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"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back."

- Unknown

I still need to use my feet to walk for a very long life~ experience it ~ travel and feel the story of my life with someone who appreciated our life.

I need to use my feet to achieve my beautiful life, I don't approaching luxury life but I just need a > simple life and < luxury life. =.../

"A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who
means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was
never meant to be and you just have to let go."

I know I have to let go and put a full stop for it but.... there is always the stupidest mind inside my body soul!!

Argh~~~ I hate myself so much. No way I will go back to the past! No way!

"It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an
hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it
takes a lifetime to forget someone."

"Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it
hurts you, it probably hurts the person too."

I just need someone who try to understand me and care about how I feel~

I just someone who able to become my companion 

For me, It's not an easy to have someone you fall into his life easily.

How I wish I am but .... am not!

I just felt myself so effing stupid moron and "so hai" !

What I want just a very simple request ~

why most of the people can't make it?

=....( sob sob * shedding tears*

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I just hate myself so much =....(

FML!!! I won't forgive him anymore!!!

I won't trust him anymore!!!!

Don't involve any relationship is the best one!!

This F***ker did affected my working performance. 

FML!

I won't allowed it happen to me again and again!

He physically and mentally hurt me AGAIN!!!!

He just born to be like that 

He is a Liar 

Betrayer 

Creature

F**ker

sob sob =....( 

After Crying out loud 

Now i felt much better even though my hand is hurt and bleeding 

and some part of my body full of blue black =.../

sob sob

I will remember how he treat me forever!

nothing more than animal creature 

Raining season

Almost everyday raining which made me feel so moody and just like a cloud in the sky. ( full of darkness)

The weather just make me so lazy and tired.

Recently no idea why I don't even have any mood to speak and talk. 

I'm lost!

No motivation at all.

This month just happened something which I don't wish to happen all this while but luckily everything just solved. I felt glad and appreciated so much.

Thank God!

The more you have the more you will ask for it.

This is the human weakness.

Human will never satisfy with what they have. 

Like me! =P

How I own a doggie now~

I love dog so much 

How nice everything I dream all the time can be appear now~

I know it's not easy and simple with what I thought. 

hmmm~

sigh~

This is my sis new pet Chow Chow~

He is so cute and fluffy, his body full of golden fur so nice to hug. 

How to cheer myself up? so moody! 

omg! what wrong with me?

sigh ~

My life full of Boring + Tired + Lazy + lost + confusing + think too much + .....

I need to get rid of it! but how? 

heart broke again

What is wrong with me???

sob sob =..(
How could I still trust with all the bullshit he told me??

FML!!! I just hate myself why I'm just so stupid to trust him again and again?
Is it am I still in love too deep on him? or what?? I get spelled by him???

sob sob=...( I just feel like to crying out loud here NOW!!! =.......(/

too MANY timeSssssss

sob sob =....(

 Should I get this Novel to know what is the love about with the stupid Name of Author????

The asshole ruin my month again!!!
I wont allow him to do this to me again!!!
argh!!! I effing hate him !!!
why must lied to me an make my life suffered!!

F off from my sight an my life!!!!

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Another food blog here =)

I went to one of the restaurant which is in front of Fatty Crab to have my dinner

Yummy!!! 

I love the way they cooking with cheaper price compare to Fatty crab. 

Actually I love both of their foods 

They have their own different style of cooking.

Mini long bean with mini dried prawn...

Toufu with Thai Chili Souce

Fried calamari

Salty egg Crabs

Next time I will choose other type of cooking for this crab ^.-

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My working day

I should make my working life like this bag full of documents and files but don't ever forget to have some colourful flowers to cheer my working life sometimes =)

My yummy Breakfast with a cup of hot choc ^.^

They will make me stomach feel so satisfy and yummy

The Beetle with Red!

What should I say about my current job?

What I had learn from here?

I just intro Charlotte to work with me=)

Hope she will stay longer and earn a lot of money from this job ^.-

Now What I can say is my life full of stress, and I still don't know how to handle and cope with it!

Teach me please~ 

How to release my stress and relax with my current job?

Any idea ?

=./

Now I suddenly felt my dream was far far away from me~

What should I do to cheer myself up?

Why I always so negative ?

I need some motivation and advice from senior or whoever have more experience than me 

In the same times they will understand my feeling now~

How to make myself think postitive ne!!! argh!!!!!

last months foods hunter

It's been so long I never go to Connaught night market.

I went to night market with Ivy and we were look for foods to stuff our empty stomach 

and we found one of the stall is full of people then we were decided to check it out what is that. 

We found this !

There are so many type of the cake and cheese cake. 

 

 If not mistake the best seller is the original flavour cheese cake.

 So I decided to buy the cheese cake, it's so soft when you put into your mouth
The cake really soft and smooth until it will melt without chewing it.
not bad. It won't be too sweet for original flavour cheese cake.

If not mistake, The price is RM 8 per piece.

This is the Fish Burger I had in Anya restaurant @ South Gate.
Most of the time I will have lunch here with my colleagues.
I love most of their foods, the foods was so yummy.

The price is affordable and the portion is kind of too big for girl.
I love to enjoy my lunch over there.
sometimes I will have breakfast here tho.

Haha~~ I knew Mooncake Festival passed already.
My friends bought my family this mooncake from Intercontinental Hotel if not mistake.
The packaging is look nice and so much special but their mooncake ...hmm~~
so so only. It can be said that not that nice. =P ops sorry

This is from other Hotel made one. This one nicer compare with the above one! hehe~

Very long time ago, I had my lunch in Publika @Plan B
I ordered Lamb pasta
OMG! so big portion, but I managed to finish it ...
wuhahaha ~

chicken Sandwich with the chips and salad

This week I received a very bad news from our management.
It half COMMISSION on our work =..(

Is that gonna work? hmmm~ To be honest, I felt kind of lost confidence on myself
I don't have the motivation anymore~
It's really not going to be easy to earn money

What I can do is just go with the flow and work even more harder to achieve it.

stressful

It's been a long time I never update my blog already. so sorry about that~ =P

Same reason which am going to give you guys is after I changed my job, seriously I got no time for this.
There is so many thing to update and share some picture with you all.
I will upload the picture soon.

 It's October 2012 already!

OMG!!! time past so fast!
Can I slow it down? There is not enough time for me!
I need more times!!

Now my life full of work, work and work!!
Stress! Stress! stress and stress!
I need work more harder to achieve what I want now!
Anyhow sometimes I felt I push myself so hard to achieve one thing within a short period of time.
I need to take a deep breath and try to relax myself.

I can't give up easily.
I need to sustain it, maintain it  of cause~ if possible for me to improve it then will be great.

My life is improving now.
I need to change it to the best step by step.
Everything will be just fine.

What I need now is Law Of Attraction.
My colleagues taught me just cut of the picture out with what you wish to have it and paste it into your wall.
Everyday you will see them and one day it will become real just in front of you.
I found it quite true also. Law of attraction did happen anyway. I trust it's real.

What I is my top wishlist of cause to own a property in KL.
When only I will be have my own kitchen and bathroom with bath tub? =P

Then, travel all around the world.
Then only improve my health,wealth and lifestyle.

Of caused can't forget my family.
They are my top priority in my life.

A lot of things I wish to have it right now!!!
Argh~~ *shaking my heard with my both hand lift up*