Deer meat with onion and stream egg.

Steam egg is my favourite ^.^

Not really like deer meat.. too hard already

ginger fish 

that week we went to Genting Twice and we visit the same restaurant Chun Kee to have our dinner. 

my colleague win 1k wootz~~ he promise if he win he will give me 5% of it...=P

aw~~ how sweet my colleague was...   

Thosai with Egg after come back from Genting ^.^ 

@ Pelita , Genting klang

I was having my holiday in my hometown.

I and Peng had our high tea @ La Promise ^.^

Last night there is a lot of wedding dinner held in everywhere.
There is no seat for us to have our table to celebrate early Mother Day
end up we went to SSL Traders Hotel to have our dinner.

I love steam fish and asparagus so much =)

I love to have dinner with my family so much.
I wish everyone of my siblings will have a brighter future. 
I wish I able to make my dream come true soonest~

4282012

Today is a memorable day for Malaysian 428....
BERSIH

hmm~~ Now only I know there is so powerful when people come together.
How amazing and glorious the event happen today =)

this is the video that shoot by the public in SOGO @ KL

Can you see what is happening there?
omg!Gold bless them the right people.

 I was wrong again~
omg!
How stupid I'm =..)
They are right again.


When only it will be end?
I was thought am good in controlling my feeling well
but in fact am not.
I just lie to myself and don't accept the real story behind.

I just trying to avoid the problems always and never try to face it and solve it =...(
how moron I'm

Quote from one of my friend " unless your gf is Rihanna , otherwise no one love the way you lie"
How hurt I'm =..(

I still care and mind.especially on how he see the thing and don't know how I feel at all...
but I know am gonna get rid of it soon...he just don't care and treat the thing like never happen.
bravo~ I should learn from that. always treat the problem as nothing and show a no care face to other.

I still living in a fairy tale life.
I should get off from there and be more reality.

yea~ I should try ... don't think so long term~ no one able to predict what is going on to the next second!
never try never know theory?

22042012

 This Thursday I went to Sweet Hut @ Genting Klang to try out their dessert
hmmm~~~ expensive and hmm~~ so so~

but I love to chill there since that night is windy after raining...
cool~ wind and cold whether make me feel so good =)

This is what I had order.
not really into it =P

 This dessert  I also can cook for myself  when am at home=.=!
even nicer than this =P hehehe...

Don't ever try to order their fried chickens and fries~
not nice at all~

queng~ queng~
@.@

 looking out the night view here...
super bikes passing by
mat rempit so ..... piiiiih piiiiih~~

Yesterday I just feel like to have some sweet stuff to cheer my tummy up so I had decide to bought a pieces of Chicago Cheese cake from Coffee Bean @ Md Valley. ^.^

I went to MV with my colleagues and we went to renovation expo in MV's exhibition hall.

hmmm~~ when only I able to get myself a dream house that I wanted always.

Hmmm work harder for that!!!

 I love Coffee Bean's cakes!!!
I was in dilemma to get either Strawberries Shortcakes or Chicago Cheese cake.
End up I choose Chicago cheese cake since I never try before =)

Yummy Yummy but I have to run for few KM only able to burn the calories. =.(

Today I have my lunch at Ben's @ Pavilion 6th floor.

It was an awesome place to high tea and have lunch as well.

I was surprisingly their price for their foods and beverages are affordabl!
*Thumb Up*

I will visit for second time.
recommended .

I love their picha those hang on the walls!

Next time If I able to get my dream house 

I plan to hang all the sweet memories picha on the wall^^

 

This is my favorite all the times!!!
Spaghetti Cabonara with bacon and cheezy~~
superb satisfy with my lunch today^^                                             

The price for this dishes are so reasonable and big portion for that...
It can be eat by two person ....
The price for all Pasta is around RM 18 to RM25++
and it can be eat for two person!!!
slurp slurp!!

words cut more than swords

Yesterday after I had accident my mood just SUCK!

depress to the MAX!

 

This morning my moron boss and stupid agent make me even felt deeply awful and affected my mood for the whole day!!!

That was a cut at me!!! argh~~~

stupid BOSS I ever had!!! 

fml!

   this morning when I'm photocopy some documents and I cut my finger with the A4 paper=..(

Augh!!!!it's pain and bleeding!

Now I have to complete my review report tonight without Microsoft word and Excel on my laptop!!! 

so how???

How am suppose to complete my job without Microsoft  words and Excel?

damn it!!! argh!!~~~ 

argh!!~~~~

stupid !!!!!!

I had an extremely unpleasant things has happened for these few days  

 argh!!!!!!!

I come back to KL from Klang after my works today and it's heavy raining until I can't see anything on the road.

There was a loud crash of thunder and large drops of rain start falling. 

I was freak out and scare with the sudden lightning when I'm drive alone in the highway.=..(

sob sob

I need someone to cheer me up =.../

I need him to comfort me =..(

I need someone to hug me now =...(

I miss you

I love the sky and air after raining 

here it is~

 

After raining the view from top is clearer and beautiful.

^.^

If lucky you may see a beautiful rainbow across the sky.

careless= accident

 plan to get Cranberries juice but I couldn't get it from Cold Storage 

=.=!!! so end up I had bought Super Berries purple one from Cold Storage~

^.^ 

How careless I am

=(

I go kiss people's ass with my car~

sob sob

cost me few hundred 

First time to bang people's car 

Luckily I got my lovely colleagues and agent to cool me off and help me out...

 =.(

haiz~~~

no more next time

scared already

Drive safe 

 

Luckily the people I bang is quite kind to me 

and never ask for fight and arguing ~

He just wait there and ask me how am gonna settle the case

hmm~

fiu!!!

god bless me ~

His car not so serious just some small crack on the bumper but mine one look terrible in the front =..(

I just ignore my car

later only send my car to work shop repair 

sigh~

I think this accident will cost me a lot

make me one big hole in my pocket =...(

sob sob~

anyone plan to donate some $$ to me?

hahaha 

or treat me dinner or lunch for one month??

hehehe~

  

health and beauty

I just bought the Lennox Firm Up Collagen drink not long ago from Caring Pharmacy.
It's only cost me RM 200++

I had bought two collagen drink and they free one box of 7 sachets Inner D'tox comes with shaker.
Inner D'tox help to eliminate the toxin and flushed out unwanted substances off  the body before I consume Lennox collagen drink ^.^

It also help to regular and consistent bowel movement.

After 7 days of eliminate the unwanted substances off from my body 

then is the time to consume my collagen already =)

Yu Yang Sang got promotion for Bai Fung Wan

so I decided to brought them home too ^.^

Omg!! a huge pill ever I took

I stuff the whole pill into my mouth 

damn~ it's too big for my mouth 

I have to chew for more than 5 min only able to finish it.

Next time I will choose to use warm water to melt it. 

Better way =P

This weekend I went for my lunch at MeatWorks @ solaris Mont Kiara.

T-bone

My Classic Burger

so so

Overall 

not bad~

price expensive for me^.^

food?

so so for me~

 

somebody

somebody that I used to know 

is not the one I know from the past
=...)

[Gotye:]

Now and then I think of when we were together

Like when you said you felt so happy you could die

Told myself that you were right for me

But felt so lonely in your company

But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness

Like resignation to the end, always the end

So when we found that we could not make sense

Well you said that we would still be friends

But I'll admit that I was glad it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off

Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing

And I don't even need your love

But you treat me like a stranger and I feel so rough

No you didn't have to stoop so low

Have your friends collect your records and then change your number

I guess that I don't need that though

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

[Kimbra:]

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over

Part of me believing it was always something that I'd done

But I don't wanna live that way

Reading into every word you say

You said that you could let it go

And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

=.../

what everyone wants

做我的男朋友，辛苦吗？[B]

做我男朋友不需要很有钱,够用就好了;
出手用不着很大方,肯为我花钱就好了;

不需要你多会说甜言蜜语,在我最无助的时候,可以给肩膀靠就好了;
不需要有多浪漫,晚上陪我到处走走逛逛聊聊天就足够了;

如果我们会走在一起,证明我们是相爱的.
我的要求不是很高,去逛街的时候,你会拉着我的手,看到熟人,能够和对方介绍"这是我女朋友"
当我们不在一起的时候,会常打电话,发信息给我.证明你有在想我,讲电话的时候,要多说话,我喜欢听到你讲,那样感觉你就在我身边,不许先挂我电话,我讨厌听到"嘟'嘟" 声.

不要说你很忙,那样只是证明我很自私,讨厌那种感觉,
看到靓女的时候瞄几眼就好了,不要流口水~

久别重逢的时候,记得给我一个拥抱,在我耳边说"我好想你......
我知道,我很任性,但既然你选择了和我在一起,你就应该学会包容我,能接受并指出我的不好,

我并不是一个自我为中心的人!
如果你觉得我哪方面不好可以说出来,但不可以忽略我;
我可以忍受你直接说不爱我,但是我讨厌你对我忽冷忽热;

我是人,有感觉,也有脾气,不要说我不喜欢听的话,要是我沉默了,那代表我不想再谈论那个话题,那么请你停止说.

我知道我脾气真的不好,但是要是你受不了,你可以同我说;
如果我选择了你,证明我是真的爱你,所以如果我有不好的地方,你也要说出来.
两个人在一起,就要相互信任,你可以有自己的私人空间,但是不可以欺骗我~

one palm can't make the sound on it alone~

they is always have to use another side of the palm to make the sound

now only I know how smart photocopy machine is...

I try to photocopy my palm and the result was so clear even can see my palm line so clearly

next time I might try to put my face on the photocopy machine and see what is the result come out =P 

hehehehe 

 Last weekends my dear Clarice and her bf  Robin came to KL holiday 

Last Friday is Easter day and SG was holiday on Friday

So they decide to come KL to find  me.

They checked in Royale Bintang Hotel and almost use 3 hours only able to enter their room 

What a poor service they had.

I brought them to Kepong Bak Kut Teh which I used to go with him.

I'm glad that they are enjoying the bak kut teh there~
and me too~ quite a long time I never eat bak kut teh d.

^.^

After that we went to Luna Bar to chill and have some drink but too bad I can't drink =./

because I can't drink

The next day we went to Jln Alor to have our dinner

and some dishes like Satay, Chicken Wings, and so on....

I got no appetite to enjoy all those foods and only can have my fish porridge =.)

but I enjoy my fish porridge with my Clarice and my friends.

this is how I spend my last weekend
=)

awful night

I had an awful night 

=.../

am cry for nothing again 

omg!!

my tears just cant stop

when only it can be end

when only I won't think of him 

and cry alone over here =...(

sob sob 

IMYSM

xoxo

Easter day

Wootz~~ I don't know today is good Friday^^ and next Wednesday is Holiday !!!!!! OMG !!! am so happy hehe~ 

After work I go to Royale Bintang Hotel to meet up with Clarice and Robin.

I brought them to Kepong Bak Kut teh that I used to visit last time.

After that we went to Luna Bar @ Pan Global to have some chill moment.

Luna Bar really a nice hang out place with nice environment but the music so far so good =)

we still talk about him and I still miss of him much

FML=.../

BTW I had a great Friday night with my friends ^.^

Love and thanks ya

I was so tired for today 

am gonna off to bed right now~

XX

two people

when two people are chosen to be together, there is always a test in our life and it will test them in any time any where at anyone. that why you can't be passed all the time with only tolerance, consideration, caring, forgiveness...what we need is courage, do we have the courage to accept the test in your life.

Sometimes she might seems very plain but he might dotes on her and her beauty is in the eye of beholder.
When that time you feel she only exist in your heart, it's mean you are fall in love with someone already...=)

There is no guidance, no qualified reference to advise us how to communicate when two people live together
there is no book to teach us how to stay with someone who might spend the rest of their life together

argh~~ I don't know what am talking about
am just Bull Sh*t for today's post.

out of my mind
out of my control

sometimes I really don't feel like to control myself not to think not to do,
 ask my heart not to do something that I wanted to do all this while.
but i know i must control myself if not my life will terrible than the past.

my current life as usual~
wake up in the early morning
drive all the way to my office
first thing i do in my car after start my engine is....
turn on my radio and listen to Hitz.fm morning crew JJ and Ean
=) <3 <3
even am home after my work I always don't like my room sound so quiet so I turn on hitz.fm again

my emotional getting better

Today I got no idea why I felt myself getting better and better with my emotional 

I feel my heart are recovering

In the same times, it's mean I starting to feel something are fading
and understand what is the things happen now.

perhaps after I went back to my family side and they do gave me a lot of support and of cause I have to thanks my lovely friends as well

they do really gave me a lot of vigor to wake me up ^.^
 Sometimes something do remind me of someone but this is past mean past
no matter how he still with his new life with new girl
and I will still move on my life with full of best friends surround me.

I believe I will having a great life with someone in future^.^
give me three more months! I can make it~
I know I can make it !!!

and~~~ I will be one of the girl who are searching her Mr Right after 3 months~
=) I think after three more months I will be ready for my another life with a new me*.^

Of cause I will be a good me and full of confidence me~ =P
my real new life is coming to me right now~
woo hoo ~
How I wish I stay with my family now~ than my heart broken will be recover soonest~ =..)
I love you daddy mummy grandmama and my brothers and sisters~
You all just my everything~
I can't live without you all~
 <3 <3 <3


Love cycle

\What do you think?
this is what I mean =..)
stranger~

Impossible for me to allow someone be my friend after heartbreak 
/=.....)
ILU
IMUSM still~
but everything will be end soon~

weekends at hometown

 First time to know that four wheels car is got two type of gear

It's look a little bit weird hehe~ two gear over there~one short and one tall

My youngest sister damn yeng + geng ~ she able to drive such a huge four wheels car with manual gear~

She brought me to do my stuff for Monday morning~
thanks to her to accompany me
Finally I able to bring my two pants to do some alteration and fix the zip which I haven wear the long pant from Sg Wang. Ah ma told me don't buy from there anymore caused they selling the cheap quality of pants
This pant I never wear but the zip already rosak~

They are so friendly and kind especially ah ma~
she just keep chit chatting with me and my sis...
After finish the alteration ah ma ask me to take care and drive safe to KL..
AW~~ how sweet this ah ma was~
^.^
you know how much I do the alteration for these two pants?
It's only cost me RM10!!!!! omg! how low the price is~
luckily I never do the alteration in KL...

I love to stay with my family so much~
=..( I miss my family already~
hmmm~

What a words

2011 American Idol castoff Chris Medina - the guy who touched everyone's hearts and possibly made us shed a little tear with his heartbreaking love story about his girlfriend who currently suffers from brain injury due to a car accident. 

"Chris Medina-What A Words"

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll be there

Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see

How every single promise I keep

Cuz what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words

If you really don't mean them

When you say them

What are words

If they're only for good times

Then they don't

When it's love

Yeah, you say them out loud

Those words, They never go away

They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me

And I know I'm meant to be where I am

And I'm gonna be

Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side

I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words

If you really don't mean them

When you say them

What are words

If they're only for good times

Then they don't

When it's love

Yeah, you say them out loud

Those words, They never go away

They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll be there

And I'm gonna be here forever more

Every single promise I keep

Cuz what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most
I'm forever keeping my angel close

I think that you're the most awesome guy in the world 

It's should something everyone should learn from and take inspiration on =..)

btw he really had a great voice and great heart on you ^^

all the best to you and your fiancée =D

caring & consideration

Friends always part of my life...

they always make my life happier and free of boredom =)

they always be my excellent listeners and they willing to listen the same complaints that I complaint almost everyday...

So life is not fun without F.R.I.E.N.D.S

=D 

I'm happy and love my friends who able to accept who I am =)

I'm glad that they able to bear with me all the times^^

I appreciate with what he did to me all the times 

just that he will never felt it and know about it

still remember this small little glass ball?

 The more we don't over care someone  the more we happy with the life

It's true~

but caring means they are part of your life that why you will mind and take it serious with what they think, talk and do on you.

It means you love them so much 

 person who without care just like strangers on the street

when you feel people don't care about you it means they're not treat you as part of their life.  

This is how I feel from last time 

I never feel his caring and know what he feel on me.

It's mean he never treat you as important as you think and as you did =.../

Lied always is lied~

person who born to be that way

there is forever will be the same person likes always

=..) 

but I believe in this world there still some minorities will change my think.

I was waiting for that.

when you thought they are the most important to you in your life but they don't even care about you 

It's means?

they don't treat you as important as you do.

Girls always is girls

=..)

I knew my life gonna be amazing and interesting 

I knew someone around the corner of the world is waiting for me come to him and he is waiting for me too=)

*fingers cross*

(shedding tears)