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sometimes you felt lonely,

you will think of someone.

we start to achieving the dream when you start to working,

we won't shed our tears easily,

we won't give up easily.

just treat it as our past in our life and experience that we gain from our past.

try to tolerate and try to bear with it.

no matter what you did and what you had at past,

It's just become your past with regretful ?

it wont go back anymore no matter how.

when we felt so stress until we almost suffocate

then we will think of our love from the past we had been through.

wish to have someone to dinner and movie with after we come back from work

we wish there is someone we can share everything, 

we need someone to support us.

when the time we feel so tired, and depress, 

we will still think of someone who we can lay our head on someone shoulder and have a rest.

when we are alone and feel lonely.

we will check out who is online.

we will just keep refresh the Facebook and keep update our friend status.

actually we feel like to cry out loud, but we still try to hold with it and act like nothing happen with a smile face.

actually we care about every single thing so much, but we will just act that we don't care at all.

actually we just feel like to stay, but in the end we insist choose to leave.

actually it's torture our feeling, but try to convince yourself that you are living with happiness.

actually we can't forget about it but we will still showed that we're already forget.

actually we can't let go but we tell them we already did.

you is you,

me is me.

actually we can't let go, but we tel them we can't stand anymore.

actually all we say is bullshit but we still believe that it's true words from our heart.

actually the tears is almost shedding but we still insist keep it in the eyes and don't let it shed.

actually we can't turn all over and go back but we still stubborn not to let go.

actually we know ourself are get hurt deeply into the heart, but we still continue the thing over and over again.

 we already knew it's won't work on it but we still choose not to believe.

actually disguise ourself the facts is much more tired than telling the truth, but we still choose to pretend it's the facts.

It's just because we try to showed that we are tough enough, 

  even we're suffering though but we still act like nothing.

we will just try our best to hide our real feeling from the heart from everyone else.

we just not to let people know that we are get hurt, 

we just try not to make people around us worried about it.

we just want to bear with it ourselves even we felt heartbreak until almost suffocate from it.

we will still show and tell people, I'm fine, I'm alright.=..)

then we will think back, why we must be that suffer and acting nothing happen from the true?

why we will think that we're tough enough to accept all those pain.

huh~~it's really tired and torture our life.

why must make thing complicated and we can't always just follow our feeling to go and do thing?

it's because we care how others feel.

for instances, if I betrayed and lied to someone you love, he or she will feel heart break and sad.

why must you go to hurt someone you love?

if you're human being with rational, sound mind. you wont try to hurt someone that love you so much.

protect,think,love,care,and be more considerate to your love one.

try your best to appreciate what he or she do for you.

think before you try to do the thing you might hurt him or her.

P/S: try to get use to it.

that all. something and sometimes thing can't trust at all..

question someone is useless,  if he or she feel like want to tell you then he or she will do. 

if not no matter how you force he or she ..the result still the same.

people happy and enjoyed life over there. 

but me ?

what for?

let it be and let it go right now!