no mood

recently i really no mood to talk about my life.
hmm~
one word SIEN
BORING~
that it

haiz~
i really stress about my problem now
i really beh tahan with it

i want to see change
i want to see improvement
i want to see nice life
i want to see better future

when only i can get the thing i wan?
haiz~
sometimes the thing is not that easy like what i think before.