Thursday, October 29, 2009

You have I dont have, we have they dont have, I have you dont have

Everyone also will have their difference point of views and taste.
Everyone also will have their difference needs and requirements.

Everyone also will have their difference matters.

Everyone also will have their difference mind set.

Everyone also will have their difference commitments.

Everyone also will have their entilement to do anything and confabulate anything.
* and yet don't chew the fat until ISA come and arrest you la~*
Everyone also will have their  difference good and bad.
Everyone also have their difference perfection and disfigurement . 
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Ya... Today Ms Chin were mention about working's life.
Ya... She were mention about routines.

Ya... working is a routine tasks that everyone will be confronted with.

Ya... It is kind of boring.

Else what are we going to do?

We need $ to survive right?
We need $ to live right?

It's real when your footing is higher and you will get lesser of friends?

It's real when your fineness is higher and you will get  more abominate others?

It's real when your merits is defined and you will be treating as others' carp?

I was hoping it is not real... and yet this is flesh and blood of world. 

Somehow, it is ruthless.
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I am going to step into a difference stage of my life ^^

Peoples will step into difference stage of life when it is come. 

Peoples will change ther notion when it is come.

Peoples wil change their conception when peoples around are changing.

Peoples will transform when they are influencing by others. 

Peoples will have a conversion when the environment force to. 


We chivvy about others because we are taking into consideration about them.

We chivvy about others because we are human being in a difference phases that will have a difference emotional moment. 
Ya..belike i think too much than others already ^^
Ya..i admit it! ^^


WEEK 4 

Lecturers requirement

100% get from notes it is wont get an A

think out of box

read read read and read 

not only newspaper, but journal, searching from websites, etc...

practice practice and pratice


argh!!!!!!
running out of time.

my first shameful presentation in the class. 

sure get the lowest mark there.

DAMN IT!


some of the person is really don't know


sometimes peoples is really don't know how to respect others.




Saturday, October 24, 2009

week 3


this is our college's lecture hall

 
a lot of student right!?



 


 too boring during class so capture some picture here : )
 



may may n clarice

 




 






 






 

 无聊叻 ??!!

: )


好压力哦

好难呼吸哦

好累哦



好担心哦

今天收到不妙的消息

让我好担心

我想一切 都没事

一切都顺利

一切都平安







Wednesday, October 21, 2009

ENNUI



 
 SEE my college's washroom is full of flying bud and all dying in a sink

ouh no!! is a sign of doomsday....hehe kidding only



 try to learn some skill on how to make a nice tea and get some basic knowledge on tea
now i just know that some of the tea can sell for more than RM16 k
oh my god! who going to buy the teat for that price?

 


Sunday morning i went to temple at my hometown to "bai bai"(praying).'Jiu Wong Ye'

i saw a Ang Mo "bai bai" there.




 




Sunday i went to Jalan Alor have a nice frog porridge for my dinner

nice and delicious but is a little bit expensive and a little salty for me.^^



 

 



 

 my result was release already... so disappointing and sad with my result.

:..(



First time felt stress at this semester on week2.
so many homework need to complete...
so tired

no rest at all

Today i went to sing k with Yuki and Cashlyn
picture will uploading soon:)



Thursday, October 15, 2009

run down







Sheryl and May

Sheryl and me just have a movie and chit chat about our life
We almost a year never meet already.I miss her so much...
she is the one more understanding and wont simply judging people's life attitude and behavior.^^
she is so nice to everyone...
the most understanding friend of mine...
love her so much, she honest and true to everyone..


She told me a big secret ..oh my god!

sometimes the world is like just a small planet

hmm.... It's was so suprise and felt that the world is so small....
i think is fate.

We also talk about when we graduate, we can stay in PJ and working there...
we plan to stay together. when we talking about this we both seem so excited.

wow..fast...i am going graduate and working d.

working life..oh my god!! a little bit scared on it.



high tea with my BFF Sheryl in Midvalley



Happy and sweet moment with my classmate
Brian my course rep .....
heading to Low Yat


 We go Shabu one in Low Yat with my lovely classmate 2 ABM 4
From my point of view, the steamboat is not that nice. the soup hmmm cant.

 
Taiwanese Mua Chi nice and special
we took a lot of plate ...because it is nice to eat....

the more picture will uplaoding soon. :  )



I felt that this semester all the lecturers also talking about the cases of political and what happen in our country.reveal the truth...so scary...

so confuse with what the lecturer told us...
such as being a corporate secretary and corporate administrator.
which can have high remuneration and benefit in future?

why the businessman will use those unethical way to run the business without caring the people's health and life? such as the milk powder produce from China, vegetables with those poison fertilizer; until a lot of peoples get cancer, and a lot of food that will harm the peoples in this world just because of MONEY.

lecturers told us that when we become a company secretary, the most worse part will be happen is forcing by top management to sign those document which is illegal. it will make u imprisonment once found guilty...so scary le~~~ some of the case will causing a murder case..oh my god! so dangerous...but i know it wont happen on me...me so stupid sure wont get such a high position in the company....i will be a CEO or Director only..wuahahhaa kidding...
sometimes it is really hard to make a wise decision for win win situation...cos i am not smart enough^^

hmmmm..feel stress on week 2 on my study already. sigh
so stress...everything seem so difficult, maybe i still have no idea with it.

so sleepy and tired this few day... my time is not enough to fully utililise...hmmm

i should go and done my tutorial d.
^^

going back hometown this weekend. i just felt like dont want to go back because too tired d...



 


Tuesday, October 13, 2009

噩梦又找我

它又来找我了

那恐怖的它又找我了

它弄得我不能睡

它把我心情很糟

它夺走了我的愉快的心情

它夺走了我的美梦



突然很想 找人依靠

突然很想 找人关怀

突然很想 找人撒娇

突然很想 堕入怀抱

突然很想 找人疼爱


为什么 喜欢不是那么 简单

为什么喜欢不是那么 甜美

为什么喜欢那么乱

为什么喜欢那么不直接


为何没坦白
为何没守承诺
为何那么短暂
为何我还在乎莫莫人的生活
为何莫莫人分享了又残除呢



时间
朋友
家人

有时我还是蛮在乎 别人怎样看待我

做个人见人爱 真不容易

嗨! 就写到为此, 蛮夜了还是早点睡吧
媚媚别再 糊思乱想
媚媚别再 抱着没希望的态度

晚安

Monday, October 12, 2009

insonmia

i don't know why tonight i cant sleep well

keep rolling on my bed here and there


my mind was keep running with non stop

what am i thinking about

*sigh sigh sigh*

keep on and off my laptop for few times already

i still can't sleep

i don't know why recently don't have any appetite to eat

i don't know why recently have to spend a lot of money

i don't know why recently miss someone so much

i don't know why so confuse lately

i don't know why i will do something stupid lately

am i crazy?

am i stupid?

am i bad?

am i bitchy?

am i out of my mind?

*scratching my head*


New semester  New subjects

New sleeping style  New eating style

New text books  New notes

New tutors  New lecturers

New shoes  New clothes
  
New year eve is coming soon



taking stick picture with my lovely BFF Peng in my hometown
*i know it's blur ^^*



Today
I went to Sunway Pyramid

just hang out with my friends
suddenly i felt something wrong with my shoes that i bought from some where else

very cheap, only RM25... cheap enough righT?
DAMN IT

First time i wearing this shoe
It's become like that
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 maybe the shoe is too boring and tiring already
it speak with me when i wearing it on first day

the quality is.......damn worse lo~~~~~




 
i just keep finding where got shoes store to get a pair of sandal but couldn't get it from the place when i notice that my shoe was talking with me

so i just sit down and waiting my friend to buy me the super glue to stick back.

SEE!both side of the shoe also talking with me somemore...

 
i swear i wont buy the shoes from there anymore! BS!


Thursday, October 8, 2009

Final

This semester is a little bit different from last few semesters.

This time the lecturers is more emphasis on MAICSA=ICSA external paper.

How come ICSA passing rate just 15% only? Is that difficult to pass?15% passing rate is just for CFM paper or ICSA?

If i want to take ICSA then do i still need to take degree from oversea?confuse=blurrrrrrr

What if i dint pass the ICSA?

Corporate Governance, Corporate Administration, Corporate finance management and Case study is the subject for my last semester. 4Cs but i hope my result is not 4C.

We need to read a lot of newspaper and articles that is all about businesses and economies part and not entertainment news, but i never read newspaper so i don't know what happen with the world economy and news. It's bad for me because i am not interested on those news.

sigh! It's hard for me.
This time I feel like the working life is already close to me.

How is it look like for my future?
erm...am i think too much?ya...it's.


*blink blink*  Christmas is coming soon.
*blink blink* New Year is coming soon.
*blink blink* CNY is coming soon.

*blink blink* i getting married already...(kidding)


Age really important for a women?Ya i agree with that.
Why old women is low 'market value' and young women is high 'market value'?

WHY?WHY?WHY?
Is it because of old women look old and not pretty anymore?skin not that "duien duien"(elasticity) and not nice to touch anymore? like the machine keep depreciation and not appreciation. sob!sob!
That why women need to maintain the beauty.

Or because of others reason?

Why all range(20-90years old) of the guys also like young women(20-25 years old)?





Thursday, October 1, 2009

complicated

does not feel good for now * sob sob*

what i am going to do?

how should i do?

when is going to end the thing without hurting anyone?


i felt so bad so bad

i don't want to think anymore,don't want to know anymore....so complicated!

so bothering me! It really disturbing my life!

i am so tiring with this


i wish i can have my normal life back

i wish all the thing will be fine so soon

i wish everyone is in a happy and fine condition


i selfish

i irresponsible

my fault

my bad


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Today, everyone also feel the earthquake around 5 pm something from southern Sumatra in KL.

recently really a lot of natural disaster had happened in every where in the world such as Taufan in Philipines
and other corner of the world.

sad! is a sad thing

how nice if the natural disaster just happen on those evil's peoples only.

my hometown recently happened a lot of robber case and burglary cases

the most serious case happened in my hometown was a girl had been robbed and nearly rape by a monster.
she was beat by him seriously. so pity...it just happen near to my place only.

Those MONSTERS just breaking into my neighbor's house and steal the valuable thing. oh my god! my house was nearly to breaking in by those monsters but luckily dint breaking in my house. so dangerous! so evil!
i really worried about this.worried so much!

i hate those peoples damn much!!! why they dint receive any legally punished or get caught by POLICE?

Is it too many of them until is hard to catch them?
or the officer dint ever take the action?
or after catch the monster but after few weeks or months then let them F**k off d?
why?why they dint take any legal action to them?

In this worl dis really so dark?
so evil?
i really disappointing with this world.

i hope all the natural disaster just happen on  those monsters n bad peoples and not those innocent of crime' peoples or guileless peoples!!!

how nice if i got  SUPERPOWER TO SAVE ALL OF THEM!

4am now..ya..is kinda late d...i am going to say good night ...

i hope everything will be fine tomorrow....