Lv or Nt Lv

hmm....

haiz..

hmmm...

but.....

why make it so complicated?

L is simple.

don't make it and think it is complicated~

I think I hard gone crazy d...

I don't want long distance

make me think of someone.

gosh.

really similar~

feeling so complicated

don't think so much

sleep early 

tomorrow I have to wake up early to go wet market with my grandma 

then heading to Penang with my bro.

I don't know weather I can wake up or not...

sleep?

cant sleep?

sleep?

cant sleep?

@.@

I didn't get any new year clothes for myself
@.@

I was so confuse with myself (no idea what I confusing for)
@.@

I don't know what suppose I should do with "it" (goal, plan,career, future.what is my threshold)
@.@

$ or <3

How to make it balance

How only I will not think too much.

Argh!

Ki siao liao lah~(gone crazy)

What do you think am the person who more introvert or extrovert? =D

For those people who know me well, give some comment please. I really don't know myself well ^_*

Love and other drugs

why I don't see any movie showing in Malaysia one

maybe Malaysia don't give any approval for this movie.
too bad!
so many nice movie already but all can't showing in Malaysia.
I will recommended you all with some nice movie soon.
Actually is my friend recommended to me ....
It's a super great and amazing movie plus abit scary for the scenes.


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Went for 2nd interview yesterday in Bandar Utama , just beside the Sri Pentas TV3.
Not KPMG .
Yes, you're right is IBM.
Walao...
I have to q-ing to the lift when the lunch time.
Damn a lot of people work in IBM.
I always suffering this situation when I go to interview.
you know what?
when I go to TM for interview. Damn.
their lift system damn complicated one.
the lift divide to few type and only that lift can access to the floor like even and odd floor to go.
I go in blindly to the lift and found out this lift only can access to odd floor
Damn, then i come out and check out which lift can access to 42 floor.
I ask guard then I only I know there is division for the lift to go up.

This time interview with IBM, more geng. I go up to 19 floor den go down to 12 floor den go down to G floor then up again to Concorde to register then do up to 12 floor then I make a called to the person who interview me then only i know i have to go to 19 floor again.
230pm interview but I already reached there at 1:45 pm
I played with the lift for almost one hour only I able to have my interview .
Luckily that time 2:30pm sharp.
fiu! tired nia~

Shit! I didn't well prepared for the interview.
Suck!
Kind of complicated!
If I get this offer, Adecco pay me the salary and all the benefits but I work for IBM.
It's because am employed under agent and contractor basic.
haiz~

I know I failed to get this job d. * head down*
my manager is a girl and she so scary after I had interview by her.
This is super tough job I ever heard!
I have to work until 12am late night full loaded with work.
100% stress job
work overtime without pay
might work on weekend without any allowances

I hate the people always said, "you're degree holder and we expect you to do that without any mistake and you should know how and what should do.
you're not kinder garden kids anymore, we expecting more.We don't expect someone who don't even dare to ask where is the toilet like when the kid in the kinder garden."
sarcastic!

Degree holder so what?!
very 'geng' with the degree holder?
We also know nothing about the job scope and working environment and culture .
How come to expect us to do something that we never do and heard before?
crazy!
Of cause we need to speed up the speed to learn faster.
omg!
but i still wish to get this job cause I know I can handle it well.
I challenge myself and wish to get more experience from there in order to make my CV look more nicer.


This company culture is Public holiday in Malaysia doesn't mean that I will get the holiday too cause we work for regional base like Singapore, Thailand,Indonesia and Vietnam...
so Malaysia have public holiday and doesn't mean other country having holiday too so we have to 100% fully support the rest of the other country without holiday but of cause they will replace the other day to off but no double payment or allowances?
hmm...

wow!
sound scary right?
sound super duper stress right?
sound tough right?
I love it
This is what I want all the times.
I don't like boring job.
I love tough and challenging job.

starting

I had back to KL for today interview.

 

I wish I will receive a good news before CNY. *high % will get the offer* yippie!

It's a good offer for me and it's a good new starting for my life...

I'm so exciting about it.

La Promise=LP

La'Promise
tea time
dessert

green tea cake

I doesn't like much ...hehe~
cheesecake better

passion fruit cheesecake

Peng love this so much..haha i love this passion fruit cheesecake also
sour taste~ love it

Blueberry cheesecake

my friends strongly recommend me the Durian cheesecake

they said damn nice..haha
too bad I can't eat cause am suffering gastric.

Kampungboycitygal is a "cooler" blog

they mainly blog about the traveling  and food 

oh my god~

they really awesome.

they had taste all over the foods from different country.

if you have some problem to have a perfect dinner in KL this is the blog you should refer for.

This lovely couple really tried and explore a lot of foods and places.

there's some comment and price on the foods.

we can get lot of reference from their blog.

^_^

love ain't easy

why human must be that complicated 

why i can't just do what i want

why i can't say what i want to say

why i can't just express my feeling all the times

why must hide this and that

why must think twice before do it

why must think of the consequences

why must care about how other people feel

why must left the foods for him cause you scared he'll not full enough

why must give him all the good thing to him

why must think so much

why i can't get what i wish

=..(

i scared i will disappointed my best friend again=( trying so hard now...

sob sob

that's why be kind and caring person just that complicated!

feelingS

feeling of love

feeling of faith

feeling of betrayed

feeling of bored

feeling of pain

feeling of happy

feeling of hate

feeling of sweet

feeling of complicated

feeling feeling feeling

...

why there is some people will have sex with someone without feel?

desperate for sex? (sex addicted)

I hate guy who lied to me

i hate guy who cheating and betrayed on me

i hate guy who flirting

i hate guy who hits girl

i hate guy who hurt girl

i hate guy who have mistress

i hate guy who look for prostitute

  i hate guy who ons

i hate guy love to have sex with someone without feel *an animal?*

i hate guy who sex addicted

i  hate guy who making story

i hate guy who like to giving kind of lame excuses

i hate guy who f-ing fake

 i hate guy who not sincere

i hate guy who not real

i hate guy who f-ing around

i hate guy who use dick to think

i hate guy who sissy

i hate guy who make use of girls

i hate guy only close to someone who only benefit to him

i hate guy who dont want work and wish to get $ without paying anything

i hate guy who no goal and no plan

i hate guy who f**king selfish

i hate guy who treat girl like a f**k machine

i hate guy who treat girl as his covering cos he is gay or bi

and alots!!!!

......

*no offense*

=...(

bored

I just feel boring for whole day already.

hmm~~

other than clean my house and my room

i just keep sitting in front of the computer and TV whole day and for few days already.

mood swing and sleep deprive recently.

crazy...

all my pimple are partying on my face now!

 

and one thing ....

i was wondering for quite long time already, why my skin turn to superb dry skin?

my skin on face crack man!

scary.

My poor lip crack as well

gosh! my lip got lot of wrinkle

who can help me please!?

my skin is terrible.

argh!

Me and my friends should be go to La'Promise for a piece of nice cake but in the end din't make it for some reason.

=(

I ask my bro to help me get me some cake but the restaurant close already.

too bad =(

So randomly just feel to have some dessert for myself even i don't like sweet stuff much though.

since i heard some of my friends said the La'Promise 's cake was so nice and not too sweet ..yeah it's my taste~

I have no idea what time I'll go to bed tonight

hmm~~

haiz~ my life boring.

 

no work boring, 

got work more boring,

got money won't be so boring already.

How nice imma money printer.

night my love

muack =*

All i want is everything

I hate love

I hate the mornings cause I know what they bring
You get up and take a shower and in no time, you're leaving
It sounds so selfish but I cant help but think if you knew how much I needed you, you'd stay

Chorus

I hate goodbyes
I hate these tears in my eyes,
I hate myself for the way I feel about you everytime,
I've had enough
I'm sick of wishing you were around me everyday, everynight
It's way too much
I hate love, I hate love ooooh

Verse 2

I hate your phone calls in the middle of the day,
'Cause all they do is just remind me that my baby is so far away
It drives me crazy cuz I need you here with me
I know its hard for you to understand it when I say

Chorus


I hate goodbyes
I hate these tears in my eyes
I hate myself for the way I feel about you everytime,
I've had enough
I'm sick of wishing you were around me everyday, everynight
It's way too much
I hate love, I hate love ooooh

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/i-hate-love-lyrics-toni-braxton.html ]


Bridge

I dont want to feel this alone
(cant help it)
Everytime I walk out that door, still missing you
(cant help it)
Wish I didnt need you this much
(cant help it)
I love how it feels when we touch

Chorus

I hate goodbyes
I hate these tears in my eyes
I hate myself for the way I feel about you everytime,
I've had enough
I'm sick of wishing you were around me everyday, everynight
It's way too much
I hate love, I hate love ooooh


I hate goodbyes
I hate these tears in my eyes
I hate myself for the way I feel about you everytime,
I've had enough
I'm sick of wishing you were around me everyday,everynight
It's way too much
I hate love, I hate love ooooh

Boy without heart

I love a boy without a heart.
I’m but a string on his guitar.
He would never know that I’m in pain,
Waiting for a song that he can’t play.

I was confident the night we met,
The moment was so strong.
Like a piece of bubblegum,
Sweet at first but it don’t last that long.
Now I’m filled with insecurities,
It’s time to spit you out.

‘Cause you, you’ll never change,
The games that you play,
It’s just who you are.
And I, have to believe,
It’s you and not me,
The boy without a heart.

Yaaaaaayyyyaaaayyy

I love a boy who doesn’t feel.
Believes what he says until it’s real.
All that I want, you can be,
But you can not pretend that long for me.

I was beautiful the day we met,
But now I’m not so sure.
Awkward and alone you,
You don’t make me feel sexy anymore.
I’m snapping myself out of it,
I gotta close this door.

‘Cause you, you’ll never change,
The games that you play,

http://www.hotnewsonglyrics.com/jojo-boy-without-a-heart-lyrics.html

It’s just who you are (just who you are).
And I, have to believe,
It’s you and not me,
The boy without a, the boy without a,
The boy without a heart.

Oooooooo

I just like to think that I,
Deserve a nice respectable guy.
So why am I here at your door, at your door.
If I was sane, I’d take my crazy behind,
And get back in my BMW,
‘Cause I’m a self-made woman,
And someones gunna treat me better than you do (ha).

I just need ta, I just need ta calm down.

‘Cause you, you’ll never change,
The games that you play (the games that you play),
It’s just who you are (just who you are).
And I, have to believe (And I I ….believe),
It’s you and not me (It’s you and not me),
The boy without a heart (the boy without a, the boy without a heart).

‘Cause you, you’ll never change,
The games that you play (Oooooo….you’ll never change),
It’s just who you are (just who you are).
And I, have to believe (I just have to believe for my sanity),
It’s you and not me (Oooo),
The boy without a heart (the boy without a, the boy without a hmmm).

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my house almost get rob tonight..=..( luckily they run always. they dint come in to my house success.

i was get shock ad until now i still have the scary felling.

they try to come in from my back door, then from my room's window then the other one climb up  from the roof top...

no idea why they dint come in after that.

damn scary ..that time my grandma at home alone only. 

after i go out not more than 30 min they try to open the door already.

Now i was so worry they will come back=..(

what should i do?

huh?

sob sob=...(

i pray hard they dont come back again for forever!!! please....

i don't want my family happen anything or get hurt from them...

P/s: god bless us.I think I can't sleep already.

sob sob=..(

I starting to feel better without him now.

I slowly can let it go and be myself back

*I admit sometimes i do miss him and thinking about him*

I feel that life is getting challenge with my working life soon.

My dream come close to me right now.

All I wishes will be come true soon!!!

OMG! 

unbelievable!

My family and friends wake me up.

Family and friends' power is incredible.

Sy pissed off with me and he call me at 4am.

He scold me and honest to me. *actually he was abit sober and drunk that time* : P

He said he damn piss off with me after he know my stuff.

He's right.

Thanks again my dear.

you are truly my best friend forever~

Thank you so much that you sincerely treat me as your BFF.

=.)

My life can't be happening and fun without good friends

human being

I have a nice chat with my friends and I get to know someone more ...

In this world human is really a scary 'thing'

We have a special topic tonight.

We talk about psycho people like rape their on sons and daughters, torturing people, even rape their sister stuff. we talk about bi/ homosexual and other related, no offence.

I just wonder people why must hurt people in that way.

What if one day you found out your love one or husband is a gay or bi then how you feel that ?

gosh!

World changed!

Some of the 'human' even have the thinking or intention to rape on his own children?

WTF is going on?

The real story from HMI magazine in Chinese. *recommend by my friend*

oh my god!  

when u read those story and you will feel, why the human in the world such a scary thing and scary than those ghost and animal~

oh my god!

When you flip over with the newspaper you will read those news like rape her own daughter and son then treat then as a sex slave, and so many other lunatic cases like this~

 

They can do anything to fulfill their sex needs with those insane action?

sound ridiculous right?

What you earn in the end?

satisfy their "special,unique, extraordinary needs"?

gosh!

unbelievable

p/s: listening to just one last dance

taking back my love

go ahead just leave

can’t hold you, you’re free

You take all these things

if they mean so much to you

I gave you your dreams

’cause you meant the world

so did i deserve to be left and hurt

You think I don’t know you’re out of control

And then I’m finding all of this from my boys

Girl you said I’m cold, you say it ain’t so,

you already know I’m not attached to materials

Chorus:

i give it all up, but i’m taking back my love,

i’m taking back my love,

i’m taking back my love,

i’ve given you too much,

but i’m taking back my love,

i’m taking back my love, my love,my love,my love,my love

Ciara:

What did I do to give us the cue

I’m just confused as I stand here and look at you

From head to feet, all it’s from me

Go head, keep your keys, that’s not what I need from you

You think that you know (Enrique:I do), you’ve made yourself cold (Enrique:oh yeah),

How could you believe them over me, I’m your girl

You’re out of control (Enrique:so what?), how could you let go (Enrique:oh yeah)

Don’t you know I’m not attached to materials

Chorus:

i give it all up, but i’m taking back my love,

i’m taking back my love,

i’m taking back my love,

i’ve given you too much,

but i’m taking back my love,

i’m taking back my love, my love,my love,my love,my love

Enrique: So all this love I give you, take it away

Ciara: You think material’s the reason I came

Enrique: If I had nothing what you want me to say

Ciara: you take your money take it all away

p/s: I love the video so much
I love their apartment so much

I love their interior design for that apartment so much

sweet

we clean our house together with my siblings today

So long I never have that feeling already.

This feeling I got is when I was kids like 8 to 9 years old.

We play water and fool around.

haha

Then night time we whole family having a dinner in restaurant.

My daddy 5 dearest children also back to sweet home and having a dinner together.

I can sense that my dad also feel so happy when see all of us come back home and have a very nice dinner with him.

I love the dishes we order tonight...
I love it!

I know he still worry about me so much.
Dad and grandma I wont make you feel heart pain and worry about me anymore~
Everything is end.Dad and my family!

<3 I love you. <3

I felt so grateful today.

I appreciate that every single moment spending with my family!

p/s: I can live without you; I can happy without you.
Listening to Edward Maya -Stereo love

home

back to my home~ 

Feel so awesome~

home is the best~

hmm

Feel secured 

Feel warm 

Feel lovely

Feel the protection

meet up with my friends 

Chit chat with my family

Dinner with my family

Love it the most~

jobless is woe

I really have no idea why PPS no more western and Europe drama already.

=..(

Sad!

I can't watch my Gossip Girl, Vampire Diaries and Nikita already=..(

Argh~~

Why huh?

Anyone can tell me ?

Luckily I got PPS accompany me all the times.

Now, my life only got PPS with me.

If not I think I will bored like hell.

I just feel like I don't have that motivation like last time to go for Yoga classes, Go to gym for treadmill , Swimming and outdoor activities already.

I own an extremely unhealthy life style like no exercise, midnight around 2am to 3am only go too bed, wake up around 12pm to 1pm. Then have my brunch around 2pm to 3 pm, sitting in front of computer until dinner.

OMG!

This is my routine for 2 months already!

 Crazy!

I just become more lazy and lazy like a pig.

I just sleep, eat and poo poo.

That it.

I really felt lifeless.

I want work now!

I want job now!

I just have a great chat with Nick and my friends recently.

They do inspired me and give me a great guidance for me.

I love to mingle with them and feel comfortable to mingle with them.

I love to mingle with those friends who can talk anything, everything in everywhere.

The person who always make me laugh out loud when on MSN is SY.

He really super funny when I chat with him.

He really the only one make me laugh out loud every time I chat with him.

I really happy to have them when am in KL.

I wish our friendship will goes for forever. 

=)

XOXO

With love

I went out with a friend of mine who same age with me but his thinking is mature = $.

haha...yea.Life and world is reality.He was so right.

We should fight for $$ when we're young. He is my very first guy that I ever met and talk about investment and about how to making lot of money in his age.

I can know a lot of thing out there from him. ^-^

He got almost 4 to 5  years working experience already and he had a lot types of friends in his life so he know quite lot of things from his parents, friends and friend's parent *if not mistake*

I quite salute him =)

He really didn't waste his time to do something he don't like and he really fight for money so hard.

I know he will have a brighter future.

Delucca

I have my new year eve dinner in Delucca @ Jln Nagasari.

 This is what I had ordered.

Gnocchi pasta with duck.

Grill chicken

The overall of the environment is not bad but the food is so so and I really not happy with the price.

Perhaps because of new year eve.

Every price of the foods in the menu were double up like RM36 become RM70 or RM80 for one main course.

=.=!!

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A nice place for Sisha and hang out with friends.

Caffienne restaurant and Star light for Sisha @Jln Amapng

There is lot of young people who like to hang out in this place.

My friend brought me there to try their Sisha and is my very first time to try the Sisha.

After the Sisha my head just felt like spinning and very heavy.

=.=

Sisha not nice one.

I try to bring my friends to cafeninne but it's already close up.

FYI, Cafeinne restaurant already move to Kampung pandan.

Star light already move to Sunway Giza.

in love with study

Now is the TARC end semester of examination but there is some college just start their class on this month such as Taylor and Inti College and some other colleges and Universities.

There is a lot of universities and college having an open day for the beginning of the year.

How wish I can enroll for a new college and start my class now!

I really love studying..... life.

=.(

No worry, no stress except exam moment.

If I'm a rich people of cause I will get my double degree right now but I know it's wasting my time to do that.

How wish I'm just 18 and just finished my SPM so that I can searching for my new college now.

If let me choose which college and what major for my future now,

I might choose Public relation or Mass Communication or marketing for my major and the college will be Sunway College Monash Universities =)

Of cause I'm so proud of my college but I want to try a new environment and new life in new college as in I know well about my College already but too bad it's impossible will happen to me already.

I will start to do my ICSA preparation once I back to my home.

..............................................................

Sometimes I do really lost about myself, life and people.

Why the thing you wish to and you cant get it but the thing you don't want it just stick to you.

????

Beauty is not everything .

I should learn about this.

Some people trying to have a perfect for outer beauty,

Some people chasing for money,

Some people desperate for lust,

Some people want for real love,

....

In this world it's really hard to make it extremely clear with what you wants and understand other people wants.

Actually what I want?

To be frankly, what you want?

I just so blur and confuse...

dreaming

This movie so funny and nice to watch~

I love Ben Stiller's movie

He was so funny and look so handsome even in his age now.

................................................................

I was day dream all the times cause am too free already.

Dream to get a my dream house in KL =.=!

swt right?

Not much I have wish, just get a property The Park Residence @ Bangsar South is enough for me already.

but I know it's kind of hard for me to get a property around RM600++ before reach 30...

Sad

Do nothing everyday and keep sent my resume only.

I should have a new start but ....

I should study my 2 ICSA papers already and I have to start to plan how to get the money for my exemption fees RM1600 and RM550 

Ish!

Plan to go their library to do the revision with Clarice already.

I was worry there is not time or not enough time for us to do those revision when we are working.

die 99 for this time.

What I had decided is correct?

I know I shouldn't do like that but I just can't control myself not to do that after many times.

=..(

sorry friends 

I had disappointed you all.

Sorry~

=..(

2011

New Year 

and I can't wait for CNY already

I got the Chinese New Year feeling come to me ^-^

Then I should start work no matter what job and requirement is that already.

I can't jobless for more than 4 months. *even i got work some part time while I waiting for any response from company*

Am just useless...

=(

What I will do in this year?

Blur~

  I will having my life in KL or SG?

I should leave or I should stay?

I'm still in dilemma.

I want to take my ICSA examination on June and December.

4 papers in total.

I have to settle the exemption fees RM1600 to MAICSA before March.

Argh!!

I wish everything I still able to catch up for that 4 subjects.

I wish me and my family will have a happy and great years

I wish my family be healthy and wealthy every single second

 I wish myself to have a great career and magnificent life with friends and family without worry.