Happy Independent day + Raya

Today accompany my bro go to Penang have a walk with his friends.

We went to Hard Rock Hotel and I really felt so comfortable and relax when i look at the sea

i felt so calm when i listen to the sea.

I'm having holiday now

I'm felt so boring meaningless without you

without money 

my life will much more boring 

without friends my life meaningless

without family i will die

=..(

I don't know what to do now.

I try so hard to control my emotion

I try so hard not to think

I try so hard not to cry

=..(

Can I make a wish on Independent day?

I wish my dream come true

god bless

XOXO

almost end of the year

how fast the time past 

going to reach end of the year

I also past my probation 

I was thought everything will be stable after that 

but it's not.

i having Raya holiday now

I had 9 days holidays 

do nothing 

and it had some changed on my plan 

so i will going back to my warmest nest tomorrow.

thanks all my friends who accompany me this few days.

thank you so much

if not i really don't know how am going to past the time right now

i still can't let go 

i still suffering 

i still miss-ing

I still crying

my dad never called me more than 5 times in a days

I never see my dad so worried about me 

I never let him know what is going here.

I know dad want me to come back to him

even he said to me " if nothing then no need to come back Tpg la"

he keep saying the same words to me today for more than 4 times.

I really won't let them worried about me.

I will never and won't do that.

I <3 you dad

thanks for everything that u gave me until now

 thank you

drunken to love you

am watching this drama lately.

this stories made me cried most all the times.

I can feel how main actress felt
my tears will shed automatically when I watching this drama

i love the guy in epi 2 said " this is because in her eye only see the shit(suck) guy from last time that why she can't realise someone who so nice and kind was around her. "

love is ridiculous
falling in love with this kind of person and cant let go are much more absurd.

sometimes the people can dramatically change to a totally different person in a next second
how scary a person are.

different person really will have different kind of life different kind of behavior and heart

perhaps i still young and think irrationally on this part

I'm just too stupid to live on that way

take it for granted 

and it is a very big lesson that i ever attend

sometimes how much u sacrifice and paid it won't be turn out a good thing to you

when u feel can let it go means can let it go 

the times will come to me

sometimes what you wish and want it wont give to you easily

guys are always like that

once they know you wont leave him no matter how

they will do something over the bottom limit to hurt his so called love one

yea~this is life

everyone also got their part of stories

JAM

Every jam jam jam 

go to work 

back from office

sigh!

frustrated with the traffic over here

today's traffic drive me crazy

now only I know how tired to drive on the road for whole day 

today I went to Jln Ipoh 老妈子 having lunch with boss and agents

I have to paid for the RM 170++ / 5 person on lunch today 

but it can claim from company for entertainment afterward

This month am totally broke 

my pocket got a very big hole on this month

petrol already cost me few hundred

argh~

Today's my boss and big boss (guys) topic is all about pretty Chicks from China , Thailand, Vietnam and Indonesia.

-.-!

I only sit there and listen to them with my smile face on for almost 1 hours over there.

my face almost cramp cause I smile too long

oh my god!

all the topic is talk about the rich guys how to play the chicks with money around.

today just made me think of those guys are so bad and naughty

they are extremely rich and they are married and own children but the guys still go out and play around with those China Thailand Vietnam chicks.

they will compare Malaysian girls with China,Thailand Vietnam and Indonesia girls

they will said Malaysian seldom will see a very pretty and beautiful girls around 

but those countries can simply saw one in everywhere.

-.-!

Source: google images

pretty and big boobs so hot and high demand on the market nowadays for those young, old man?

they willing to pay for the value of those chicks

hmmm~

speechless

one of the agent said guys are naughty but girls are much more naughty than guys.

the above statement is that true?

speechless~

sigh~

my view on this world will become even more gray and more onto darkness and soon o later i will totally lost my faith and trust on GUYS

will I?

sigh~

happy mood

It was so fast~~

it going to reach end of the year already~

wuahahaha xD

coming SOON

Now my job was sooooooo free

do nothing 

everyday drive here and there 

and "chui sui" (chit chatting) with people only.

argh~~ Raya holiday is around the corner

planning planning ~~~

sigh~

9 days holiday 

where should I go?travel?

Bangkok?

Hong kong?

Taiwan?

Vietnam?

Cambodia?

Cameron?

Penang?

Traffic Jam Jam and Jam

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Taiping^^

yeah~

of cause I will go back to my sweeeet home FOR SURE

hmm~

I should get back my healthy life back

Jogging 

swimming

yoga-ing

hiking

cycling

badminton

and so son

I need 

It's a MUST!

Argh!!!

I checked back my 2009 's picture and 2011's picture

 2009

43KG

 

2011

48KG

gosh!!!!

I was FAT like a big fat pig!

oh my gooooooshhhh~~~

my weight can't reach 50 KG

argh~~

driving tanning sick-ing

This is my first day to be an external marketing.

It 's not easy that I think before.

First thing first 

for sure my skin will turn into extremely tan after work for few months.

second, I will continue with me hectic life on the road with all those traffic jam everyday

Third, I put my risk on the road everyday.

this is the most scary part I suffering now.

Everyday I back to office I must feel dizzying after i suffering hot and cold , in the building and out of the building condition.

I'm so sick of it.

hmmm~

what to do, I have to get use to it and be part of my life now.

sometimes I was thinking...

what for is about all this thing.

money?

life?

commitment?

part of our life?

sigh~

no direction

no point

no meaning

no life

no happy

no up 

no down 

no left 

no right

-.-!

married to rich guy is the most easier and no need to worry about money issues.

no wonder everyone was so desperate to married a rich guy and to become more reality in the world.

I'm starting to sick of my life.

Bored 

meaningless

routine

nothing excited 

what and how am suppose to do?

to make my life be more interesting  and excited

 I want the life like this

when only I can travel again?

$$$???

no $$$

sigh~

Elcerdo celebration

 We went to Elcerdo@ Changkat for our dinner.

We had order Pig Knuckle for 2 person serving.

Pig Knuckle must be serve with German beer.

Yummy Yummy

too bad I don't know how to drink Beer if not it must be a perfect match with the nice food that night.

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 The main door to enter Elcerdo but we dint choose the seat inside because someone need to smoke.

There is a very big and cute pig outside the door.

 We can't finish the Pig Knuckle so we take away the food with a very presentable paper bag.

they really have a very nice service in there.

I was so satisfied with their service and food.

Aw~~~ so sweet and cute with the couple of the pig.
too bad we already keep u into our stomach.
ngek ngek ngek!!

seafood in Teluk Gong

 last two week we went to Klang, Teluk Gong for yummy seafood.

 the place was fully booked 

We went there without reservation 

so we cant choose the nice place to have our dinner under the coconut leave(Atap leave)=(

The restaurant was so big and so crowded with the people.

here famous with toddy drink with Guinness

 We had order 7 dishes of the yummy seafood

Kam Hiong Lala 

RM18+

Salt egg crab

RM38++

 Bamboo Lala

RM 18++

 Tom Yam Prawn

RM20+

Steam Fish that I  always my fish choices to order^^

yummy yummy.

the fish was so delicious with the freshie and soft meat.

It cost around RM58

In total the dinner was cost us RM 250++

After that we heading back to KL with our tummy bloated

Sunday black

It been so long I step into Pavilion for almost more than 8 months.

last Sunday finally I got the free time to shopping to update myself with the fashion information.

I walk alone until my friends come and join me.I notice that a few boutique had change their location and some totally disappear from Pavilion.

 I love the street there.

 A brand new Tokyo street will be opening in Pavilion level 6 soon.
There will be a lot of Japan product coming in.

After that we stop by Zang Toi and having our high tea over there with the creative and vintage furniture surrounding you.

 Quit a lot of people having their high tea over there.

 Don't play play with this mirror huh.

It will cost you RM3k +

 A very simple yet nice Zang Toi menu.

This is the signature drink of Zang Toi

Tea Punch.

 I love the layer cake with ais cream so much.

don't surprise! the layer cake is HOT!

 Pandan banana cake with coconut

nice one too^^ 

recommended for sweet lover

set meal that you can choose.

The price is reasonable.

around RM 26+ you will get a main course + drink + dessert

Frankly,I'm so surprise with Zang Toi's food.

It's because Zang toi is major in fashion and I never think that their food can be that good as well.

surprisingly they also have their cafe in there the Parkson.

My friend know the boss in Zang Toi so the Boss free us a layer cake ais cream.

I love it so much even am not a sweet lover.

The boss was so friendly.

My dear Cl@rice week

 Clarice come to my house last week for working a week in KL (branch).
she sleep with me every night and pillow talk until we fall asleep.
so miss the moment when she stay with me.
how I wish she stay with me now.
She go back to Singapore for working d=.(
when she is leaving to Singapore I was so "hmm seh tak".


Friday night we go PJ hang out and get some drink with Algin and his friends=)
It was so happy to hang out with Clarice.

This lover chick get me a birthday present.
Oh My God.
I was so surprise when she show me the gift.
Thank you a lot.I will appreciate and hmm seh tak use it.=P

<3 <3 I love the perfume so so so so much!
muack! =*

 Check out the behind of the perfume?
yea~ is my McD collection for coca-cola cup=)
I had collect all 6 of them.

 When we finish our work then she come and find me for dinner in Sg Wang
After that we shopping in Sg Wang.

 Set meal we order.
the food not bad.
=P

love life

"With love
I'm willing to take the risk of getting hurt" BQQ

Why I'm just so stubborn?
Or maybe I'm not....

"Some people don't deserve my love but some do" BQQ

Switzerland

The place that ever have the sweetest memories, happiest and loves I had in my heart forever~
I wish to have time traveler
Now I can't regret with what I had been passed in last whole year.

There is no return
Could I fix the thing back?
Or I just let it be?

Do you think I should stay back or move on?

Got future
No Future
Got future
No future
Got Future
No future???

live your life with faith and love

"sometimes you're too nice that people take ADVANTAGES of you

sometimes you don't know how to say NO and people make use of your kindness

sometimes you have given your love but people BETRAYED you HURT you MISUNDERSTAND you

Used those MEAN words to STAB and HURT you

take you for GRANTED

a people who're love you, he won't be take advantages from you

but who will hold your hand and walk together to create a win win.

sooner or later you will learn your lessons.

"HOW COULD YOU?" you may wonder~

Don't punish myself with someone fault

keep walking love and light is ahead of you

keep live your life with happy and nothing can stop you~ but myself"

Phrase from Queenie Chan= Beauty QQ

 

Life

I have so much of thing want to share with you all but I don't know where can I start from.
-.- I miss my past so much. Why I just keep look back and not future?
hmm~~maybe because of my past was much more happier than now?
maybe when the people get older and older it will be a lot of thing to worried and think.

I miss my study moment, I can do whatever and buy anything that I want.
now?hpmhh~~

I just wondering when my life only become more stable and get my happy life back.
After I had working, my life just like SUCK=BORING=STRESS about $$

I have so much of dream want to achieve and own it.

no shopping, even no window shopping,
no high tea, no facial, no yoga, no swimming, no jogging, no life
no night life

Everyday after my work just felt so damn tired.
when only I can get my high pay and do whatever I wish all this while.
Now I only feel that think and talk is much more easier than do.

Yesterday I was bump up with Ai Wen, 

wow!I was so long never see her and talk to her already.

I was so happy to see and talk to her.

i have so much thing want to update from her.

=)  

<3

This week my dearest from Singapore will stay at my place for a week.

I was so excited about it=D

We can pillow talk and update our story for few months we didn't see each other.

no mood

recently i really no mood to talk about my life.
hmm~
one word SIEN
BORING~
that it

haiz~
i really stress about my problem now
i really beh tahan with it

i want to see change
i want to see improvement
i want to see nice life
i want to see better future

when only i can get the thing i wan?
haiz~
sometimes the thing is not that easy like what i think before.

changing

I am really sorry not to update my blog recently.
it's really lazy and tired to update my blog.

there is a lot of thing i will update soon.

today after work i went to Greenbox (Karaoke place) with all pretty girls and the only guy there.
hahahaha
I'm really having fun with them.
I'm really enjoy my night with them.

too bad I dint take the picture.
next month will be a big change on my current job.
I'm so worried that I couldn't handle for it.
oh my god!

and I will upload the picture that I went to dinner in Genting convention centre for something used car association on last Saturday with my boss and colleagues.
and there is few picture that i had took recently that I haven upload to share with you guy.

stay tune.....

=)

XOXO

cycle

routine

cycle

eat sleep work

feel like no life at all.

tired of it

happen again and again

non stop

repeating

times

take times

starting to fading

starting to feel annoyed

starting to feel tired

i need something

just feel lack of something

just something that I don't know how to speak it out.

time to think

time to wake up

time to end up

now everyone also can fly

everyone is talking about travel, Air Asia, Air Asia, and Air Asia.
now Air Asia got a big deal is about the 10 cent one way flight ticket. no fuel surcharge

best hotel deal save up to 80%
everyone also  affordable to fly now.

all the ticket not above RM1000.

gosh! possible?
even fly to Paris and London and more destination.
it's not more than RM 1000.

but I still don't have  extra to pay for my family to travel around the world..
=(
how I wish to travel with my family.

I was almost achieve my first wish to get my dad a LV wallet=) but too bad. can't give my dad a wallet on father day.

I can't wait to look at my dad smiling and feel happy with it=)
then second pay my parents and ah ma go to travel.
They love China=)

 now the flight is become more cheaper and cheaper with a very good deal.
not like last time, want to travel some place we have to save and earn a lot only can fly.
i wish I can travel around the world with a sweet and memorable memories that I ever won't regret.

one thing that I regret is Europe trips.
I regret to do something stupid happen on me.
suck!
I wont let it happen again.
I swear!

Acid cases

Recently got a news come out with Indian guys using the acids to pour on the girl who wear sexy and pretty. 

oh my god!

why they so lunatic one?

they is few cases happen in KL and everywhere.

Girls better beware of it. 

Be more alert with the people around you and if can better don't go out.

Nowadays really don't understand what people think right now.
what is the purpose and benefit they can get after they did it.

girl walks into a bar

Girl walk on the Bar

Something borrowed

I wish to watch this two movies enjoying my popcorn night with someone I love, more on to " Something Borrowed"

sushi

 

I went to The Garden to have dinner in one of the Japanese restaurant. 

Sushi and Sashimi part

dessert part

I had ordered some Sushi and some grill beef with a small bowl of garlic rice.
Besides, the fried squid not that nice, not recommended.
so i dint take the picture of fried squid.

Overall,

I will visit the second times.

That time I will order Sashimi and Sushi. I love their Sushi so so so much. I still love  their Sushi even their Sushi so tiny tho.