saddest trip I ever had!

Sorry for the late post and forgot to let you all know that I go for Europe trip for 2 weeks.
Tomorrow is the last day for my trip. I felt that my trip is like taking me for 2 years.

I not happy with the trip cause...........=..(


Ok this post is about my very personal  stuff here. I can't stand anymore! I have to share wit you all because no one is understand me at all!.
I super duper felt the torturing and suffering from them and him day by day~Will You able together with someone who I love and he might be get pay every things from an old gay man and he lied to you every single things and cheating on you+ hit you and use his dick to think and not brain all the times? would you?if I really did something wrong then should he hit me? fcuk you if you say yes!
girls! please think properly before you answer that! what if you bf is this kind of freak and fucker? I don't think in this world there is a girl willing together and love him if you found out something happen on you even he try to do anything try to get back with him!?!  what he expect on is acting in front of you all!!! he is a damn good actor.

Everyone is misunderstand at me just because of a stupid guy I had together with!
I'm so f-ing regret to travel with him!He so f-ing selfish and what all he did is protect his secret *dirty story* and sacrifice my 1st images and impression to everyone!

Ya, of cause I knew everyone full of curiosity and their life will without fun with chew the fat of others story!
He make everyone doesn't like me and everyone likes him much! whatever! he able to party even after he hit me and enjoy the party with his friends!
how pathetic I'm. this is my life? i don't think I deserve that!I don't think that!

He had did something that I can't accept at all *slaps me* =..( and not because of the bitches stuff. We argue not because of bitch but an old man guy who he together with!He lied to me AGAIN!but everyone in the coach think that everything is my fault, I did nothing wrong!again!!!i 101 % sure i did nothing wrong! and i am not a small gas! how many times do you all think i able to give a chance to a fucker!? tell me pls!

He is the one who wrong and make everyone one of them hate me , doesn't like me, gossip behind me!
I knew it! pls don't treat me as stupid!

He hit me just because of I accused him together with an old man and f the old man(gay+rich) ass hole.
One things i damn f-ing angry is He lied to me AgaIN!

people always judge outside the cover and don't know the real story and simply guess and make out the story to entertain themselves! oh my goD! dont think that what he wear and use then it's mean is rich ..please dont so innocence, what he or she wear it can be is not his own things and borrow by someone else and someone who pay for him. pls...dont think that what he use and dress up that mean rich! actually inside is KOSNG! maybe poorer then you all! pls people~ dont just judge by outlook.

I'm so upset with that! people who doesn't know me so is ok! but please I beg you all, the things happen is not what you all think and please don't make me and my PERSONAL stories as you all amusement toy for you all! is not fun at all!
What i said u might not believe. whatever! go ahead what you all going to gossip and say! me is me. I know who I'm and who he is! but not you all.
You just can trust someone just because the story come out from other version and the stories become more ugly and ugly!

I really know who is him and why he treat me nice when in front of peoples.
This is the main motive he is going to show!

How pathetic I'm! I'm feel so helpless and no one support me.
the person can be the closest to me also can betrayed and harm you behind ..
who else I can trust?
huh?
who else?sob sob
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I just wish got people understand me that it! i'm so hak yan zang ?
did i?
why u all want to do this to me?
huh?
i really have no idea!