Wednesday, June 30, 2010

York



City Wall in York



 

 
Church but I forget what is the name for this church already
sorry


 York Garden




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Some people told my family that I went to Uk is for travel and not for studies weih~~
Bull Shit man!!!
Know nothing but simply just viewed my photos from my Facebook and said that I go for travel all the times and din't studies at all!

Hello!!!
I come so far to studies when got idle times of cause I will go anywhere near Liverpool to look around and travel around ok! * within my budget ok!*
Some people always will heartburn when they look at others people can enjoying their life/ traveling anywhere but they can't.
Oh My God!

Please la~You also can have it and no need envy about what other people have.
I am not using my daddy's money for travel only ok!..*I will pay back more than what my family gave me*... You see the most common Phrase before "Play Hard and Study SMART " hello!

You don't know me and know nothing how I'm doing my studies and studies result then please keep your mouth zip!
I know what I should do and I know who I am. * not necessary keep on remind me what and how should I do*
I'm an adult and not baby anymore.

Ya.... some will said "they" only concern about me and nice to me but I dont accept their kindness and blame them in the end....
erm... Wrong. I do accept their kindness IF it's sincere.
 but I don't think so.
Since they so free then go and take care of their own family and don't come and bother others family please.
Thank You.
=)

FUH!!! Release~
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OK~... continue my picture when I went to York last weekend.^^
We also went to National Railway Museum, Jorvik Viking Centre
and the YorkBoat River 

There is a lot of nice picture but I was kind of lazy to upload it. The reason it's because the internet connection here poor...

Clifford's tower

Tuesday, June 29, 2010


My today dinner
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Cheng ! Cheng! Cheng! Cheng~~~~
.I was too hungry already 



My bed
I just laundry the bed linen today~
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It's clean



My table 
Ya a little bit messy 



I Vacuum today~~ teehee~~
My room is very tidy, clean and smell nice~~


Monday, June 28, 2010

Recipes

This is my Sweet and Sour chicken fried rice with egg ^^




This is dinner for tonight
Chicken and Celery with broccoli serve with steam rice 
Yummy and healthy





The picture means everything
so tasty wuuahaha
 applaud my cook !!

hehehe
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Friday I went to Black Pool themes park and release my happiness over there
We bought the coach ticket from National Express our-self ^^
 
I'm very scared of themes park and I don't play even I pay for it
but that day I had played 4 games over there
My friends keep pursued and told me that games not scary at all....
hahaha 
end up I played with them
It was so fun....I'm so happy....
but I didn't play Roller Coaster and Top Gun

So scary weih~~
Saturday I went to York trip which is organize from LJMU Student Union
Only cost us 12 pound, why not?! =)

York is full of historical places and nice building over there
City of the wall
National Railway Musuem
Minister of york
Clifford's Tower
Jorvik viking Centre
Shambles
and have a look with the Yorkboat Guided River Trip
We plan to go Ghost Train but it's only open at night
too bad
If not must be very happening and scary becuase I heard friend's said there is some people will dress up and make up like a ghost on the road 
It's sound so scary


I bought some souvenir from Viking Centre
I'm so happy~~

and I had bought a bag for myself....
It's very cheaper ...oh my god!!
I'm so happy with my bag
hehe^^

In the 1st place I plan go to Whitby in Sunday but I'm really tired because I walked all the times and carry quite heavy stuff from here and there...
exhausted and both of my hand and leg is really going to break off

Fuh!!
There is no more run left in me.
Now my feet and hand still feel very sore
If not I'm sure will go to Whitby and try the Fish and Chip again 


The picture of my weekends trip will be upload soon ...
Stay tune*_^

Sunday, June 27, 2010

爱我的资格-SHE


I just see this song from one of my facebook's friend
hmm...I'm neither SHE fans nor love their song so much
but the lyrics of this song is related to what I think right now

They sing about what I feel....

把手放了 我也許會比較快樂
我也許會換個情人 我也許不會再撐

真的夠了 能不能讓雨別再下了
能不能讓心別再疼了 能不能不要開燈

我們的愛跟著你寫的劇本 出現了越來越多的角色
我是你什麼人 如果不是情人 是不是不要再浪費我的人生

你比我更清楚
你對我多好 多溫柔 多認真 不構成愛我的資格
除非你只看著我 想著我 只有我 愛本來就該獨一無二
為你傷心多一點 少一點 流下的眼淚都一樣不值得
世界上那麼多人 只有我一個人 能拯救自己的快樂 不要再為你哭了


sacrifice

If one day that girl cant even see the things in the world 
Would you still stay beside her and take care of her ?

If one day that girl cant walk and deaf
Would you guide her to a normal life and do your best to communicate with her?

If one day that girl are turn to so ugly and ugly than "yu har" 
Would you still accepted as your gd/wife?

If one day that girl turn to super duper fat and not your dream girl anymore
Would you still willing together with her 

If one day that girl cant give birth a baby
Would he still married her as his wife?

And a lot more....


I'm pretty sure he will stay away far from her forever!
I'm pretty sure he will not sacrifice his life for her!
Why?
It's becuase he does not love her but based on the requirement and standard what he already set in his mindset!
He treat that is an investment in his life!

If can get the high return then there for sure always a high risk exist over there
If low risk then its will naturalness will be low return 
Right?
Finance theory!


He know what sacrifice is????
Not much people knows that even me

Ya, life is realistic and it's always cruelty.
but you guys realise that majorities of female who always willing to sacrifice including their life to her love one?
there is a lot of examples you can see and hear even from newspapers or websites
*no offence*
It's just based on my own idea, so far I haven conduct any research and survey about this topic yet.


 I know there is always a minority of them willing to sacrifice for their love one....
I know it!
I met it!
I saw it!
I felt it!
and I experience it! *LJK*

Thank you so much but we have no fade together 
You should deserve a better one....
I'm so sorry to you
This is what I can do right now

*Shed tears* *hurt feeling deeply inside my heart*
/:....(


Saturday, June 26, 2010

shape of love



I just read back what I post...
Ya, it's does make me think and remind me of a lot of things that I been through all the time with someone, where I went, what I 'm doing and all my thought for last few months or even a year.

 To be honest, I miss everything that happen in life
even it is unhappy and sadness for me.
It's true...
At least it is my experience, my memories and my preciousness and priceless treasures for me
Recently I really don't know what wrong with me
Oh my god! 
I just feel like keep on looking for someone to fight with me
I really tired of it
Ya. it's evoke by me in the beginning but...............
but............................
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Of cause there is some reasons (actually a lot of reasons ARGH!!!!) that is why I'm the one who evoke this disputation ok!
Oh my god!
I really not easily to trust someone and no one can easy to gain my trust and faith back ya! 
please kindly remember that!
thank you!
 =>

Hey! pay attention please
Once people cheating on me,lie on me, cover with those BULL SHIT stories and give me damn abundant of excuses to me
Ya. Fcuk off please!
Yes! I know what I suppose to do and I know who I am.
I know what I'm doing right now!
You know girls always so sensitive=Fed up=anger with "SOMETHINGS"
but you don't know how to make things right and yet you still did somethings that against me then just forget about it
"You" are born to be like that
Sorry that I have to say that.

Yes! I should change something devil inside my mind and thoughts!
Who did spending few decades with me then they will know who I am and what I'm thinking

God please help me to chase away all those evil and demons from me and my family
I wish it's going to change and going to happen something wonderful in my life

I'm impetuously and sentimentality person 
Once give away to one's feeling;be swayed by one's emotion
What I did for everything are use my heart absolutely and hundred percent devotion to it
 I doomed to sacrifice more than "others" did and in pain for my whole life?
Ya, it's always unpredictable
and troublesome for everyone



Do you realise that?
That picture of my bare feet *ya it's a little bit disgusting*
haha
but if you dint realise about it
then you go and check out again
Do you see something in the picture there?
ya~~
It's a shape of love when both of my feet integrated together 
Am I right?

Alright, I should go to bed and have a nice rest for myself...
Sleep deprived 


XOXO
night

Friday, June 25, 2010

walkabout



I become fat and fat already...especially my face...so freaking fat and rounded ~ haiz~~
1st time that I wearing skinny jean . God! freaking fat thigh here but I love this jean and the colour of the jean so much and it's very nice and comfy to wear it, so I decide to bring it home. I*...*I
It's from H&M, very cheap , It's only cost me 6 pound only. That mean 30 Ringgit in Malaysia after convert the currency. Cheap right? yeah~~~~

I went to party with my course mate and classmate
There got strip show around 2am in that club *walkbout*
At the beginning we go inside the club and check it out whether nice and happening or not
hmm ..nope it's just empty over there. So we go out and try to look for other that able to captivate us
end up standing outside the club almost for 1 hours we only go back to walkabout
hmm.. what a funny thing that I saw when I standing outside to wait for my friends

XD wuahaha...I saw quite a few chicks wearing a damn effing high heel to club and they can't even stand unbent and walk properly ....OMG
I was ......gosh....
I was laughing with my friends over there... LOL
They walk like a duck and bent their leg to walk in the middle of the road ok!
It's was so funny Man..but frank their heel or platform shoes look awesome and I think the shoes is similar with I saw in porn video or pornographic before..*flip my hair* ( Ok, don't use "color spec" to look at me, is a common for that o....k!)  * at least I honest to you) * no offense*
I just describe more detail about the heel that they worn.
The heels is something like that, Oh My ...I really don't know how they suppose to walk with that killing heel...

After that we went out and check with other club
OMG 
"sien si lang" bored like hell
I still preferred Club in Malaysia with the awesome song they play

 End up we go in the 1st club we check out before.
At the beginning , they having a short performance or can be say a games in da club. Ouh ya, there is a free entry to go in there but some club need to pay for few pound and there got the professional stripper show gua. or other gentlemen services then I don't know.
My friends go and buy the drink = beer for 3 pound/ cup.
Before 12am is more cheaper around 2 pound if not mistake.


Bored weih~with the stupid games and stupid MC speaking with the stupid things.
After around 1am then they only play for the nice song and we starting to shake our body with the music then I only feel abit fun in da club.
I think I wont go for second time, cause the club here is not really my taste and I getting arid with the partying already.




weeeeeee


The only thing don't have and not legal in Malaysia is strip show so..........
hmmmm actually is not a show but is a games. The contestant dancing and strip off their clothes and non of them are wearing bra.....yeah~~ It's a common for them to show their big boobs to public. what is their important and private is their pussy
They didn't simply show their pussy to you but if you pay for them then they will only show to you and seducing you with their bare body for 5 minute and you can't touch them. 10 pound for that 5 minute they only naked in front of u and use their boobs to rub your face and use their butt to rub your dick part .
It's just like that. ya 10 pound for that. 
If go Thailand is much more cheaper 500 baht, you can touch their boobs and touching all over their body... and further I'm not so sure already. If you interested , you can check it out by yourself^_^ TeeHee~~




Spanish Tortilla

Ingredient...



fried my potatoes chip



eggs and some seasoning








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Zeng!!! Zeng!!! Zeng!!!





The End


Thursday, June 24, 2010

Blogging and shopping

What make me spending all my time in  Liverpool is shop for grocerries almost everyday.Of cause, I got go to class everyday and must walk around 30 minute in order to reach my class.
I have to cook for my lunch and dinner everyday, I'm so tired of it. I'm griping right now! *shyly smile with my hand cover my mouth* 
 Now I able stand in my dad or my grandmama's position because daddy always cook for our every single meal for 22 years but my grandmama cook for gazillion years.  *exaggerated*
I'm very thanks to my lovely daddy and dearest grandmama.and of cause can't left over my lovely mummy too...but they don't even grumble for a single word. How much our parent sacrifice for us.hmph~~~ *eye shimmering*

Online is a must for me...hehe
Cleaning and vacuum my room every after one or two weeks and take my bed linen to laundry every weeks.
Haiz ...what make me reluctance to do is laundry my clothes with using my bare hand  and clothes detergent powder in basin. their detergent is quite incredible because it can make all the filth rapidly but it cause my fingers and hand stitch.


Recently I do read a lot of interesting blog post over here.
OMG!
I can spend for half day or even whole day to read their blog.
It's because their blog is interesting and there is the way able to allow me to know more about them.

Their blog do captivate me lot and I cant stop to digest even single blog over here
Ya... don't ask me why, cause I also don't know why and what so captivate me into their blog
Perhaps cause of some reasons likes fashion, their notable beauty, personal life style, remarkable events, well know people, thought, foods, and their friends and family relationship, their love stories and so on but mainly more focus on fashion and talk about their personal life. I'm so interesting get to know how they spend their life over there. Is it something amusing,something extraordinary than others, and etc.

Primark and H&M is very cheaper, got a lot of nice and fashionable clothes and stuff over there.
It's much more cheaper than Malaysia SG Wang, Times Square or any where else. Their quality not bad and worth to get some for yourself or family ^_^
I also bought some special and cutie stuff for my sisters and grandmama....wuahaha~~~


My different taste of breakfast
Look great and energetic

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Red Hot Buffet


We went for Buffet in Liverpool one ( Me , Aiwen, Eunice and Eunice gangs)^__^
Red Hot buffet
It's just up to snuff buffet with the Chinese, Mex Tex, Italian, Indian, Eastern foods and so on.
We need to pay for the drink and can't replenish the drink. =(
It's around 10 pound for the buffet.

The picture of my foods are below.
not much I can eat.
so it is not worth for me if I go for buffet

Essentially I can upload more picture of mine but the effing lame connection here not allow me to do so.
Damn it!
Further more, it's take a lot of times to upload the pictures successfully.Suffering weih~~~

So Lame!

After the buffet we went to the garden and have a bask and snap some picture of us.


 Check out so many people enjoying their bask over there.

They really enjoying their life
They just gave me a feeling that they were free and unrestrained and no need to work or study
They really know how to cheerful their life




The dessert I had in the buffet 
errrr.... It's really not suit my taste
Actually I seldom and don't like the sweet stuff 
The colorful candies and the pudding I had is not nice at all
I just feel like the pudding taste like kind of coughing syrup 
and the candies is look nice and attractive but for me er!er!! not my foods
The blueberry cakes and the caramel cake is not bad.
I dint take the Choc Fudge but they said is too sweet already.
Luckily I dint take it and I doesn't like sweet choc but I quite enjoy the dark choc. *wink* 

Monday, June 21, 2010

1st time


First  time I felt so relax

First time I felt no stress

First time I didn't care about examination

OMG!

Why I will feel like that

I just do my stuff as usual

I dint feel nerve-racking

Tomorrow is my First module

Why I still can be so idle

I treat my exam not important for me

If for last time I will be all nerves like a live and death

puh!!!

Is it i dint take it serious-minded ?

ARGH!!!!!


What makes me become like this?

Hmm...sometimes things can't simply share with someone * regret  *

Especially something related to privacy affair because you wouldn't know they will buzzing with others
and make you becomes their hot topic or they will circularize to everyone as they wish. Ya. They might think that since you share with them and thought you won't mind they chew the fat with others.


Cats hide their claws
As a human sometimes things really want to share it out either joyful or joyless only will feel easy.

Ok! I should off to bed now~
sleepy
Facing the monitor for whole day already, since I wake up till now I never leave the monitor from my sight even a  second. Ok! I know I'm a little bit exaggerated~

good night everyone

11pm in Liverpool

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Tino Coury-Diary




I <3 his song so much ...
nice one~
Sentimental song
He looks featurely!


here my study life start again
but just for few months only *wink*

My first module for my program here is Strategic Human Resource Management
I got total 5 modules to complete in 3 momths
2 weeks for 1 module ....
Rush!
but save time!
Argh....Monday is going to have my 1st module examination already
I still got time to blog here
swt==!!
Tragic!

I wish  faster complete my study and come back to Malaysia
I do really miss my home 
It's not that happy in Liverpool
I Love my KL's friends who treat me nice and take consideration on me =)
I miss KL life
So enjoying 
So relaxing

ok ok
I should start to do my study on HRM already.
Pay attention please!
I will get ......
GET........
GET.....
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if i continue "nua" (laziness)

argh!!!!
come on!!!
FIGHT for it!

Saturday, June 19, 2010

my meals

My fried "bihun" with sausages and Lettuce 



Drumsticks with garlic, black pepper, oregano and soy sauce
Slurp Slurp
and 
Smell so deliciuos

cooked rice over there
After 3 weeks in Liverpool
Now only have rice as my meal

Ai ya
Can't slim down already
Must become a fatty boom boom soon




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Tadah!!!!!
My lunch 
Look yummy?
Yes it is! 
wuahaha





After check out my foods 
your mouth dribble over there?
hehehe~


My breakfast for everyday
Cereal with Kiwi
healthy right?
yeah~^_^

Friday, June 18, 2010

"Bo"(no) Mood to "tak cek" (study)

Haiz!!!!
Sien le~ how?
Faster got any methods to motivate me to do my revision on this Monday exam?
Oh my god!
I can't be so lazy!
It's different for this time!
Dont play play!

Currently watching "cheong shiong meng zhu" is a drama series

Jealousy really can cause a lot of things to happen
Jealousy is a scary thing

mmmm. what you guys think if a women who jealous on something and try their best effort to hurting someone they jealous on?
Jealous can be causes by some many things like love, family,friendship, and so on... ok, I just mention the primary and common reasons.

ok la~~~ now already145am in Liverpool...feel sleepy already...ok
today i dint study any subject in my head ..oh my god..keep on drama-ing and chi chatting..==

tomolo i must study already if not ........
XOXO good night

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Albert Dock


We having Fish n Chips in Lobster pot
4.70 pound 
recommended 

After dinner we went to Albert Dock for a walk
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Pei Pei over there


Ferris Wheel of Arena Echo in Liverpool that near to Albert Dock

I have no idea what is the statue name
I just snap the picture from outside 
It's look like full of history behind there

In a blink an eye
Next Monday 21st of June will having an exam for Human Resource Management
a little bit stress already 
hmm...
I still have no idea what is the requirement in answering the question