meaning of kisses

if kiss is a languages of love, then we had a lot of them to talk about.

kiss on the ear = i'm horny





kiss on the cheek= we are friend






kiss on hand= i adore you





kiss on shoulder= i want you





kiss on the lips -i love you




holding hands= we can learn to love each other


a wink= let's get it on


slap on butt= watch out


playing with the ears= i cant live without you



arms around the waist= i love you too much to let you go


pulling hair on head= tell me you love me


looking into each other's eyes= let's get romantic


holding on tight= don't let go


P/S: if you are kissing someone is better close yours eyes. it's not nice to stare. ^^

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A tired weekend for me because of the assignment i need to done by this Monday. my fault because doing it on last minute. hehe ^^

i was cook tomato soup today..Yummy Yummy!! is quite good for my first time to cook this soup..hehe...my housemate's bf said is delicious~~

this soup is take time to cook it.


this is the ingredient la~~

i just bought a protein form Herbalife. hmmm~~i bought it because i no need to worry or busy thinking of what to have for my dinner already. just a bottle of protein can settle my dinner d. hehe so easy and save $$...wow!

New Moon

"New Moon" from Stephenie Meyer.
This is second chapter of Twilight.

i get this story book from Yuki...wow!! this is an amazing and romance story..i was reading this story book now....oh my god!!It was so interesting and sweet!no wonder the Twilight is the most favorite movie after showing as a movie. After that a lot of peoples go to book store to get the book to read. Especially those word speak out from Edward, the most handsome and romantic vampire. In this world really have a vampire there?

This story really make me madly keep flipping the pages.
Passionate, riveting and deeply moving.


This is the first chapter of the romance story la~~~
had making in movie already....must watch if you all haven watch this sweet sweet movie ya...
is wonderful to watch this with your love one.
When you having a cup of hot choc or hot coffee is not need to put sugar already...^^
It's already sweet until you will kena diabetics d.
wakaka.

i was hoping i am Bella.



This is coming soon on movie too..... but i cant wait anymore so i just borrow this story book from Yuki to read.




This is 3rd chapter of it.
i was waiting this story will be showing on movie.

This is the last chapter la~~~

i wish is the happy ending even i know in this world is hard to get happy ending in reality. ^^
maybe someday will happen on me ...keke~~

P/S: tomorrow afternoon have a tax test..... hmmm...wish i will able to answer all the question. good luck to may may~~~ muack a good luck kiss for maymay. Maymay must tough ya~



YOU Know YOU Love^^ XOXO

Distasteful

This morning i just purposely go to college and attend the corporate governance lecture series is conducting by MAISCA.

CEO of MAISCA Philip Tan is coming give some speech there. Then pass the lecture to Ms Mah Li Cen if not mistake.
She is pretty+ elegant and a very professional Corporate Secretary.

Ms Mah had explain a lot and give a lot of example of the company committing fraud and how we conduct corporate governance there. Ms Mah said to become a professional secretary we must know all the regulations about the company and parties who involving.

we must provided the information which is accurate to Board of directors because sometimes the directors is newbie or they don't know the specific information about the listing requirement for a company or incorporated of a company.

i was thinking of is it secretary is a suitable job for me? after my graduation can i choose this path for my future? do secretary able to earn 5 digit? ( OK! is too much) or maybe earn more than 5 k? hmm....i think i had think too much d...

wakaka....last few day i was asking my classmate about how much the market price for a normal house in KL.

he was answered me that :
he: " walao! how old are you wor~~? so fast think to buying house in KL d?"
me : " no la. just simply ask only la. i dint say buy house la! sot meh!"
clarice: " argh!!! dont think dont think.!"you think too much d"
me: "hahahahah" no la... just estimate first ma."
he: "o..i thought this age is not think of what car to buy meh?"
we: : hmmm...bla bla bla.....there

after that we discuss how much the salary per month then we can just buy car and house ...wakaka...is too crazy d ....nothing to chat then i just bring this topic with them. wakaka~~they said how old are you wor~~ chat about this kind of stuff...
then i just SWT! cant chat this kind of topic de meh? bla bla bla.....

when the talk is conducting, the talk make me abit blur and getting bored so...... guess what i am doing there???? listening to Hitz. FM and.........

i was showing some talent there. hehe.. first time showing my talent here hehe~~~

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tadah

damn hot today~~~

doing assignment and revision on tax....but 95% is on9 facebook-ing and chatting + blogging .
damn it! haiz! no mood to revision la! dying now....

heart break

不知我在做什么

我不知在想什么

i make other feel annoying

sure feel bothersome with me

i know that feel

that all


i should move on

don't do stupid thing and think stupid stuff anymore

we can cry with hope

we can grieve with hope

we can say goodbye with hope

no hope

世界末日

can we drop this masquerade?

暧昧让人受尽委屈。

暧昧让人贪心，直到等待失去意义。

i can't predict when and where it ends

passion is sweet, love make weak.

all the time i was waiting, hoping you come around
don't wanna hurt anymore
you can say that you are sorry but i don't believe you baby
you are not sorry
i am tired of being last to know

what a rainy ending give to a perfect day.

我拿不起勇气打给他， 我真的很想知道到底发生了什么事。
我不是她，我是我
仍然期待你说实话。

至少我曾经拥有过，至少我曾经历过
至少我开心果，至少我不后悔
至少我甜过，至少我酸过


P/S: will heal , will enjoying my life

Tat Day

"That Day" from Maria Arredondo


Something ’bout your eyes

That I can not forget

Something ’bout your smile

Makes it hard for me to sleep at night

Something about me

Doesn’t work like normally

Something about you

That can’t hold on to



Am I waiting in vain?

Do I deserve this pain?

When will i see you again?



Why did you talk to me – that day

Why did you say those things – that day

Why did you come to me – then walk away

When there was something in the air

Something in the way I meet you that day



Still can feel the way you looked at me

And I wonder how you stole my heart completely

Something in the way you would hold my hand

That I believe that fate will bring you back to me again



Am I waiting in vain?

Do I deserve this pain?

When will i see you again?



Why did you talk to me – that day

Why did you say those things – that day

Why did you come to me – then walk away

When there was something, something in the air



A guy like you belongs to somebody else

A guy like you will never come back again



Do you think of me now

Do you ever wonder how

We can meet again, meet again?



Why did you talk to me – that day

Why did you say those things – that day

Why can I not forget that day

Why can I not find words to say

Why did you come to me – then walk away

When there was something in the air

Something in the way I met you that day…

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Yesterday middle of the night, happened a damn funny thing. when me and Yuki going back home then we go into condo's lift suddenly got a very noisy song come out then me and Yuki was shocking, i was thought Yuki's hp ringing...after we know is lift playing song then we just look at the CCTV.^^

Wakaka damn funny is not hp ringing but is the lift play the M2M's song....now i just know our condo's lift can play song one. Some more the speaker is rosak d.

Haha after we come out from lift then the song is stop d... so we thought maybe the guard house's ppl playing with us. really funny la. cos the speaker is rosak d. so the sound is damn noisy.

tomolo is Bon Odori. i never go there before. i felt like to go there to enjoy and experience that festival but no one going there so i just sitting at home bah!

心声

"I need you"-- From Maria Arredondo

When I laid my eyes on you

You just seemed to good to be true
When you turned and looked my way
I knew I’d make you mine some day
Lying in my bed alone
I can’t help but dreaming ’bout you
I only wish I knew

You’re right here - deep in my heart
Linger there – whenever we apart

’Cause I need you here by my side
More than the air that I breathe
And I miss you, miss you tonight
Baby you – you mean the world to me

When you lay your hands on me
Baby I am shivering
I can see it in your eyes
You would never tell me lies
So don’t let it slip away
Tell me what to do to make you stay

You’re right here - deep in my heart
Hear my prayer don’t tear us apart

’Cause I need you here by my side
More than the air that I breathe
And I miss you, miss you tonight
Baby you – you mean the world to me

Please tell me you’ll stay
Tell me you’re kine forever
Baby please stay…
You’ll stay…

’Cause I need you here by my side
More than the air that I breathe
And I miss you, miss you tonight
Baby you – you mean the world to me

hope i will get a better day~~~

渴望的

我屋主有了baby已有6 或7个月了，他是男的。 喔！她跟我说了一个很奇妙的东西。当她在宁静的时候， 她拍拍她的肚子， 过了一阵子baby会拍拍或动一下她的肚子回复她。 很奇妙的事件， 仿佛baby懂得妈妈在叫他似的。

她跟我说了很多关于生孩子的事件。生孩子不容易， 父母都需要用到很多钱。开销很大，只是进院都需要7 千8 千。她说生孩子真的要足够的花费， 老公要很耐心的陪在老婆身边。

她说有时候会很想跟人吵架。哈哈！有了孩子心情真的这样差吗？ 好恐怖哦。她说会没胃口吃，失眠，胃口变了，作呕，反胃，腰酸背痛，还有好多好多的不方便和辛苦。

所以当老婆要生孩子的时候， 男生要懂得怎样照顾和爱护老婆啦。千万千万别出去偷吃或不体谅老婆咯。

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

饼干与美禄是我最爱，是我今天的早餐。

hmmmm.....yummy yummy 把饼干沾上美禄 是最好吃的饼干啦！！！ 嘻嘻。。。 这牌子饼干是我从小到大吃的。 以前是沾咖啡， 现在换口味了。

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我现在的心情就像今天的天气一样灰灰的，要下雨又好像不下雨。
拿起书来决没心温习，不知我脑海在想些什么。只好面对电脑和电脑谈天。

很乱很乱，你弄得我很乱。
很烦很烦，你弄得我很烦。
很想很想，你弄得我很想。
很伤很伤， 你弄得我很伤。
很苦很苦，你弄得我很苦。

感觉上他变了，不在像以前那样了。发生了什么事？到底发生了什么事？ 有谁可以给我知道吗？
两个月，不知不觉已两个月了。一杀那间，变成另一个人，或许他找到他想要的答案了吧。。。
我要挣取吗？我要慰问吗？我要知道吗？该放弃吗？是时候放开吗？

嗨。。。好吧就顺其自然吧！不想了我不想了！！！ 我不。。。。要。。。。想。。。啦。。。。。

今天刚播一出连续剧，“两妻时代”。很有意思， 很真实。 还有“美丽的第七天”，那对情女很甜，拥有很梦幻的爱情，每个女生都渴望的爱情，都渴望拥有它会发生在我们本身。戏嘛！嗨！ 我想太多了。。。

好累。睡啦。。。晚安

《灰》--〉不白不黑

渐渐的。。。 渐渐的。。。不知不觉变我们少了联络 。
慢慢的。。。慢慢的。。。我们少了些“东西”。我不相懂的。

如果你不想要，就趁早。我没那勇敢和勇气对你说我心里话。
我没要求一生一世。有你味道，感觉你的存在就好。

爱可容易也可不容易。谁知道自己的命运。谁知道自己的生命 和未来。

什么是爱？什么是感觉？什么是幸福？什么是伤？什么是代价？什么叫永远？
在意谁付出多谁付出少？留下只是回忆。缘份尽了，我不配。你要好好过。


一生可遇见你 是一种缘份。我不后悔我们曾经爱过，能和你走过，生活过，高兴过，伤心过。
酸甜苦辣 也是一种人生必走之路。

何时才会遇上对的人？ 一路走一路尝试。一路走一路观察。就是你吗？
如果没遇见你大家会好过点吗？如果我没出现你会快乐一些吗？

B Firm N Resolute

It was toooooo boring so i just snap some picture^^

something is wondering

something is bothering

something is manja-ing

something is happening

working in Midvalley on last Saturday and Sunday. It's was soooooo boring and and tiring me. ya i know working is like that. i had know quite a lot of friend when i was working. hmmm~ i realize something that i never realize before.

ya... is going to finish my study in advance soon, there is a lot of course mate is choosing and deciding what they should do in future. studying in UK to get Honour Degree or go Scotland for Master. but i choose go to UK. ok! finally i already decide what i will and what i am going to do. ^^

Time is like a river
You can't touch the same water twice
because the flow that has passed will never pass again
Enjoying every moment of life


i will love my family forever ever

so i will do what i enjoying currently and what i want to do

i will be tough enough to face this challenging world

i will be wise enough to make decision

i will appreciate/ grateful that what i possess

i will be delight with my life

i will treasure/love myself

i will disregard those peoples who didn't like me/treat me as their friend

my issues

sigh~~ this years really happen a lot of unhappy thing and events on me. make me felt upset and distress.i know it will better in some time but i really don't know how long i still can stand and be tough for it.

i very worried about my dad. i love my dad so much.he love me so much too.i was very worried about my dad's health after i know his health is not well.suddenly i felt my dad was old already.

i had discuss with my dad that i want to further my study in UK. he very support me. he work very hard and save $ to let me go to UK for my study and expenses. i was so touching and 心痛. i ask my dad no need to work hard and purposely save the $ for me to further my study. i will settle by myself, i just don't want let my dad worried about me. actually my family very worried about my health because they said me keep on "masuk"(visit) hospital because of my gastric and health, what if it's happen in UK and no one can help me and take care of me. me also worried about that. i felt that so expensive go and consult doctor in UK. hmm:( what can i do is wish my health is going well all the way. ^^

i don't want to think about it, but it's just keep on appearing and bothering me in my mind. sigh! ok!ok! everything will be ok soon. i just need to concentrate on my study and don't let myself fail on any subject. if not can't go to UK already.^^

i starting to felt something is changing and different already. is ok...^!^ i know i will be fine and everything will be fine. i just i can earn a lot of $ now or kena lottery. wakaka! but i know it is impossible to win a lottery because i dint gamble.

i really need some part time job to pay my debt. i still haven get the claim from my insurance. sigh~ damn PTPTN loan still haven receive. finance$ finance$ and finance$ problem!

ok! good luck will find me soon.