Levain

We having lunch @ Levain

We order 7 pieces of Macaroons after lunch.

We don't like much of sweet stuff so don't order much.

This is my Chicken Bolognese pasta 

my comment just not bad.

A lot of people recommended their pastry was great. but I don't feel to have bread or cake so I just order Spaghetti.

<3 My bestie ^_^ <3

This is what i get from the gift exchange

I love this so much... hehe

The gift from him

Xmas gift

1st year anniversary

Outer Beauty

Now I only know that KL also got a lot of gorgeous and beautiful girls are fixing their beauty with money. I was thought it only common for Korean and Japanese , now Singapore also very common for plastic surgery already but I really don't know that in KL the girls were very young age *18-25* also go and have some plastic surgery to make their look more perfect in term of appearance.

Wow, I also feel like want to boost up my confident by that way. =)
I don't have that gut to do that but I pretty sure I will do it when the times was right. 90% sure!

Top list is
-cosmetic beauty like to cure my pimple skin and laser afterward.
-slim and shaping my body
-laser my scar on my body and my forehead. I had a very deep and big scar on my forehead cause by someone. =..(
-my face wuahahaha *this one I really need an extremely courage to do this*

This is nothing to hide and lie about it.
I won't care how other people say.
This is what I happy with my life on.
Be confident and be real and happy with your life.

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Just ignore my eye. Damn fugly cause I was cried the day before like hell.

So my eye just swollen like a big ball.

I went to Pavilion with Charlotte last few days.We went to Pavilion to get some gifts for friends.
After that, Charlotte went to Dragon-i having her dinner and I just order a drink that too sweet for me.

my eye still swollen=..(

I went to Mid Valley with Clarice and settle something in Maicsa and LJMU convocation stuffs  yesterday.
I just falling in love with one pair of shoes in MNG and a few dress and pants from MNG.oh my god!there was having a big sales on year end.So pack there.It's make me no mood to pick the clothes there.
The price was so cheap for that shoes RM149 only. I love the shoes so much but ..... =( sigh so I leave the shoes without bring it home. sob sob..

 

 I don't make up on that night so my face just look like sick and pale 

*ignore my ugly picture i just want to share with you all this is my very 1st time I try Sisha=)*

My forehead had a very deep scar on it.=..(

I suffering flu so my nose damn red on that time *blush*

Night, my friends call me out at 1am and we heading to my new hang out place- Stalight Cafe @ Ampang for sisha. I ask Charlotte to tag along with us. ^_^
I having a happy night with them..<3 XO <3
This is call life.

P/s: thanks again my lovely friends who always spending part of their time for me.

=) XOXO =*

I love you all.

Appreciated much.

Xmas eve

This year I having my Xmas eve with my best friends Travis and his friends.
We went to Hartamas Korean BBQ for a nice dinner and I know a lot of new and nice and extremely funny friends from Travis.
After that we off to Royal Oaks @ Mont Kiara to have some drink "Kilkenny" ^_^

Steve was so humor and he really make me LOL. when his girl friends stuck the Xmas hat to his chest and create a boob at Steve chest. Steve just keep shake his single boob and "za" it. Then create another boob the other side and shake again. swt=.=!! They really make me laugh out loud until my tears out. /xD

Qi Qi and her husband so sweet...they are new married couple.Qi Qi is very young only. If not mistake is same age with me.Both of them so sweet and lovely couple.... I wish I will get one real love soon like them. create a happiness for each other everyday =)

and some others friends. We play some card games and chit chatting over there.
So nice!

I wil upload the picture soon. The picture with Travis and Steve's girlfriend...

I had plan to go The Hill @ Damansara Height .They must be a super good and nice environment to hang out with my lovely friends^-^. I can't wait for it~

I don't have any plan for my New Year Eve but I know it''s gonna a great and unmemorable moment for me^-^ I going to have my New Life ON!!!! argh~~~~ I can't wait for it!

XOXO
with my sincere and real  LOVE

P/s: thank you my lovely family and friends who always support me every single seconds.
Especially my lovely family.
I love you all so much and I won't let you all worried about me anymore....
I love you grandmama and daddy deeply into my heart.

No turning back

 *Google source*

stop copying my word and my style.

stop simply thinking and blaming others and push away all your responsibilities to others

and thought you're right! omg! how could you?

 stop complaining and said how much you love her in fact you're NOT!

yea! this is all what I want! 

yea! I have to do this!

If not my life will ruin and torture by you.

yes! you're right all the times.

You just go back to your "old" one. 

He is the one who will life together pay for you until u and he die together.

Please stop hacking my privacy!

Please! I beg you stop interfere my privacy!

I didn't do this to you and you better treat me fair A LITTLE!

Whatever you want to say!

END means END

No turning BACK!

What had happen means already happen!

unless you able to turn the clock back to one years and 4 months before!

People who regret will never be me.

=)

Of cause I will live happily ever after with my true and real love;

Of cause I will live happily ever after without you exist in my life;

Of cause I also deserve to have a normal life life like others have;

Of cause I know what I'm doing, you want to filed then you filed until you die.

NO MORE NEXT TIME!

=) SOFTB,MFAH!

Someday you will realize what you had lost

Someday you will realize how abnormal you're

Someday you will realize how pathetic you're

Someday you will REGRET FOREVER with what you had lost and 

what you did to someone who totally gave you her heart start from the very first day she saw you!

You wouldn't know! You not understand!

you not even care about how others think and feel

and what you care is all about yourself

YOUR OWNSELF!

Take it for granted kid.

=)

Is for your own sake.

I dint put you in the jail is consider very kind to you.

remind you again.

NO ONE will let you cheated, betrayed,bullied and fooled so MANY times like again and again 

but also forgive you in the end.

I can 100% tell you

NO ONE will like me to accept who're you in this world.

100% sure! *except your lonely "old man"*

you go and try and see

to get a true and real love from them.

SOTB! you're born to be like that.

nothing can change from you.Is NOTHING!

nothing hope from you

=extremely hopeless

= totally disappointed 

= impossible you'll change from devil, creature to become a normal person

=)

No worry. "AH".

 I will live happily ever after with "RO" on and you make me to filed this.

NO ONE does=)

I'll never ever remove it from my life cause it help me in my life to move on.

I have to....

GOOD BYE

this is the last post I talk about you.

I will never ever mention about it again...

It's past~

Let it go.

Someday I will let you go no matter how hard it is.

I'll not turning back. you should understand and know who I am.

=)

I no need to prove to you or show to you I've have a happiness life with someone who love me.

It's not necessary to let you know my life weather is sad or happy.

cause it's doesn't matter anymore.

you just keep on with your "life"

I just move on with my life

Seriously, I believe my life will more happy every single second without you.

=)
Thanks for everything 

Is real talk.

Someday you will understand what you had done all the times

since you still young and immature with a kid brain.

continue with your "farker" attitude,maniac thought and sex maniac in mental and physical with your lonely old man.

=) 

One last thing
If you give me your real love
if you treat me as your true gf
you won't treat me like that
and let everyone know about it
and simply talk about me until like this.wont show to people how bad his gf is but in fact is not real.
how pathetic I am to falling in love with this kind of creature who always try to harm my life and hurt me deeply and talking something not real on his gf.=...) thanks AH...I know who're you all the times
but you didn't
people who mature won't do this to their love one
people tend to keep it for their own and try to protect her as much as they can
try to mending and save her life from any harm and insecured
but you didn't !
yes I forgot already
you're still kid.
=../

Take care

The End

"Listening to impossible by Shontelle" 

Day 3

This few day I just keep having a nightmare

almost different stories but same person into my nightmare

"source from Google images"

I still wondering about something everyday

Ish! I just can't stop thinking about that!

I need to have some trips

I need to have some work to do

I extremely hate those people who don't keep their promise

Even caught red handed also don't want to admit they are wrong and twisting to cover the real story

craving for affection;

dream of perfection.

"Love is sweet when it's new, it's even sweeter when it's true"

 There should be better know it earlier than later

When the character of man is not clear to you then

look at his friends

somehow some of them don't have ANY of friends so 

where I can see his real character from there?

something was wrong cause he might be abnormal!

"FEAR = Fuck everything and run"

*Google images*

The end

found his replacement

found his back up

found his own life

*hunt for other and hurt and cheat others*

realize my stupidity

realize I been fooling around

realize I get betrayed

One day you will know how much I there for you when I'm gone in your life

move on

behind just full with the memories

That it

drama was ended

no more new season

no more stories

no more drama

 put my life on track 

Chasing better tomorrow

listening to Nelly-just a dream

25 DEC

It's an unforgettable day for me!

for others is nothing special about it but for me,it is!

of cause new life is welcoming me

I wish Santa will make my wish comes true.

Thank you Santa!

=..)

I wish the other wishes also will come true !
how wish I have a life like other couple.
how wish I have my life back SOON!

It's not end of the world ..

sob sob/=..(

I should wake up and stop crying
Now I've know how foo I am
thought you were someone to rely on, thought you were someone to protect me.
No. it is not. you just tore me apart!
I will found a real love and you will never to fool and hurt me again

It's not worth for...I'll keep telling myself but take times 

It's take timeS!

=..)

met with the creature

Today, after wake up at 10am, I have stretch my body and walk slowly to the balcony and look out to the sky ....
Today the sky just look so grey and the weather just breezy~
No sun for few days already but i love it cause i hate hot!

Actually recently the sky also full of the haze... after that heavily rain in KL.
My day just like a weather , some times sunny sometimes raining and sometimes just grey....
who have that capability to make my mood become more stable and cheer all the times?
sigh!!! what am doing right now? playing a fire?
put my life at risk?
where suppose I should go and what suppose I should do right now?
just go with the flow?
Ten more days will be 2011 ...
New year
What is in my mind? I just feel like I'm suffering all the times and been torturing for one whole years since I had met a creature in my life.
so confuse.

dead to prove love?

Today I go to shopping with my dear Clarice in Kl.
Again, so randomly we wear like a couple go out today=)
I wear a long sleeve black white stripe blouse with black pant.
she also wear a black white shirt with black pant. today I wear a black frame spec and she also wear similar spec today=) our thought are channeling haha xD

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After I come back from shopping and dinner then I read all the facebooker also talking about a very handsome young man commit suicide, he just jump out from his house in Cheras just because of his girlfriend choose to break up with him for 4 months relationship.=.=!!! how ridiculous he is?! huh?

This is the stupidest thing that ever do in the world... not worth for it.
He choose to run away from some small barriers or try to showed that he really love his girlfriend by dead huh? R.I.P young man....

There is lot of different types of people exist in the world... some are brutally hurt their love one by fist, some of them by mouth, and some of them by cheating, betrayed, hiding, lying and mentally hurt or even acting like a lunatic to hurt the people who love them.
We should love ourself and protect own self instead of allowing people a chance to hurt you.some people just love to bullies people who soft-hearted.
I believe that no matter how pretty and beautiful you are the guys in the world also will cheating on you when they feel bored with you and try to satisfy their lust with others.

girls are the same in all levels and in any age. They will feel jealousy, care, lack of confidence on the relationship and so on once they felt the treat from outside... How every girls wish to implant a GPS or CCTV in their dick and head!*by Queenie*
hmmm~ speechless.... guys is like born to be like that. can't change...but girls did change a lot nowadays. They wont simply let guys bullies anymore. They become more smarter=) It's a great sign~

I just feel so tired ....I should go to sleep now..night everyone XOXO with love

working hard for it

Today I got my interview in TM tower for HR. Hopefully I got this job ASAP. If they accept me I still have to go for the second interview on this job. hmm~ pray hard for that. I did ask for the pay but she never let me know the amount.=( hmm~~market rate.

Monday I went to Hong Leong Bank in Pj for executive credit control. Oh my god! I already reject that job ..wuahaha this is not my job. I don't wan to become a "sao sou mui" like a loan shark to collect the debt from HL credit card holder? A big NO WAY!!! thanks lot~one year contract plus one year probation with the pay for RM1800?!!? gosh~

Tomorrow I still have the other interview to go @ Kepong. hmmm~ It's an event company in a "ulu" location..

Luckily I got some part time job for myself while I looking for full time...If not I really don't know how I'm going to survive in KL. hmm~

Check out my stupid shirt! the size is totally not mine...

No idea what they work with it.

I just feel like am wearing a pajamas to work!

close to it

End of the year, is the time to shopping for new things .... I want everything is NEW including my life, and PEOPLE~ but I just feel like this year end don't have any sales go on... weirdo~ so long never hang out with my gang of bestie already. I miss them weh~window shopping, tea time, movie time, gossip-ing , hmm all the girls thingy...

I just chuck and forget everything happen on the 2010 away and forever ever.
Start my new life =) I know 2011 is gonna be my year wuahaha~ look forward into my target=plan and achieve my goals!
erm! I know I can do it.

First thing I must do it is work work work and work!Fight for more $ and better tomorrow for myself and family!
I want to pamper myself and my family very much. Pay them for traveling, buy them tonic...
Now my turn, hehe~=) medicure and pedicure every month, spa massage, hair treatment, ok....pamper myself from top to toe and travel everywhere when I got my time. *grab both of my hand and smile* teehee~~

Second, I need my healthy life style back seriously . I can't become an owl already. I should take care of myself and don't let my stomach hungry for few hourS!!!*rolling my eyes*
I should buy and consume supplements for instances collagen, Vitamin A,C and E, hmm~~ fiber, EPO and so on...
Yoga, Gym, swimming, hiking, badminton, and a lots of sport and out door activities is waiting for me to love them.


Third,skin care is a must for me... gosh! I really feel like want to die just because of my skin! damn it! ok ok...I should sayang=love my skin then only they will listen to me. hmm~

Fourth, set my goals and do it such as shaping and slim down my body + reduce 4 kg of my fat! tak boleh tahan with my elephant thigh la~I just feel like to slice it part by part...argh!!!

I wish my all my short term goal is come true. erm~~not much, I just have a simple thing I want. I want simple life, simple people and simple matter~

Future

It was so happy that I got two interview appointment finally which is from Hong Leong Bank and the other one is event company@Kepong.
They ask me to interview for this morning and tomorrow morning but I postpone the interview to the next Monday and same to the event company ...how ridiculous I am... request for change the date of interview because I forget to bring my relevant document to KL. hmmm   =.=!

erm~~ I was worrying about what if I get job in HLB or that Event company @ Kepong and how I suppose go to work which the place is near the federal highway and Kepong?By LRT? KTM? Rapid Bus?I should taking it as serious to consider about that. still in struggling for everything.

Today I got the other interview from don't know which company . they call me for interview on Wednesday. Wow.... suddenly so many company call me in the same time.. =.=!
I wish I able to get the job that I wish all the time and the most important thing is I able to get along with the colleagues and adapt to the working environment...

Good luck to myself. I wish I will stick to my plan and get what I wish for my brighter future=) hehe...
I'm so exited with my working life because my goal is come closer to me day by day. (^_^)

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My dear Jossie was so free and ask me for snowflake @ Pavilion yesterday.
she purposely drive to find me from Semenyih and after our tea time then go back for the movie with her sister. Wow... all my friends stay far away from me but they still able to come and hang out with me in KL. How grateful I am. How nice and sweet they are=) XO
I super happy that I have them to be my lovely friends.I will find them once I got my own transport.Too bad, I still have to wait for it to get my own transport in future.
 Suddenly I just feel like to have something sweet to cheer myself up=)
So I choose this out of my options.

My lovely Jossie who driving from semeyih to KL for dessert because we both also idle and feel boring so she come and find me for tea time...

Do you all realise that we wear the same color of the blouse?
hehe~yea we have the mutual thought ~ xixixi~

 Nice but extremely full after you finish it =)