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Sometimes I felt I just make something simple to complicated!
How fool  I am~
=.=!

Why must I always make the things so complicated huh?
Fiu~ my life

I just feel suck! Anyhow I know there is suck than me in their life~
I should appreciated with what I having now but.....
life is life~
sigh~

Why must I always doubt so much and worried so much?
Am I damn annoyed to you guys?
I felt myself so effing annoyed !

It's November now~
Two more weeks it's Depavali already~
OMG! Christmas song is on now~

Swt =.=! 2012 going to be end just like that?
Luckily this year at least I did try something which good to me so far~
Hopefully everything will running smoothly and no barriers to block my way~

When you got your dream in your life definitely it will comes true if you trust it will comes true~
Law Of Attraction ^.^

"Secret"

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"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back."

- Unknown

I still need to use my feet to walk for a very long life~ experience it ~ travel and feel the story of my life with someone who appreciated our life.

I need to use my feet to achieve my beautiful life, I don't approaching luxury life but I just need a > simple life and < luxury life. =.../

"A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who
means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was
never meant to be and you just have to let go."

I know I have to let go and put a full stop for it but.... there is always the stupidest mind inside my body soul!!

Argh~~~ I hate myself so much. No way I will go back to the past! No way!

"It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an
hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it
takes a lifetime to forget someone."

"Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it
hurts you, it probably hurts the person too."

I just need someone who try to understand me and care about how I feel~

I just someone who able to become my companion 

For me, It's not an easy to have someone you fall into his life easily.

How I wish I am but .... am not!

I just felt myself so effing stupid moron and "so hai" !

What I want just a very simple request ~

why most of the people can't make it?

=....( sob sob * shedding tears*

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I just hate myself so much =....(

FML!!! I won't forgive him anymore!!!

I won't trust him anymore!!!!

Don't involve any relationship is the best one!!

This F***ker did affected my working performance. 

FML!

I won't allowed it happen to me again and again!

He physically and mentally hurt me AGAIN!!!!

He just born to be like that 

He is a Liar 

Betrayer 

Creature

F**ker

sob sob =....( 

After Crying out loud 

Now i felt much better even though my hand is hurt and bleeding 

and some part of my body full of blue black =.../

sob sob

I will remember how he treat me forever!

nothing more than animal creature 

Raining season

Almost everyday raining which made me feel so moody and just like a cloud in the sky. ( full of darkness)

The weather just make me so lazy and tired.

Recently no idea why I don't even have any mood to speak and talk. 

I'm lost!

No motivation at all.

This month just happened something which I don't wish to happen all this while but luckily everything just solved. I felt glad and appreciated so much.

Thank God!

The more you have the more you will ask for it.

This is the human weakness.

Human will never satisfy with what they have. 

Like me! =P

How I own a doggie now~

I love dog so much 

How nice everything I dream all the time can be appear now~

I know it's not easy and simple with what I thought. 

hmmm~

sigh~

This is my sis new pet Chow Chow~

He is so cute and fluffy, his body full of golden fur so nice to hug. 

How to cheer myself up? so moody! 

omg! what wrong with me?

sigh ~

My life full of Boring + Tired + Lazy + lost + confusing + think too much + .....

I need to get rid of it! but how? 

heart broke again

What is wrong with me???

sob sob =..(
How could I still trust with all the bullshit he told me??

FML!!! I just hate myself why I'm just so stupid to trust him again and again?
Is it am I still in love too deep on him? or what?? I get spelled by him???

sob sob=...( I just feel like to crying out loud here NOW!!! =.......(/

too MANY timeSssssss

sob sob =....(

 Should I get this Novel to know what is the love about with the stupid Name of Author????

The asshole ruin my month again!!!
I wont allow him to do this to me again!!!
argh!!! I effing hate him !!!
why must lied to me an make my life suffered!!

F off from my sight an my life!!!!

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Another food blog here =)

I went to one of the restaurant which is in front of Fatty Crab to have my dinner

Yummy!!! 

I love the way they cooking with cheaper price compare to Fatty crab. 

Actually I love both of their foods 

They have their own different style of cooking.

Mini long bean with mini dried prawn...

Toufu with Thai Chili Souce

Fried calamari

Salty egg Crabs

Next time I will choose other type of cooking for this crab ^.-

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My working day

I should make my working life like this bag full of documents and files but don't ever forget to have some colourful flowers to cheer my working life sometimes =)

My yummy Breakfast with a cup of hot choc ^.^

They will make me stomach feel so satisfy and yummy

The Beetle with Red!

What should I say about my current job?

What I had learn from here?

I just intro Charlotte to work with me=)

Hope she will stay longer and earn a lot of money from this job ^.-

Now What I can say is my life full of stress, and I still don't know how to handle and cope with it!

Teach me please~ 

How to release my stress and relax with my current job?

Any idea ?

=./

Now I suddenly felt my dream was far far away from me~

What should I do to cheer myself up?

Why I always so negative ?

I need some motivation and advice from senior or whoever have more experience than me 

In the same times they will understand my feeling now~

How to make myself think postitive ne!!! argh!!!!!

last months foods hunter

It's been so long I never go to Connaught night market.

I went to night market with Ivy and we were look for foods to stuff our empty stomach 

and we found one of the stall is full of people then we were decided to check it out what is that. 

We found this !

There are so many type of the cake and cheese cake. 

 

 If not mistake the best seller is the original flavour cheese cake.

 So I decided to buy the cheese cake, it's so soft when you put into your mouth
The cake really soft and smooth until it will melt without chewing it.
not bad. It won't be too sweet for original flavour cheese cake.

If not mistake, The price is RM 8 per piece.

This is the Fish Burger I had in Anya restaurant @ South Gate.
Most of the time I will have lunch here with my colleagues.
I love most of their foods, the foods was so yummy.

The price is affordable and the portion is kind of too big for girl.
I love to enjoy my lunch over there.
sometimes I will have breakfast here tho.

Haha~~ I knew Mooncake Festival passed already.
My friends bought my family this mooncake from Intercontinental Hotel if not mistake.
The packaging is look nice and so much special but their mooncake ...hmm~~
so so only. It can be said that not that nice. =P ops sorry

This is from other Hotel made one. This one nicer compare with the above one! hehe~

Very long time ago, I had my lunch in Publika @Plan B
I ordered Lamb pasta
OMG! so big portion, but I managed to finish it ...
wuhahaha ~

chicken Sandwich with the chips and salad

This week I received a very bad news from our management.
It half COMMISSION on our work =..(

Is that gonna work? hmmm~ To be honest, I felt kind of lost confidence on myself
I don't have the motivation anymore~
It's really not going to be easy to earn money

What I can do is just go with the flow and work even more harder to achieve it.

stressful

It's been a long time I never update my blog already. so sorry about that~ =P

Same reason which am going to give you guys is after I changed my job, seriously I got no time for this.
There is so many thing to update and share some picture with you all.
I will upload the picture soon.

 It's October 2012 already!

OMG!!! time past so fast!
Can I slow it down? There is not enough time for me!
I need more times!!

Now my life full of work, work and work!!
Stress! Stress! stress and stress!
I need work more harder to achieve what I want now!
Anyhow sometimes I felt I push myself so hard to achieve one thing within a short period of time.
I need to take a deep breath and try to relax myself.

I can't give up easily.
I need to sustain it, maintain it  of cause~ if possible for me to improve it then will be great.

My life is improving now.
I need to change it to the best step by step.
Everything will be just fine.

What I need now is Law Of Attraction.
My colleagues taught me just cut of the picture out with what you wish to have it and paste it into your wall.
Everyday you will see them and one day it will become real just in front of you.
I found it quite true also. Law of attraction did happen anyway. I trust it's real.

What I is my top wishlist of cause to own a property in KL.
When only I will be have my own kitchen and bathroom with bath tub? =P

Then, travel all around the world.
Then only improve my health,wealth and lifestyle.

Of caused can't forget my family.
They are my top priority in my life.

A lot of things I wish to have it right now!!!
Argh~~ *shaking my heard with my both hand lift up*










 

Stress+skipped meal=hospital

Last two day I was admitted to hospital in the middle of the night!
OMG!!! that kind of feeling come back again after 2 years and now it come and visit me again.

Gastric come and attack me again.
I have no idea why it will make me suffer and pain like hell.
The feeling is like something was twisting your stomach and it's really painful until I almost black out and fall on the floor more than twice.

The painful keep with me for more than 8 hours.
It's on and off! it caused me visit hospitals always.

It's happen since when I was Form one and it still happen until now.
I still can't figure it out why it will happen on me.
I been ask and consult few doctorSsss till now~ no one can provide me a real answer for my case.

That night I just had 5 injection and with 3 bags of water dip.
I vomit till my body was dehydrated.

It was my mistake went for KL general hospital.
omg! the way they treat you is terrible, but of cause not all of them are not professional.
until the next day I start to feel better then only the doctors discharge me from hospital. After discharge from hospital I go for work, I cant have a good rest due to I still got so many things need to follow up and settle by me. See! How responsible I am for my own work. Even admitted to hospital after discharge I also went to work =P
How lucky my boss hired me! wuahaha~ perasan ni~ =P

It's awful.
I was so lucky and felt grateful to have my friend do accompany me whole night and help me a lot from that event.

It's was like a nightmare for me!
Actually I still not really feeling well after this.
sigh~ hopefully I will recover as soon as possible.

hectic life

This two months I having kind of hectic life with the all real stress that last time I never have it before but....but it's a good starting and challenge for me to adapt it and manage it well now.

The more I expect the more I felt disappointed with it.
For what I mean is the more I get the new order the more I have the cancellation due to some reason such as loan rejected and customers get a better deal from others dealers which is made me so disappointed with what they feed back to me.
=.( sob sob...
It's not easy to please everyone and do whatever they expect from me.
I felt so tired ...=.(
I really salute my colleagues how they able to cope this kind of issues such as let customers complaint and scold by them. hmm~
sigh! I do feel like to quite my job now~ it's not that easy from what I thought. it's all about services and solving their issues even it's not under your job scope and your mistake...

sigh!  need to get more and more order only able to cover for that lose. hmm~~
Now my life turn to so busy and so much busy till sometimes I got no time to have my lunch.

I always give lot of my credits to my lovely friends, luckily I still have them to comfort me and support me always ^.^

Moreover, of cause due to my dream and I MUST achieve it before I give up.
Sometimes I do really felt so tired with it and feel like to give up for what I try my best to approaching my dream every single second. you guys got no idea how much I wanted my dream to achieve ASAP.

How nice if there is someone who able to help me to make my wish come true soonest =P hehehe~

USH! USH!! Fight for my job and my future!!!
Yes I knew I can do it!
Others can why it can't be me???

I need some motivation and comfort from someone who do really I care =..(
I need some shoulder to lay and need some support from someone who I need from.
God Blessing~

The icon is back

The Volkswagen Das Auto show 2012 is back this year on 8th Sept and 9th of Sept. It will be officially launch The Beetle in Malaysia.

Below are some pictures of The Beetle:-

*all the images above from google images*

Does it look awesome!!!??
OMG! if I have extra money I would love to bring it back home!! <3 p="p">
It will be 3 different type of engines likes 1.2 TSI, 1.4 TSI and 2.0 TSI.
For this moment we only have 1.2 and 2.0 of The Beetle.
It's bigger size and lower compare with the previous New Beetle and it's frameless door with rain sensor for all the 3 spec.

Only 2.0 The Beetle have sunroof panoramic tilt with the cool Black colour which is present the car even look more sporty with the 18" of alloy rim and the more specification, you may log in volkswagen to get further details on it. =P

The show will be held on KLCC, limited seat availability so do register for your ticket at The icon is back.

After the registration and you will be request to print the ticket before you enter the Das Auto Show 2012.

We will have some short Beetle films to boost your day and it will preview at the PJX building @ Federal Highway which is in the middle of Amcorp Mall and PJ Hilton Hotel. It's a nice short film to check it out when especially you are trap in the traffic @ Federal Highway ^.-

Here some films to enjoy ^>^ V



















By the way we also will having something like Batman Projector in KLCC to project the Volkswagen logo in the sky at night which is so cool and start from 8pm to 9pm on 8th Sept and 9th Sept 2012 if not mistake hehe~ What a awesome idea from our Marketing team. I will give some credit to them for such a creative and cool idea to advertise for Gen 3 , The Beetle.

Last but not least, please do look for me if anyone of you are interested with The Beetle yea ^.-

food paradise

last month I went KLCC to have lunch with Sheryl At Isetan ...

Not bad for their fast food like Sushi
I was so impress with the new Isetan wet market

suprisingly Isetan also have the market to shop some groceries like fruits and meats ^.^

and there is no any weird smelly from wet market

It just make me feel like alot more to shop there and don't want to leave.

they are success with how they allocate their foods accordingly and able to attract more customers. 

   

I love to have dinner in Gohtong Jaya one of the restaurent and Ops!! I was forgot what the restaurant called.
We ordered "Shun Hok" fish, 2 big Dry Chili Prawns split half and some kind of mini long bean.
I always cook my fish with soy souce and steam it. simple and taste so fresh. So that we can eat the freshness of the steam fish ^.^ v
 

Last week my Boss have a Buka Puasa dinner in Kiara Golf Club there with all my colleagueas.

The foods. so so only. hmmm all is spicy, fried and raw vege salad.
not my food.

I felt so helpful sometimes~
There are some of the people willing to teach me and guide me to the right way~

But.....
Such as today~ 2 customers FFK (cancel appointment) me =..(
All the way from Bangsar to Sg Besi just to get EOS test drive for customer but he told me flight delay and can't make it!!! argh!!! not supposing inform me earlier ??? After I sent you a reminder but after few hours only reply my msg! =.=!

I'm going to cancel one of my order due to loan rejected =..( sob sob!!! ah~ ah~ ah~
WHY??why??

I'm just so tired of it! I should not let customer to pull me here and there .
Am the one who should pull them !!!!! argh!!!! Still in learning!!!! WTF!!!
Physically and mentally collapse !!!!

Tomorrow gonna have a super busy day again!!!! two test drive appointment , Pray hard tomorrow am going to sign another two new order!!! pray pray pray!!!
wish me luck please~~~

I seriously need something to relax my mind to calm my soul and release my stress!

fatty crab + I Darts

Last weekend Chris just invited us to have seafood dinner @ Kelana Jaya.

hmm~~ Yummy I love their fried rice so much

simple and just nice
Prawn was kind of expensive for us.

hmm not bad la~ but I still miss the Gohtong Jaya 's Prawn with dry chili sauce.

The Chili Crabs that we had ordered.
We love the sweet spicy source mix with fried rice ^.^

Ckicken wings thumb up! hehe~ Chicken wings always my favourite dishes.

After dinner we went to I Darts to play some games and you know what all of us also addicted to the Darts games already.
Me too! hehe~

Last Saturday Algin, KK and me had lunch at one of the Taman desa Pan Mee restaurent
Their signature Pan Mee so special. There is two special soup base, one is Tomatoes and the other one is Pumpkin soup ....
I love the tomatoes soup one! nice one! 

Tomatoes Pan Mee soup

Pan Mee with Pumpkin soup

Dry curry Pan Mee ... Yummy ! I love their Curry sauces

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=../

I'm just so stress about the way of my management do things!

Their fault and I'm the one who need to facing the customers and let customers to scold me for their fault!!!

WTF!!!

haiz~

Yea! I know my job always need to facing this kind of shit!

Take it for a lesson

no more next time!

Hopefuly everything will be fine soon =.(

I need someone to pamper me now~

sob sob~

I miss my family so so so much!

dono when only able to see them

I am so confuse

I felt so helpless

Is it the life that I want?

Is it the things that I always wish to come true?

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