living for nice foods

 ngou hor = beef noodle! which is some where around KL or Jln Imbi there.

Yummy Yummy!

extremely recommended .

Oh my goD!

You got no idea why their beef is so yummy and nice to chew with your teeth~

the calamari with vegetable also very nice!!! wow highly recommended for this two dishes.

resonable price RM 20 ++ for beef noodle 

and RM 10++ for calamari dish.

yue kong hor= Moon noodle 

Which is located near to my living place now~ Genting Klang 

they cook their noodle by using charcoal and not gas.

people always love dishes cook from using charcoal because they believe there is a special taste, original and yummy with the charcoal taste^^

U cafe from Sg Wang.

What a special interior design located in Sg Wang.

After a working hour we 6 girls went to Sg Wang having some tea times and chui sui moment (chit chatting)

Mango coconut and herbal jelly

the coconut jelly really look like kuey toew( type of noodle)

but not bad.

it taste so ori with the mango and mango juice^^

Lunch with my colleagues in Sakae in Times Square which is newly open^^

they using ipad to take order for every single table.

wow so yeng ^^ 

Hari Raya Buffet times in Rasa Utara with Madza boss and sales executive in Times Square

the foods there not bad.

full of Malay cuisine. my colleagues said Tom Yam soup is nice~

delicious

we had our dinner in Mid Valley Delicious last weekend.

 Salad

 

<3 Fish and chip <3 

recommended!! nice one. no fishy taste and no so oily touch.

 Cabonara Spagetti 

not that recommended .

hmmm

I had forgot to take my brownie with Vanilla ais cream's picture.

We had order brownie choc as our dessert. 

After that we had our movie Abduction 

 Fiuh Fiuht ~~ sexy body 

 so Yeng !!!

Lily Collins

22 years old actress exuded old Hollywood glamour in a printed Marc Jacobs dress, red Brian Atwood pumps, earrings by Chanel Fine Jewelry, bracelet by Van Cleef and Arpels, and a Christian Louboutin clutch. Lily topped off her looks with ruby red lips.

Wow can you guys believe she just 22 years old?

she just look so beautiful and Gorgeous 

Why actress and actor always look so stunning ....envy envy..

how i wish look like them but i know it's take a lot of times to dress up and make up ur face and hair =P

unless i got my personal make up artist and personal images consultant and hair stylist. hehe

Lily Collins and Taylor Lautner

...........................................................................................

you should carry me

"can the change you want to see in yourself.

it is what it is.

you o what you do and fuck the rest."

"If you don't go after what you want,

you'll ever have it.

If you don't ask,

the answer will always be no.

If you don't step forward,

you'll always be in the same place."

-tumblr-

How many times do we forgive someone just because we don't want to lose them, 

even though they don't deserve our forgiveness?

I still remember all the sweet things you said, they keep me up at night with tears.

Because sometimes, the people you can't live without can live without you.

=..(

"you say that you love rain, but you open umbrella when it rains.

you say you love the sun, but you find a shadow spot when the sun shines."

girls outing

Last Saturday we go to Wisma Kebudayaan viewing some amazing and beautiful pictures who took from Ikaeda sensei President of Sokka Gakai.

 After that we went to Pavilion have a walk and having our lunch in Micheal Angelo.





My nice and pretty colleagues including me wuahaha =D
We all look so young ne~
Red shirt is our senior executive. =)
 I love my colleagues.
If my working station without them I think I won't stay there until now~
So happy get to know them and be my colleagues.
They do brighter my day after working hours also while working time.

Seafood spaghetti  - "Zheng" (yummy)

  

Lamb Pizza - not bad but not so recommended. 

Salmon Fettucine Creamy source i like it as well but i love Salmon eat in raw.. hehe

Carbonara  Spaghetti is our lover. everyone of them also love this dished if you guys love creamy and cheesy source. Slurp! slurp!

 look like a huge curry puff here but actually I don't know what to call that. hehe but my colleagues love to eat this.It's made by pan pizza crust and inside fill with cheese and pepperoni...

he just not that into you

if the guy don't call you

mean he don't want to call you 

if the guy don't want marry you

mean he not that into you

if he love you of course you will get marry with him

someday we will meet some guy and own a happy ending 

maybe the happy ending doesn't include a wonderful guys.

Maybe it's you.

On your own, picking up the pieces and starting over

frame yourself up with something better in future

Maybe the happy ending is just moving on.

We never ever give up hope.

am really easy to let go

It's so hard to believe how much can change in a year. This time last year, thing were completely different. I was completely different 

I wonder what goes through your head when you hear my name.

I wonder what goes through your head when you pass by our place.

I wish i can go to Europe again and we should have attached the love padlock on the Ponte Vecchio too....

I wish to go Europe one more times and this time is full with happy moments 

Although I need you, I want to get over you , tell me what I have to do...

I just cant make it through =.( but I know the times will comes to me.

Everyday I will remind myself to erase the bad one and fill it with the good one.

lifeless

 
Why I just felt that got $$ the life only will become more interesting like we can TRAVEL, SHOPPING, PAMPER ourself (spa,facial, manicure,pedicure), PARTY, GAMES, FOODS, PROPERTY, ASSETS and so on? am i think in a right way?

Of course your life also will be extremely interesting, happy when you stay with your beloved family and friends and of course with your love one too.

BUT....

Why I just feel so lifeless and bored-ness in my life now?

is it because am over care about something that I should not care of it?

I think so...

working life~ damn bored.
I hate KL Traffic!!!! argh!!!
drive me crazy!

I wish I own a house in KL...
I wish I stay with family now...
than my life won't that bored and depress anymore

The holiday

sometimes i really don't understand why people can be change to totally different person in a next second.

It not everything will happen like a fairy tales.

most love story is about two people fall in love with each other.

For some quite unspeakably,  love fades.

For others love is simply lost. *old grandama and grandpapa either one living in the heaven*

and of cause love could simply found, even just for one night.

and there is another kind of love, the cruel kind of love with the one only killed the victims 

it called unrequited love which mean fall in love alone.

Besides, the victims likes the only love one had betrayed on you and throw you to the rubbish without care about your feeling and spoiled your images in front of public.

I just don't want be the curse of the cruel love one and pass the miserable years with someone I loved. =..(

I scared to be alone, I fear of lonely.

I don't want to pass my worse events like any worse Christmas eve, worse birthday eve and worse Valentine, New Year Eve with tears and volume. =..(

I don't want to being curse to love someone blindly and will not love me back.

 Sometimes i didn't realize how pathetic I am.

people said: "when you found out that love one had cheated on you, you not suppose to continue be friend with him after he had betrayed on you Or continue to love him or her after that."

Shakespeare always said "love is blind"

how to love

You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart

Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out

How to love

How to love

You had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever

Now you in the corner tryna put it together

How to love

How to love

For a second you were here

Why you over there?

Its hard not to stare, the way you moving your body

Like you never had a love

Never had a love

When you was just a young’un you’re looks but so precious

But now your grown up

So fly its like a blessing but you can’t have a man look at you for 5 seconds

Without you being insecure

You never credit yourself so when you got older

It’s seems like you came back 10 times over

Now you’re sitting here in this damn corner

Looking through all your thoughts and looking over your shoulder

See you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart

Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out

How to love

How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever

Now you in the corner tryna put it together

How to love

How to love

For a second you were here

Why you over there?

Its hard not to stare the way you moving your body

Like you never had a love

Had a love

You had a lot of dreams that transform to visions

The fact that you saw the world affected all your decisions

But it wasn’t your fault

Wasn’t in your intentions

You the one here talking to me

You don’t wanna listen

But I admire your poppin bottles and dippin’

Just as much as you admire bartending and stripping

Baby, so don’t be mad

Nobody else trippin

You see a lot of crooks and the crooks still crook

See You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart

Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out

How to love

How to love

http://www.elyricsworld.com/how_to_love_lyrics_lil_wayne.html

See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever

Now you in the corner tryna put it together

How to love

How to love

Oooh,

See I just want you to know

That you deserve the best

You’re beautiful

You’re beautiful

Yeah

And I want you to know, you’re far from the usual

Far from the usual

You see you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart

Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out

How to love

How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever

Now you in the corner tryna put it together

How to love

How to love

See you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart

Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out

How to love

How to love

See you had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever

Now you in the corner tryna put it together

How to love

How to love

oh my go! i love the video so much

meaningful~

we can't blame anyone at which way you choose to live.

one is result positive HIV

one is Pregnant

 

no matter how it will be the past

no matter how the life still go on

I need to move on no matter what happen 

I'm very good to control myself not to show the real expression and real feeling on someone

i will hide it very well no matter how hard it is.

The end

the very first 24 hours separation is critical

think about why a couple get married in a very first place

think about why two person can be a couple start from a stranger 

and don't know each other?

what is the connection make two person together and commit their life to each other?

women won't accept people who she love the most to deceit her and having affair with someone else

when people request to separate with each other, they always will gave a lot of excuses to get away from themselves in a relationship, responsible, commitment and so on.

hide=lied =omission=cheat

yea~

hide=lied

omission=cheat

"when grapes are growing, the winemakers purposely stress them out by depriving them of water

and giving them an overabundance of sunshine.

now,this weeds out the weak ones,and only the strongest and best survive,

and those are the grapes that make the finest wine."

"Now,

the greatest love, survives the harshest of conditions.

And surviving that turmoil is what makes a marriage stronger."

A sweet romance husband said to his wife:-

"i have some amendment to those vows.

do you promise to fall in love with me everyday, even when we fighting?

will you swear to have sex with me  at least twice a week, sometimes twice a day when the mood strikes?

and finally do you accept the fact that I'll probably never, ever in the next 50 years remember to put a new toilet roll on the dispenser?"

 
aw~~ it was so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet <3

this lately i heard few of my friends going to get married.

And I realised quite a lot of people planning to married at this age.

wow i was so surprised about that.

why they able to found someone who love them so much 

i wish i will found mine one day

Happy Independent day + Raya

Today accompany my bro go to Penang have a walk with his friends.

We went to Hard Rock Hotel and I really felt so comfortable and relax when i look at the sea

i felt so calm when i listen to the sea.

I'm having holiday now

I'm felt so boring meaningless without you

without money 

my life will much more boring 

without friends my life meaningless

without family i will die

=..(

I don't know what to do now.

I try so hard to control my emotion

I try so hard not to think

I try so hard not to cry

=..(

Can I make a wish on Independent day?

I wish my dream come true

god bless

XOXO

almost end of the year

how fast the time past 

going to reach end of the year

I also past my probation 

I was thought everything will be stable after that 

but it's not.

i having Raya holiday now

I had 9 days holidays 

do nothing 

and it had some changed on my plan 

so i will going back to my warmest nest tomorrow.

thanks all my friends who accompany me this few days.

thank you so much

if not i really don't know how am going to past the time right now

i still can't let go 

i still suffering 

i still miss-ing

I still crying

my dad never called me more than 5 times in a days

I never see my dad so worried about me 

I never let him know what is going here.

I know dad want me to come back to him

even he said to me " if nothing then no need to come back Tpg la"

he keep saying the same words to me today for more than 4 times.

I really won't let them worried about me.

I will never and won't do that.

I <3 you dad

thanks for everything that u gave me until now

 thank you

drunken to love you

am watching this drama lately.

this stories made me cried most all the times.

I can feel how main actress felt
my tears will shed automatically when I watching this drama

i love the guy in epi 2 said " this is because in her eye only see the shit(suck) guy from last time that why she can't realise someone who so nice and kind was around her. "

love is ridiculous
falling in love with this kind of person and cant let go are much more absurd.

sometimes the people can dramatically change to a totally different person in a next second
how scary a person are.

different person really will have different kind of life different kind of behavior and heart

perhaps i still young and think irrationally on this part

I'm just too stupid to live on that way

take it for granted 

and it is a very big lesson that i ever attend

sometimes how much u sacrifice and paid it won't be turn out a good thing to you

when u feel can let it go means can let it go 

the times will come to me

sometimes what you wish and want it wont give to you easily

guys are always like that

once they know you wont leave him no matter how

they will do something over the bottom limit to hurt his so called love one

yea~this is life

everyone also got their part of stories

JAM

Every jam jam jam 

go to work 

back from office

sigh!

frustrated with the traffic over here

today's traffic drive me crazy

now only I know how tired to drive on the road for whole day 

today I went to Jln Ipoh 老妈子 having lunch with boss and agents

I have to paid for the RM 170++ / 5 person on lunch today 

but it can claim from company for entertainment afterward

This month am totally broke 

my pocket got a very big hole on this month

petrol already cost me few hundred

argh~

Today's my boss and big boss (guys) topic is all about pretty Chicks from China , Thailand, Vietnam and Indonesia.

-.-!

I only sit there and listen to them with my smile face on for almost 1 hours over there.

my face almost cramp cause I smile too long

oh my god!

all the topic is talk about the rich guys how to play the chicks with money around.

today just made me think of those guys are so bad and naughty

they are extremely rich and they are married and own children but the guys still go out and play around with those China Thailand Vietnam chicks.

they will compare Malaysian girls with China,Thailand Vietnam and Indonesia girls

they will said Malaysian seldom will see a very pretty and beautiful girls around 

but those countries can simply saw one in everywhere.

-.-!

Source: google images

pretty and big boobs so hot and high demand on the market nowadays for those young, old man?

they willing to pay for the value of those chicks

hmmm~

speechless

one of the agent said guys are naughty but girls are much more naughty than guys.

the above statement is that true?

speechless~

sigh~

my view on this world will become even more gray and more onto darkness and soon o later i will totally lost my faith and trust on GUYS

will I?

sigh~

happy mood

It was so fast~~

it going to reach end of the year already~

wuahahaha xD

coming SOON

Now my job was sooooooo free

do nothing 

everyday drive here and there 

and "chui sui" (chit chatting) with people only.

argh~~ Raya holiday is around the corner

planning planning ~~~

sigh~

9 days holiday 

where should I go?travel?

Bangkok?

Hong kong?

Taiwan?

Vietnam?

Cambodia?

Cameron?

Penang?

Traffic Jam Jam and Jam

or

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Taiping^^

yeah~

of cause I will go back to my sweeeet home FOR SURE

hmm~

I should get back my healthy life back

Jogging 

swimming

yoga-ing

hiking

cycling

badminton

and so son

I need 

It's a MUST!

Argh!!!

I checked back my 2009 's picture and 2011's picture

 2009

43KG

 

2011

48KG

gosh!!!!

I was FAT like a big fat pig!

oh my gooooooshhhh~~~

my weight can't reach 50 KG

argh~~

driving tanning sick-ing

This is my first day to be an external marketing.

It 's not easy that I think before.

First thing first 

for sure my skin will turn into extremely tan after work for few months.

second, I will continue with me hectic life on the road with all those traffic jam everyday

Third, I put my risk on the road everyday.

this is the most scary part I suffering now.

Everyday I back to office I must feel dizzying after i suffering hot and cold , in the building and out of the building condition.

I'm so sick of it.

hmmm~

what to do, I have to get use to it and be part of my life now.

sometimes I was thinking...

what for is about all this thing.

money?

life?

commitment?

part of our life?

sigh~

no direction

no point

no meaning

no life

no happy

no up 

no down 

no left 

no right

-.-!

married to rich guy is the most easier and no need to worry about money issues.

no wonder everyone was so desperate to married a rich guy and to become more reality in the world.

I'm starting to sick of my life.

Bored 

meaningless

routine

nothing excited 

what and how am suppose to do?

to make my life be more interesting  and excited

 I want the life like this

when only I can travel again?

$$$???

no $$$

sigh~

Elcerdo celebration

 We went to Elcerdo@ Changkat for our dinner.

We had order Pig Knuckle for 2 person serving.

Pig Knuckle must be serve with German beer.

Yummy Yummy

too bad I don't know how to drink Beer if not it must be a perfect match with the nice food that night.

.

 The main door to enter Elcerdo but we dint choose the seat inside because someone need to smoke.

There is a very big and cute pig outside the door.

 We can't finish the Pig Knuckle so we take away the food with a very presentable paper bag.

they really have a very nice service in there.

I was so satisfied with their service and food.

Aw~~~ so sweet and cute with the couple of the pig.
too bad we already keep u into our stomach.
ngek ngek ngek!!