almost end of the year

how fast the time past 

going to reach end of the year

I also past my probation 

I was thought everything will be stable after that 

but it's not.

i having Raya holiday now

I had 9 days holidays 

do nothing 

and it had some changed on my plan 

so i will going back to my warmest nest tomorrow.

thanks all my friends who accompany me this few days.

thank you so much

if not i really don't know how am going to past the time right now

i still can't let go 

i still suffering 

i still miss-ing

I still crying

my dad never called me more than 5 times in a days

I never see my dad so worried about me 

I never let him know what is going here.

I know dad want me to come back to him

even he said to me " if nothing then no need to come back Tpg la"

he keep saying the same words to me today for more than 4 times.

I really won't let them worried about me.

I will never and won't do that.

I <3 you dad

thanks for everything that u gave me until now

 thank you