worried

I will start working very soon
I have no idea what I worried and what I think so far.
Tomorrow I will have medical check up.
After that I will start my working life already.

flexibility
freedom
friendly
foods

argh~
sleep first ,I have to wake up early for medical check up.
I don't think so much.

depressed

am I  happy with my life now?

What I can get in the end?

Am I always over loaded with something rubbish in my mind?

I ruin it, destroy it.

I try to destroy something good to me and try to get close something bad to me?

What's in my mind for this moment?

I really tired of it.

I shouldn't think and care so much.

Career...

Family...

Money...

Status...

Recognition....

relationship...

What I can get is stress up myself and I get nothing in the end.

what for?

I need some friends who can understand me right now.

I really miss my study life when am study in KL.

It's really leave me a very nice memory to me.

Today I try to take some notes and text books for my ICSA revision .

then I saw a lot of note that I had made and what I do when am study that time.

Then I open up my picture album when I took time by time when I study in KL.

It's does make me feel better.

I should thanks to someone been used a few years who give me freedom, to make me become more independent and know how to take care of myself.

I love my old time me.

I miss my old time me.

I want to become like old time me.

he used less than a year to destroy my old time me.

I have to stay strong. 

I have to become like old time.

To become a person who know how to take care of myself, independent, everything can be settle by myself alone.

I can go out alone, I can eat alone, I can live alone.

I should find myself out.

Seriously I can't let anyone who love me and care about me down and worried about me all the time.

Times.

Times prove everything.

^_^

I know I can do it.

I love my old time much.

I wish to get back my life.

after working our life will be less contact with our friends cause everyone busy with their stuff.

not like study life, we can mingle around, watching TV together, pillow talk, dinner together , study together.

when we working, everyday just sit in the room after back from work.

sleep,eat, work x 12309743475804760790767676times .

sigh!

I wish to tele-port myself back to old times.

times traveling .

鱼跃在花见

I watch this drama recently.

I realise one thing.

This movie used a lot of purple or velvet color for their clothes and accessories.

=)

......................................................................

Btw, I will start working under Berjaya by next month.

This is my very first job.

I wish everything goes smoothly and goes well.

I still haven get myself some working attire. I have no idea what I'm going to buy.

hmm~

I got a shopping list for myself and my dad already^^

hehe....

so happy if I can get my dad a LV wallet

I know I can get one for my dad very soon =)

<3

I should move forward for my dream now

Car??

House?? *dreaming* =P

then only for luxury accessories such as watches, bags, shoes, bracelet... teehee... ^_^

Tutti Frutti

Self service to get a cup of frozen yogurt <3

choosing your size of the cup or bowl

choose your favorite yogurt.

there is 8 type of flavor such as mango, original, vanilla, chocolate, passion fruit, blueberries,apple and strawberries yogurt.

 It can be mix with different flavor.

after get your yogurt then choose your topping with fruit ,candy, choc or any other topping with syrup that you like.

my blueberries and apple yogurt.

I doesn't like much on apple yogurt.

It's cost me around RM20 ++ ish!

A little bit pricey for me.

No more next time cause the price that I can't afford and it's nothing special to let me spend on you Tutti Frutti. 

=P

p/s:
I starting to feel scary on myself
I starting to feel like am trying to elude something that I don't wish to see and know about it


It's shouldn't be like that
When I turn to become like this
I scared when I looking at the thing that allow me to find out the true
I feel so reluctant to look at it when it's just right in front of me
Am I trying to deceive myself?
I starting to feel that happen on me

bak kut teh

Ingredient of the Bak Kut Teh

Ribs , 3 layer meat (hmm pork belly??? *scratch my head*), pork stomach, smoke garlic, fried toufu,

fresh mushroom, of cause the main character Bak Kut Teh's herb 2 pack

(which available in any Chinese pharmacy or wet market),

salt, soy source and black soy source.

cook some vegetable for today's dinner

Bak Kut Teh must have --> 油炸糕，chili padi and garlic

Ta dah~~~

Bak Kut Teh

Yummy yummy~~

you must try.

It's just a very easy way to cook a tasty Bak Kut Teh soup for dinner.

2 pack of Bak kut teh herb I think is for 4 to 5 person .It's depend on the person appetite=)

P/s: 

Recently my dad called me everyday and many times per day.

I know my dad super worried about me. Last time he won't called me everyday but now....

sorry dad and ah ma. I make you all worried about me.I won't do that to you all anymore.

I will know what should I do and shouldn't do.       

listening to The wanted- all time low

one day in Penang

I went to Penang with dad n bro.

we had a small bowl of porridge before we start the patter session n the temple

It's FOC.

my bro and his gf

Vegetarian Food provided all is FOC

We all sitting here and patter for blessing with the monk 

for around one and a half hour.

After that we go to Kek Lok Si

I get 5 for myself.

wishing tree

Then we heading to Ayer Itam have some laksa and dessert.

Bubu cha cha

no good.I have no idea taste like a water or....

this colorful dessert not bad. can say normal.^^

I can't eat laksa so I ordered myself a bowl of Prwan Mee.

not bad.

Deng deng deng deng~~~

Famous Ayer Itam laksa

lot of people q-ing up for take away ^^

 drooling now?

my uncle bought us some kuih. my dad love this much.

 what a happy day with my family^^

 Yesterday is my convocation for Degree in KLCC.

Finally I'm graduated for my Degree course.

sanctum

Producer of Avatar and Titanic.
This movie is inspired by true story which is happen in Papa New Guinea in the movie.

Sanctum is about underwater cave diving team experience a life threatening during an expedition to the unexplored and least accessible cave system in the world.

I cried for the part of one of the team member died and then 2nd part, Carl killed Josh's father.
=..(

For me it's a adventure film that consist of touching scenes. This movie not bad^_^

 

改变

now I only know people taste will change

For instances, last time I don't like to eat Cabonara Spaghetti but now I love it,

 once you together with someone for a period,

the way you think and talk or even life style also will look alike.

the people will changed you are family,best friend, or husband and wife.

 that live with you every single second.

dragon fly which stay in my room for one day and my living room for two days already.

people can change so fast in a blink of eye.

This minute showed you this ,next second it can be totally change to another person.

scary~

是，我知道我自作聪明；

自已为事；

变成有公主脾气；

无理取闹；

霸道；

野蛮；

可是我以前不是这样的，为什么先在我变成这样呢？

我好难过哦。。。

我也搞不清楚到底我要的是什么。

我很糊涂

我怕孤独

我怕

我变成不是我以前的那个我

我变成很依赖对方

我变成对每个人都失去了信任

我很害怕

我要回以前的我。

独立；

信任；

开心；

自由；

listening to Bruno Mars - Grenade and just the way you are

fruits and foods that serving for God.

^^

my lovely grandmama and my dearest mummy~^^

My lovely daddy and siblings

play like a kid

天公

what a busy day
just finish cleaning the house and myself
^^
sleepy and tired but so happy and sweet....
i will upload the picture soon^^
stay tune
night
XOXO

P/S:imyuktbitsthyt

Human Day

Wei Ping and Kim Lun

Paik Yee and Kim Lun

 My "Ji mui"sister

So coincidence we wear the almost same clothes on that day

^^like a couple? like a sister brother?

hehe=)

my friend said we look like sister and brother

swt=.=!

We have some drink and chit chatting in SSL Trader Hotel.

The other day we go to sing k

Wow there is a lot of people on that day but I know some of them only and I leave early too.

Valentine is coming soon

The boutiques selling a lot of couple tee,

some of the places decorate with full of love shape balloons and selling choc and flower everywhere 

hmm...

everyone is talking about what to buy for valentine gift , how and where to celebrate...

everyone is asking did I celebrate my Valentine day

oh my god!

I don't know how to answer them.

nothing to celebrate.

not a big day for me.

Starbuck

Marble cheesecake

<3 

I love this cheesecake but I always can't finish it by myself

Tuxedo cheesecake

erm~ i love both of this 

Don't know what caramel drink~

but super nice~

^^ i love it

but it's coffee i can't drink

=.(

I always can order CCC= Choc Cream Chip all the times or fruit juice
sob sob

From Starbuck

I love to having my high tea in Starbuck

Listening to Sometimes when we touch from Olivia Ong

foodlicious

This kopitiam famous with Rojak and popiah

They selling laksa too 

^^

Popiah

Rojak

From the same place in Taiping.

I in love with this Red Bean blended deeply

we all love this laksa too...

I like to eat laksa but i can't eat =.(

Red bean blended and laksa from the same place @ Pokok Assam,Taiping

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