Now,

the greatest love, survives the harshest of conditions.

And surviving that turmoil is what makes a marriage stronger."

A sweet romance husband said to his wife:-

"i have some amendment to those vows.

do you promise to fall in love with me everyday, even when we fighting?

will you swear to have sex with me at least twice a week, sometimes twice a day when the mood strikes?

and finally do you accept the fact that I'll probably never, ever in the next 50 years remember to put a new toilet roll on the dispenser?"

aw~~ it was so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet <3

this lately i heard few of my friends going to get married.

And I realised quite a lot of people planning to married at this age.

wow i was so surprised about that.

why they able to found someone who love them so much

i wish i will found mine one day

Happy Independent day + Raya

2011-08-31T01:15:00.000+08:00

Today accompany my bro go to Penang have a walk with his friends.

We went to Hard Rock Hotel and I really felt so comfortable and relax when i look at the sea

i felt so calm when i listen to the sea.

I'm having holiday now

I'm felt so boring meaningless without you

without money

my life will much more boring

without friends my life meaningless

without family i will die

=..(

I don't know what to do now.

I try so hard to control my emotion

I try so hard not to think

I try so hard not to cry

=..(

Can I make a wish on Independent day?

I wish my dream come true

god bless

XOXO

almost end of the year

2011-08-29T21:10:00.000+08:00

how fast the time past

going to reach end of the year

I also past my probation

I was thought everything will be stable after that

but it's not.

i having Raya holiday now

I had 9 days holidays

do nothing

and it had some changed on my plan

so i will going back to my warmest nest tomorrow.

thanks all my friends who accompany me this few days.

thank you so much

if not i really don't know how am going to past the time right now

i still can't let go

i still suffering

i still miss-ing

I still crying

my dad never called me more than 5 times in a days

I never see my dad so worried about me

I never let him know what is going here.

I know dad want me to come back to him

even he said to me " if nothing then no need to come back Tpg la"

he keep saying the same words to me today for more than 4 times.

I really won't let them worried about me.

I will never and won't do that.

I <3 you dad

thanks for everything that u gave me until now

thank you

drunken to love you

2011-08-25T10:25:00.000+08:00

am watching this drama lately.

this stories made me cried most all the times.

I can feel how main actress felt
my tears will shed automatically when I watching this drama

i love the guy in epi 2 said " this is because in her eye only see the shit(suck) guy from last time that why she can't realise someone who so nice and kind was around her. "

love is ridiculous
falling in love with this kind of person and cant let go are much more absurd.

sometimes the people can dramatically change to a totally different person in a next second
how scary a person are.

different person really will have different kind of life different kind of behavior and heart

perhaps i still young and think irrationally on this part

I'm just too stupid to live on that way

take it for granted

and it is a very big lesson that i ever attend

sometimes how much u sacrifice and paid it won't be turn out a good thing to you

when u feel can let it go means can let it go

the times will come to me

sometimes what you wish and want it wont give to you easily

guys are always like that

once they know you wont leave him no matter how

they will do something over the bottom limit to hurt his so called love one

yea~this is life

everyone also got their part of stories

JAM

2011-08-09T22:11:00.000+08:00

Every jam jam jam

go to work

back from office

sigh!

frustrated with the traffic over here

today's traffic drive me crazy

now only I know how tired to drive on the road for whole day

today I went to Jln Ipoh 老妈子 having lunch with boss and agents

I have to paid for the RM 170++ / 5 person on lunch today

but it can claim from company for entertainment afterward

This month am totally broke

my pocket got a very big hole on this month

petrol already cost me few hundred

argh~

Today's my boss and big boss (guys) topic is all about pretty Chicks from China , Thailand, Vietnam and Indonesia.

-.-!

I only sit there and listen to them with my smile face on for almost 1 hours over there.

my face almost cramp cause I smile too long

oh my god!

all the topic is talk about the rich guys how to play the chicks with money around.

today just made me think of those guys are so bad and naughty

they are extremely rich and they are married and own children but the guys still go out and play around with those China Thailand Vietnam chicks.

they will compare Malaysian girls with China,Thailand Vietnam and Indonesia girls

they will said Malaysian seldom will see a very pretty and beautiful girls around

but those countries can simply saw one in everywhere.

-.-!

Source: google images

pretty and big boobs so hot and high demand on the market nowadays for those young, old man?

they willing to pay for the value of those chicks

hmmm~

speechless

one of the agent said guys are naughty but girls are much more naughty than guys.

the above statement is that true?

speechless~

sigh~

my view on this world will become even more gray and more onto darkness and soon o later i will totally lost my faith and trust on GUYS

will I?

sigh~

happy mood

2011-08-08T22:35:00.000+08:00

It was so fast~~

it going to reach end of the year already~

wuahahaha xD

coming SOON

Now my job was sooooooo free

do nothing

everyday drive here and there

and "chui sui" (chit chatting) with people only.

argh~~ Raya holiday is around the corner

planning planning ~~~

sigh~

9 days holiday

where should I go?travel?

Bangkok?

Hong kong?

Taiwan?

Vietnam?

Cambodia?

Cameron?

Penang?

Traffic Jam Jam and Jam

Taiping^^

yeah~

of cause I will go back to my sweeeet home FOR SURE

hmm~

I should get back my healthy life back

Jogging

swimming

yoga-ing

hiking

cycling

badminton

and so son

I need

It's a MUST!

Argh!!!

I checked back my 2009 's picture and 2011's picture

2009

43KG

2011

48KG

gosh!!!!

I was FAT like a big fat pig!

oh my gooooooshhhh~~~

my weight can't reach 50 KG

argh~~

driving tanning sick-ing

2011-08-01T21:52:00.000+08:00

This is my first day to be an external marketing.

It 's not easy that I think before.

First thing first

for sure my skin will turn into extremely tan after work for few months.

second, I will continue with me hectic life on the road with all those traffic jam everyday

Third, I put my risk on the road everyday.

this is the most scary part I suffering now.

Everyday I back to office I must feel dizzying after i suffering hot and cold , in the building and out of the building condition.

I'm so sick of it.

hmmm~

what to do, I have to get use to it and be part of my life now.

sometimes I was thinking...

what for is about all this thing.

money?

life?

commitment?

part of our life?

sigh~

no direction

no point

no meaning

no life

no happy

no up

no down

no left

no right

-.-!

married to rich guy is the most easier and no need to worry about money issues.

no wonder everyone was so desperate to married a rich guy and to become more reality in the world.

I'm starting to sick of my life.

Bored

meaningless

routine

nothing excited

what and how am suppose to do?

to make my life be more interesting and excited

I want the life like this

when only I can travel again?

$$$???

no $$$

sigh~

Elcerdo celebration

2011-07-31T22:32:00.001+08:00

We went to Elcerdo@ Changkat for our dinner.

We had order Pig Knuckle for 2 person serving.

Pig Knuckle must be serve with German beer.

Yummy Yummy

too bad I don't know how to drink Beer if not it must be a perfect match with the nice food that night.

The main door to enter Elcerdo but we dint choose the seat inside because someone need to smoke.

There is a very big and cute pig outside the door.

We can't finish the Pig Knuckle so we take away the food with a very presentable paper bag.

they really have a very nice service in there.

I was so satisfied with their service and food.

Aw~~~ so sweet and cute with the couple of the pig.
too bad we already keep u into our stomach.
ngek ngek ngek!!

seafood in Teluk Gong

2011-07-29T00:00:00.000+08:00

last two week we went to Klang, Teluk Gong for yummy seafood.

the place was fully booked

We went there without reservation

so we cant choose the nice place to have our dinner under the coconut leave(Atap leave)=(

The restaurant was so big and so crowded with the people.

here famous with toddy drink with Guinness

We had order 7 dishes of the yummy seafood

Kam Hiong Lala

RM18+

Salt egg crab

RM38++

Bamboo Lala

RM 18++

Tom Yam Prawn

RM20+

Steam Fish that I always my fish choices to order^^

yummy yummy.

the fish was so delicious with the freshie and soft meat.

It cost around RM58

In total the dinner was cost us RM 250++

After that we heading back to KL with our tummy bloated

Sunday black

2011-07-28T01:30:00.000+08:00

It been so long I step into Pavilion for almost more than 8 months.

last Sunday finally I got the free time to shopping to update myself with the fashion information.

I walk alone until my friends come and join me.I notice that a few boutique had change their location and some totally disappear from Pavilion.

I love the street there.

A brand new Tokyo street will be opening in Pavilion level 6 soon.
There will be a lot of Japan product coming in.

After that we stop by Zang Toi and having our high tea over there with the creative and vintage furniture surrounding you.

Quit a lot of people having their high tea over there.

Don't play play with this mirror huh.

It will cost you RM3k +

A very simple yet nice Zang Toi menu.

This is the signature drink of Zang Toi

Tea Punch.

I love the layer cake with ais cream so much.

don't surprise! the layer cake is HOT!

Pandan banana cake with coconut

nice one too^^

recommended for sweet lover

set meal that you can choose.

The price is reasonable.

around RM 26+ you will get a main course + drink + dessert

Frankly,I'm so surprise with Zang Toi's food.

It's because Zang toi is major in fashion and I never think that their food can be that good as well.

surprisingly they also have their cafe in there the Parkson.

My friend know the boss in Zang Toi so the Boss free us a layer cake ais cream.

I love it so much even am not a sweet lover.

The boss was so friendly.

My dear Cl@rice week

2011-07-27T00:35:00.000+08:00

Clarice come to my house last week for working a week in KL (branch).
she sleep with me every night and pillow talk until we fall asleep.
so miss the moment when she stay with me.
how I wish she stay with me now.
She go back to Singapore for working d=.(
when she is leaving to Singapore I was so "hmm seh tak".

Friday night we go PJ hang out and get some drink with Algin and his friends=)
It was so happy to hang out with Clarice.

This lover chick get me a birthday present.
Oh My God.
I was so surprise when she show me the gift.
Thank you a lot.I will appreciate and hmm seh tak use it.=P

<3 <3 I love the perfume so so so so much!
muack! =*

Check out the behind of the perfume?
yea~ is my McD collection for coca-cola cup=)
I had collect all 6 of them.

When we finish our work then she come and find me for dinner in Sg Wang
After that we shopping in Sg Wang.

Set meal we order.
the food not bad.
=P

love life

2011-07-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

"With love
I'm willing to take the risk of getting hurt" BQQ

Why I'm just so stubborn?
Or maybe I'm not....

"Some people don't deserve my love but some do" BQQ

Switzerland

The place that ever have the sweetest memories, happiest and loves I had in my heart forever~
I wish to have time traveler
Now I can't regret with what I had been passed in last whole year.

There is no return
Could I fix the thing back?
Or I just let it be?

Do you think I should stay back or move on?

Got future
No Future
Got future
No future
Got Future
No future???

live your life with faith and love

2011-07-25T20:47:00.000+08:00

"sometimes you're too nice that people take ADVANTAGES of you

sometimes you don't know how to say NO and people make use of your kindness

sometimes you have given your love but people BETRAYED you HURT you MISUNDERSTAND you

Used those MEAN words to STAB and HURT you

take you for GRANTED

a people who're love you, he won't be take advantages from you

but who will hold your hand and walk together to create a win win.

sooner or later you will learn your lessons.

"HOW COULD YOU?" you may wonder~

Don't punish myself with someone fault

keep walking love and light is ahead of you

keep live your life with happy and nothing can stop you~ but myself"

Phrase from Queenie Chan= Beauty QQ

Life

2011-07-13T21:18:00.002+08:00

I have so much of thing want to share with you all but I don't know where can I start from.
-.- I miss my past so much. Why I just keep look back and not future?
hmm~~maybe because of my past was much more happier than now?
maybe when the people get older and older it will be a lot of thing to worried and think.

I miss my study moment, I can do whatever and buy anything that I want.
now?hpmhh~~

I just wondering when my life only become more stable and get my happy life back.
After I had working, my life just like SUCK=BORING=STRESS about $$

I have so much of dream want to achieve and own it.

no shopping, even no window shopping,
no high tea, no facial, no yoga, no swimming, no jogging, no life
no night life

Everyday after my work just felt so damn tired.
when only I can get my high pay and do whatever I wish all this while.
Now I only feel that think and talk is much more easier than do.

Yesterday I was bump up with Ai Wen,

wow!I was so long never see her and talk to her already.

I was so happy to see and talk to her.

i have so much thing want to update from her.

This week my dearest from Singapore will stay at my place for a week.

I was so excited about it=D

We can pillow talk and update our story for few months we didn't see each other.

no mood

2011-07-07T22:53:00.000+08:00

recently i really no mood to talk about my life.
hmm~
one word SIEN
BORING~
that it

haiz~
i really stress about my problem now
i really beh tahan with it

i want to see change
i want to see improvement
i want to see nice life
i want to see better future

when only i can get the thing i wan?
haiz~
sometimes the thing is not that easy like what i think before.

changing

2011-06-22T00:00:00.000+08:00

I am really sorry not to update my blog recently.
it's really lazy and tired to update my blog.

there is a lot of thing i will update soon.

today after work i went to Greenbox (Karaoke place) with all pretty girls and the only guy there.
hahahaha
I'm really having fun with them.
I'm really enjoy my night with them.

too bad I dint take the picture.
next month will be a big change on my current job.
I'm so worried that I couldn't handle for it.
oh my god!

and I will upload the picture that I went to dinner in Genting convention centre for something used car association on last Saturday with my boss and colleagues.
and there is few picture that i had took recently that I haven upload to share with you guy.

stay tune.....

=)

XOXO

cycle

2011-05-31T23:10:00.000+08:00

routine

cycle

eat sleep work

feel like no life at all.

tired of it

happen again and again

non stop

repeating

times

take times

starting to fading

starting to feel annoyed

starting to feel tired

i need something

just feel lack of something

just something that I don't know how to speak it out.

time to think

time to wake up

time to end up

now everyone also can fly

2011-05-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

everyone is talking about travel, Air Asia, Air Asia, and Air Asia.
now Air Asia got a big deal is about the 10 cent one way flight ticket. no fuel surcharge

best hotel deal save up to 80%
everyone also affordable to fly now.

all the ticket not above RM1000.

gosh! possible?
even fly to Paris and London and more destination.
it's not more than RM 1000.

but I still don't have extra to pay for my family to travel around the world..
=(
how I wish to travel with my family.

I was almost achieve my first wish to get my dad a LV wallet=) but too bad. can't give my dad a wallet on father day.

I can't wait to look at my dad smiling and feel happy with it=)
then second pay my parents and ah ma go to travel.
They love China=)

now the flight is become more cheaper and cheaper with a very good deal.
not like last time, want to travel some place we have to save and earn a lot only can fly.
i wish I can travel around the world with a sweet and memorable memories that I ever won't regret.

one thing that I regret is Europe trips.
I regret to do something stupid happen on me.
suck!
I wont let it happen again.
I swear!

Acid cases

2011-05-22T03:40:00.000+08:00

Recently got a news come out with Indian guys using the acids to pour on the girl who wear sexy and pretty.

oh my god!

why they so lunatic one?

they is few cases happen in KL and everywhere.

Girls better beware of it.

Be more alert with the people around you and if can better don't go out.

Nowadays really don't understand what people think right now.
what is the purpose and benefit they can get after they did it.

girl walks into a bar

2011-05-21T13:05:00.001+08:00

Girl walk on the Bar

Something borrowed

I wish to watch this two movies enjoying my popcorn night with someone I love, more on to " Something Borrowed"

sushi

2011-05-20T21:58:00.000+08:00

I went to The Garden to have dinner in one of the Japanese restaurant.

Sushi and Sashimi part

dessert part

I had ordered some Sushi and some grill beef with a small bowl of garlic rice.
Besides, the fried squid not that nice, not recommended.
so i dint take the picture of fried squid.

Overall,

I will visit the second times.

That time I will order Sashimi and Sushi. I love their Sushi so so so much. I still love their Sushi even their Sushi so tiny tho.

lunch

2011-05-18T22:02:00.001+08:00

my lunch is always better than my dinner.

my colleagues always bring me to new and nice place to enjoy our lunch every where.

today we went to Sg Wang U cafe having our lunch.

the restaurant is not bad with the design and feel comfortable with the environment.

the foods not bad. actually so so only.=P

last two weeks we went to The Ship for our lunch.

my colleagues suggest to go The Ship to having lunch on tomorrow again.

want or don't want?

dilemma-ing now.

hmm~~*raise my left eyebrow*

lunch causing me a super big hole on my wallet.

gosh~ how?

after my calculation

I can spend my lunch around RM 350 per month!

argh~~~how come.

ish!

should I make myself a Bento?

or sandwich for my benefits?

there is a lot of benefits I can have when I having my sandwich for my lunch times.

1st, save $$ is the main point,

2nd, save time

3rd, healthy

4th, hygience

5th, hmm~~ was thinking

sigh~

do you think it is possible I have my sandwich for every days on my lunch?

sien le~

I have my dinner @ Pelita yesterday =)

Cheese Naan! I recommended ...super nice that I ever eat.

before this all the cheese naan like no cheese at all...

tasteless but this one! yummy yummy!!!

Around RM 3-4. *ops the actual price I forgot jor*

tandoori chicken hmm~~for me, so so...

around RM6.50

Sup Kambing-mutton soup

not bad and I love mutton soup so much.

I know there is a place in Bangsar is kind of famous with his mutton soup with a small stall with his motor.

I will try it on next time.=) the price for the mutton soup in Bangsa is around RM10 per small bowl.

wah!!!

=.=! damn expensive.

Around RM 5 per medium bowl @ Pelita.

friends

2011-05-14T21:51:00.000+08:00

what a boring weekend i have

why last time i can spend the times alone at home.
perhaps that time i have my lovely housemate and my friends to company me.

times to times to grow. all the close friends will be have their different life in different places.

sad.
i need some friends to hang out with every times.
my life was very boring right now.
not like last time anymore.
i need more friends right now.
i can't live without my friends.

how nice if my family stay with me.
how nice if i own a house right now.
how nice if am a millionaire.

summer

2011-05-11T23:47:00.000+08:00

so fast...

summer is around.

when thinking of summer then it will lead us to think is a good time to travel, wearing bikini go to beach having a relax holiday on summer

wow so fast...

it's been one year I back from UK.

how fast the time past

oh my god!

how nice I'm staying in UK now.

not need to suffer from the hot weather over here.

I can travel around

having a healthy life style over there.

hmmmm~~

miss UK so much.

hmm~~ so long i have never pamper myself with those spa , manicure, pedicure and facial already..

I need it desperately.

I didn't take care of my skin and physical since I went to UK.

gosh..

no exercise since I went to UK....

suck!

I think I need to start my exercise as soon as possible already.

I can't let myself become so lazy.

HOT

2011-05-10T23:08:00.000+08:00

I really can't stand with the weather recently!

argh!!!!!!!

extremely hot like am staying inside the oven.

gosh!!!!!!!!

I need an air-cond in my room!!!

I'm melting in my room now...

how we gonna survive with this temperature?

What happen with this world now?

natural disaster everywhere.

the earth is keep changing from the time to time.

hectic life

2011-05-07T00:35:00.000+08:00

Today I'm just work like a crazy women in the office.

sometimes there is some situation will be happen on everyone like scolding by others without do anything wrong.

some people (ah sai)love to put on blame on those subordinates or throw everything to subordinates to help ah sai settle the things that only ah sai can settle.

so I work as subordinates must be have the responsibility sense and help ah sai to solve the things.

What to do.

sometimes the things can't just do as per procedures required.

It will causing a lot of unwanted problem from there.

so what we have to know is how to adjust and turn it become more flexible on how to handle the complicated situation.

sigh~

so tired of it but I know I can handle it well.

I only work for 2 months, how you going to expect me to handle the things and stuff like a people who work for more than one year.

It still a lot of thing to learn from the case basis.

SWEAT =.=!

It's really panic when there is no one to ask and advice you.

In my company, there is too many of procedures that can't even miss one in order to proceed the things and make it done.

After I back from UK, my life is a little bit hard.
no shopping, no more luxury life, no night life, no branded, no shoes,
no skin care and cosmetic, no yoga, no more swimming, no more dancing ,
no more make up, no more dress up, no more facial, no more nice foods, and a lot more that not like last time when I'm studying.

sigh~
when only I can get a better life?
my life just like become more and more commitment and responsibilities is waiting for me.
I wish my life getting better ASAP
I don't want myself just become working-holic
hmmmmm

McDonald give away freeCoca-Cola glasses

2011-05-06T00:02:00.000+08:00

McDonald's launched its Coca-Cola Glass Meal campaign recently.

It's start from last week.
From last two week to June 9, customers will get a free can-shaped glass with every purchase of a large McValue meal with a Sundae.

The Coca-Cola Glass comes in six colours -- pink, green, grey, blue, lime and purple -- with each colour being available each week for the six-week duration.

Apart from the large McValue meal, customers can also get their Coca-Cola Glass Meals through the McValue lunch offers from RM5.95 between noon and 3pm daily.

the charcoal color had been past already.
I start collect the charcoal glass from last week already.luckily I make it to collect from the 1st one.:P

I plan to collect all of them without eating the meal =P
5 more to go...
this week is the pink color glass.who are the pink lover then don't miss out this chance to get a free Coca-Cola glass from McDonald ya =)

犀利人妻

2011-05-05T20:41:00.000+08:00

best drama in Taiwan

Top rank in Taiwan.

this drama is really meaningful to watch.

this is the very first Taiwan drama I ever watch that didn't make me feel bored and keep repeating the same thing for the whole drama.

now only I finished the drama.

My comment on Taiwan drama is boring and nothing special with those fairy tales love story and not reality at all but this is the drama that I felt so impressive with it.

surprise.

It give the life guidance to everyone.

How we gonna solve it when the marriage suffering a problem

This drama is regarding a simple and lovely marriage ruin by her cousin sister.

her husband insist to divorce with her just because of the third party (cousin sister)

so ridiculous that a guy who falling in love with her wife's sister.

suck + disgusted.

anyways he will lose everything in his career and family in the end.

Karma?

sacrifice?

what he do to other and what he will get in return.

fully recommended

must watch !

In this world there is not true that someone can't live without the other

we must think there must be a someone who love you and meant to be together for each other are waiting for you.

It just not the right time in the right place yet.

We must think positive, have confidence on ourself, maintain the optimistic mind all the times

then only our life will be more better and beautiful.

everything we own now there must be a bad and good side.

it just need some times get to know and it's depend on how we gonna look at it.

labor day

2011-05-01T17:51:00.000+08:00

today is a labor day.

tomorrow no need wake up early go to work.

yeah~

i go back to my home and having my sweet time with my family.

last two day is a prince William and Kate's royal wedding

how grand and magnificent wedding they having in the world.

Strangers, again

2011-04-24T20:30:00.000+08:00

"Every relationship goes through stages. Where and how each stage develops is ultimately up to each person. While we always hope for the best, we often can't avoid the inevitable"-WongFu Production

(totally agree with the thing is ultimately up to each person, everyone of us will make a different ending if either one step out in the beginning)

I had shed my tears non stop to finish up this vid=....)

After I had finished watch this vid,

it really make sense and I totally agree there is a lot of stages we need to go through in a relationship.

A relationship will be success or not, it's all up to you whether want to make it right.

stage 1, Meeting-ramdomly meet up

stage 2, The chase-calling, texting or skype-ing for few hours every night.always feel like to hang out with each other.

stage 3, Honeymoon-dream come true, abundance of message,picture and details of daily life of each other.celebrate every single feast, dinner, movie, anniversary.

stage 4, comfortable-truly be yourself, things will starting to change. people changing over time, people tend to take it for granted.

stage 5, tolerance- arguing, try to fix things up, misunderstand, it just won't finished, it just won't enough for that.

stage 6,down hill-start to feel not to care about it anymore.

stage 7, breaking up- worse stages, back to the beginning. everything just back to the stranger. each other will have a new life all over again. sometimes we might take out the thing used to own by us, the memories and everything about us.

It will start from stranger become a friend then until become a couple.
It will turn to become a stranger in the end after go through with those stages?

Sometimes it is but not always like this.
the true is really ugly.
should we choose not to know,see and hear?

p/s: things isn't that simple from what we see from the appearance. there is a lot of thing hide behind there from our life.I wish it just can be so simple but it's not in that way i think tho.

wish my dream come true

2011-04-23T22:58:00.000+08:00

my dear friend just request me to update more on my blog in order to let her update my life .

my dear friends am so sorry not to update my blog recently.

it's because am too tired to put my finger on the keyboard and type what it's going on with my life.

besides that, i am so tiring to post those unhappy journal over here.

as you as my follower to my blog, you will realise how frequent i update my journal with all the woe=lame=boring story in my personal life.

i just want to be like a normal people with a normal life goes on.

it just because of someone , my life just can't get back on track like others does.

i have so much of confidence on everything i do, for instances to my family, my friends, my work,my study but one thing i have totally no confidence on it.

i really don't know how to handle it well and put into my life.

how i wish i can get rid of it.

i know i can't as long as i still in this that place.

how i wish one of my family member stay together with me in KL.

then only my life wont be that boring.

how i wish i can stay a place is really a house and not just an accommodation.

i want a house feeling and not ghost feeling.

luckily i got my job to make my life more meaningful.

We having a farewell dinner for one of my colleagues.

super cute and sweet Lili .

she come from Taiping too=)

my funny colleagues

letter

2011-04-18T01:43:00.001+08:00

tonight as usual

it's happen the same thing again.
it just like a curse on me.it just never stop.
it happen every days and every weeks.
scary~

but finally it's put everything an end

love ain't easy.

someone is gonna send me a letter to me?

love letter?

legal letter?

working letter?

wow

it's sound funny.

it's begin from money

it's just sound ridiculous.

tsk!tsk!tsk!

poor thing it is.

human can be so cruel just because of CASH.

oh my god!

it just so f**king scary!

some people because of money go rob and kill people.

some people because of money go and hit people.

some people because of money family,lover, friends also don't want.

just because of money, human can be so damn selfish.

huh! it just sound funny and ridiculous.

anyways i just know and saw it before it's too late.

everything is clear like a glass.

i will make my life simple and easy=)

i will get my life back start from this second.

good luck to me.

=)

2011-04-17T01:03:00.000+08:00

so long i never outing for 12 hours already.
i'm so happy today.
i can window shopping, drink,chit chatting, having nice foods, and walk around with my friends...

i had been so long never hang out with friends like today already.
i should have this kind of life more and more.

farewell dinner

2011-04-14T22:48:00.001+08:00

today we go to Low Yat Zanmai have our farewell dinner for one of my colleagues

she is also come from Taiping.

we're stay in the same hometown ^^

she will leave by next week..

hmm sob sob

she was so cute and she love to laugh

she always LOL and not smile you know ...

is LOL hahaha...she was so funny....

i will upload our leng lui gang pictures soon...

All is working in marketing department....

so happy to have such a nice and happy dinner with them...

we plan to trip together,

hang out together more often.

yesterday there is new girl hired by my leng lui boss.

that new girl is one of my hometown friends also and we study in the same college also...

wuahaha...

full of Taiping ppl in my units.

luckily hired one more ppl to help me reduce my workloads.

pheeeew~~~

but i'm gonna learn new thing once everything is settle down.

hmmm~~

so fast..

within one months i already do and learn such a lot of work,

and soon my boss gonna give me some other work to do...

can i reject to become her assistant?

hehehe~~^-^

if i become her assistant and yet she increase my salary then should be fine..

but.....if no then ...

hmm...

hmmm...

*rolling my eye here and there with the hand on my jaw*

so fast

going to reach end of the months d..

wow...

i love 24th of the months so much =P

it's because i can see my family and enjoy my weekend stay in my sweet sweet home with my family.

i love to having dinner with my family so much...
we can talk and laugh a lot=)

random

2011-04-11T23:00:00.000+08:00

so randomly nothing to blog about.

hmm~~

everyday just work and work.

I'm still confuse about my goal.

my future still so blur from far far away.

flip back my old album

Paris Disneyland .

I'm really miss UK so much....

hmmm

easy come easy go

2011-04-06T21:12:00.000+08:00

i had been so long never update my blog d.
sorry

ops~
it's too busy with my working and it's make me felt so exhausted until don't even feel to on my laptop.
i also have no idea why I'm so tired and sleepy after my work. I just feel like to lay on my bed after my shower.

i also no idea why it's everyday also that busy.
my company the turnover of employees is too high and all the people keep in and out.

easy come easy go.-_^
it's true, one months it can be more than 10 employees resign from my company.

there must be a problem exist in the human resources or the company.
by the way am happy to work with my colleagues and my boss =)

I love busy so much because the times pass so fast.
hehe~ so far so good.

好累

2011-03-18T21:33:00.001+08:00

working attire
body shirt-Primark
pant-new look
belt-primark

sometimes you felt lonely,

you will think of someone.

we start to achieving the dream when you start to working,

we won't shed our tears easily,

we won't give up easily.

just treat it as our past in our life and experience that we gain from our past.

try to tolerate and try to bear with it.

no matter what you did and what you had at past,

It's just become your past with regretful ?

it wont go back anymore no matter how.

when we felt so stress until we almost suffocate

then we will think of our love from the past we had been through.

wish to have someone to dinner and movie with after we come back from work

we wish there is someone we can share everything,

we need someone to support us.

when the time we feel so tired, and depress,

we will still think of someone who we can lay our head on someone shoulder and have a rest.

when we are alone and feel lonely.

we will check out who is online.

we will just keep refresh the Facebook and keep update our friend status.

actually we feel like to cry out loud, but we still try to hold with it and act like nothing happen with a smile face.

actually we care about every single thing so much, but we will just act that we don't care at all.

actually we just feel like to stay, but in the end we insist choose to leave.

actually it's torture our feeling, but try to convince yourself that you are living with happiness.

actually we can't forget about it but we will still showed that we're already forget.

actually we can't let go but we tell them we already did.

you is you,

me is me.

actually we can't let go, but we tel them we can't stand anymore.

actually all we say is bullshit but we still believe that it's true words from our heart.

actually the tears is almost shedding but we still insist keep it in the eyes and don't let it shed.

actually we can't turn all over and go back but we still stubborn not to let go.

actually we know ourself are get hurt deeply into the heart, but we still continue the thing over and over again.

we already knew it's won't work on it but we still choose not to believe.

actually disguise ourself the facts is much more tired than telling the truth, but we still choose to pretend it's the facts.

It's just because we try to showed that we are tough enough,

even we're suffering though but we still act like nothing.

we will just try our best to hide our real feeling from the heart from everyone else.

we just not to let people know that we are get hurt,

we just try not to make people around us worried about it.

we just want to bear with it ourselves even we felt heartbreak until almost suffocate from it.

we will still show and tell people, I'm fine, I'm alright.=..)

then we will think back, why we must be that suffer and acting nothing happen from the true?

why we will think that we're tough enough to accept all those pain.

huh~~it's really tired and torture our life.

why must make thing complicated and we can't always just follow our feeling to go and do thing?

it's because we care how others feel.

for instances, if I betrayed and lied to someone you love, he or she will feel heart break and sad.

why must you go to hurt someone you love?

if you're human being with rational, sound mind. you wont try to hurt someone that love you so much.

protect,think,love,care,and be more considerate to your love one.

try your best to appreciate what he or she do for you.

think before you try to do the thing you might hurt him or her.

P/S: try to get use to it.

that all. something and sometimes thing can't trust at all..

question someone is useless, if he or she feel like want to tell you then he or she will do.

if not no matter how you force he or she ..the result still the same.

people happy and enjoyed life over there.

but me ?

what for?

let it be and let it go right now!

期待

2011-03-17T22:48:00.000+08:00

我不晓得我在期待着什么=（

等待着不会发生的东西？

盼望着一个很傻的事情？

你这笨蛋别那么傻下去了。

别那么笨了。

够烦了。

受够了。

忍够了。

该是时候了。

好累哦！

失望！

彻底的

绝望！

betrayed

2011-03-16T22:28:00.000+08:00

再好再乖在听话的妻子，
到了莫段时期，
都会遇到这种事件发生在大家身上。

做为人妻，我们也需要有自己的空间，
自己的朋友，自己的生活与目的。
不是只是为老公和孩子而活而已。

你再乖，再听话，他人和心一变，
婚姻破裂，
那就什么都没了。
我们要做一个靠自己的能力而生存的人。
先想自己要的是什么。

绝对不可让自己跟社会脱节。
认识人多办事自然容易得多。
生活也没那么清淡无味。

P/S:
糟！！这份工我适合吗？
是我想要的吗？
我会在浪费时间吗？
会吗？
怎么办呢？
惨了！会害到我朋友吗？
还是别想那么多了。。。
做了才打算。

never end

2011-03-15T22:43:00.000+08:00

It will never end
keep repeating the cycle
again and again

let it go

don't feel

don't think

don't touch

don't see

don't smell

don't taste

don't give

don't sacrify

don't care

life still goes on

mind still move on

heart still beating

work still work

eat still eat

sleep still sleep

P/s: listening to keep bleeding love from Leona Lewis =.)

Tsunami and earth quake in japan

2011-03-14T21:04:00.000+08:00

Tsunami and earth quake happened again in Japan.

This time is much more serious than before.

I heard off the news from broadcast said that it will be possible nuclear radiative leakage and it will causing a lot of health problem for people.

I really felt sorry to those victim for this disaster.

I hope this sad event will end very soon and they will get help from every country to recover the things up.

This event had cause a lot of bad consequences to economy and any other company like Japan product electricity product, cars and tourism industry.

After the Tsunami happen

This month Matta Fair in Malaysia doesn't many of people travel to Japan.

I have some of my friends have to cancel the trip to Japan.

There is a lot of cancellation flight and trip happened this few days.

It's will affected a lot of company especially tourism industry.

The most important is the radiative don't happen to leakage and affected the human health.

I was feel so lucky and grateful to be born in Malaysia.

you know I know =)

P/s: i think i will getting fat after i work cause i ha my 3 meal on time, sleep on time and eat on time.

hmm i know it's a good life style for me but...it will make me fat and gain my weight too =.(

I wish to get my 1st salary now!! argh!!!

a lot of things need to pay now! ish!

sigh!

my income + saving is negative now.

ish!

exhausted

2011-03-12T17:23:00.000+08:00

I have been so busy and tired till I have no time and no energy to put my finger on the key board.
just getting busier and busier.
I feel so tired and lazy to go out recently.

I heard a news from radio said that a young guy who homosexual got HIV had sex with 139 guys and stealing their money and disappear.

Oh my god! if not mistake that guy who named as Alvin or Kelvin only 23 year old.

He trying to rape and have sex with guy as many as he can until now.

Finally the secret is review from the public.

please play safe before you want to orgasm for few seconds.

P/S: sleep as much as i can on weekends ^^

routine

2011-03-05T03:32:00.000+08:00

feel so good with my naked face~
I hate make up on my face

Today I have an AGM on this afternoon and yesterday I have my induction session with other 3 new employees in different department.

I realize that there is almost 97% of women working under Berjaya start from 14 floor to 20 floor in different department.

hmmm~~~

why?

I love my working day been busy start from 9am to 6 pm non stop.

yes .this is right. don't let the bad think in my mind.

great

My working hours is 9am - 6pm.

My weekdays routine currently.

wake up @ 730am,preparing to work.

go out @ 8am and wait my colleague.

then reached office @9am.

start working till around 12:35pm-1:30pm out for lunch.

then start work non stop till 6:30 to 7pm.

either go back with colleague or go back by monorail and bus.

then reached home and take away my dinner.

having my dinner while am watching drama.

then around 12am go to bed and sleep.

I just keep repeating the routine till I am reached 55 y/o?

P/S: Sometimes people don't let us go cause they haven get the right back up plan and better back up than you.

it's the time to pamper myself

2011-03-03T23:57:00.001+08:00

I just feel like want to go many nice, cozy, relax,cheering place like club, having a party,look out point, the hills,pavilion shopping mall, Luna Bar, Sky Bar, have a nice meals is a must, Genting to inhales some clean air, my body need meditation right now, everything will go smooth, and an island or beach perhaps, i need to go some place that able to give me a darn nice relaxing time and feeling.

I extremely need it seriously by now.

When I was thinking about earn lot of money and give to my love one like my family then I will feel super duper happy already. hehe=)

I wish faster I can earn more then I can give my family a super nice life afterward

<3 <3

my work station and become my second home soon. ^-^

today I take away my lunch and have it in my office.

my cute cup in the pantry room * the polka dot with pink <3 my lovely housemate give me as my Xmas present in year 2008 or 2009 teehee~

my colleagues was so friendly and nice...

My senior teach me guide me with patiently.

thanks her so much

and thanks to KK that intro this job to me and bring me to work and sometimes fetch me back .

So far we go to work together and back together. ^-^

eh~~ don't misunderstand yea..

he is a nice guy and help me with sincerely.

I will treat him nice movie and meal when my very 1st salary come out.

I love my job now!

busy busy and busy...

24 hours give to you also not enough to finish all those work.

wow!

tough and full loaded with work now...

so far I haven get scold from my senior manager

...

scared of her...

she is kind and pretty^^

she is super women.

I also wish to be like her ^^

XOXO

night muack =*
listening to i love the way you lie from Rihanna and Eminen

let it be

2011-03-02T23:17:00.000+08:00

just go with the flow?

I just need someone to protect me.
I just need someone to understand me.
I just need someone to love me with heart. *am the only one*
I just need someone to care about me.
I just need some securities.
I just need some comfort.

I just need some friends to listen to my stories to make me feel better. *avoid simply think alone*
I just wish to spend the time to my love one as much as I can. *but someone not think in the same way with me*

Is that hard like climbing to the sky?
Is that something wrong with me?
huh?

p/s: go back home with public transport. Monorail did improve from last time.well done. but it's still smelling, and scary with full of stranger especially Metro bus. yiak! * but I have to go through with it. If not am not gonna save $$ for my dream+wishes.
monorail --> feet-->metro bus --> GK--> feet--> my room.

listening to fuck you by Lily Allen

jobS

2011-03-01T21:54:00.001+08:00

Today is my 1st day of my official full time job
quite happy with my job now^^
full schedule
loaded with jobs^^
It's a good start
and i met a super nice friend that help me a lot^^

Today I had learn a lot of things
luckily i got a very nice senior who willing to teach me and guide me all the times
Yesterday night I was worried till can't sleep well.
It just make me feel like a kid going to enter kinder garden and scared a lot of things.
It's good to have a good superior and colleagues.
they were so funny and friendly

Gampateh!!! i know i can do it! by the way I work in marketing department in Berjaya=)
Yes! earn lot!!! get promoted faster!!!!
so that my dream will come true!!!
=) hehe~

a little bit tired for tonight
I will sleep soon^^
XOXO

worried

2011-02-28T02:35:00.000+08:00

I will start working very soon
I have no idea what I worried and what I think so far.
Tomorrow I will have medical check up.
After that I will start my working life already.

flexibility
freedom
friendly
foods

argh~
sleep first ,I have to wake up early for medical check up.
I don't think so much.

depressed

2011-02-27T03:01:00.000+08:00

am I happy with my life now?

What I can get in the end?

Am I always over loaded with something rubbish in my mind?

I ruin it, destroy it.

I try to destroy something good to me and try to get close something bad to me?

What's in my mind for this moment?

I really tired of it.

I shouldn't think and care so much.

Career...

Family...

Money...

Status...

Recognition....

relationship...

What I can get is stress up myself and I get nothing in the end.

what for?

I need some friends who can understand me right now.

I really miss my study life when am study in KL.

It's really leave me a very nice memory to me.

Today I try to take some notes and text books for my ICSA revision .

then I saw a lot of note that I had made and what I do when am study that time.

Then I open up my picture album when I took time by time when I study in KL.

It's does make me feel better.

I should thanks to someone been used a few years who give me freedom, to make me become more independent and know how to take care of myself.

I love my old time me.

I miss my old time me.

I want to become like old time me.

he used less than a year to destroy my old time me.

I have to stay strong.

I have to become like old time.

To become a person who know how to take care of myself, independent, everything can be settle by myself alone.

I can go out alone, I can eat alone, I can live alone.

I should find myself out.

Seriously I can't let anyone who love me and care about me down and worried about me all the time.

Times.

Times prove everything.

^_^

I know I can do it.

I love my old time much.

I wish to get back my life.

after working our life will be less contact with our friends cause everyone busy with their stuff.

not like study life, we can mingle around, watching TV together, pillow talk, dinner together , study together.

when we working, everyday just sit in the room after back from work.

sleep,eat, work x 12309743475804760790767676times .

sigh!

I wish to tele-port myself back to old times.

times traveling .

鱼跃在花见

2011-02-26T01:20:00.000+08:00

I watch this drama recently.

I realise one thing.

This movie used a lot of purple or velvet color for their clothes and accessories.

......................................................................

Btw, I will start working under Berjaya by next month.

This is my very first job.

I wish everything goes smoothly and goes well.

I still haven get myself some working attire. I have no idea what I'm going to buy.

hmm~

I got a shopping list for myself and my dad already^^

hehe....

so happy if I can get my dad a LV wallet

I know I can get one for my dad very soon =)

I should move forward for my dream now

Car??

House?? *dreaming* =P

then only for luxury accessories such as watches, bags, shoes, bracelet... teehee... ^_^